salam.
i'm moving to a new place here
it's not fully ready yet but i'm updating it from time to time.saja nak rasa angin baru pulak.asek datang tempat yg sama ja.hehe.
but i couldn't transfer all the stuffs here such as the archive,the links of my friends and those little small things at the side to the new blog.just in case i forget to link any of you my beloved blogger friends,please tell me to do so.almaklumla,i saya sgt tak reti nak adjust-adjust pasal blog nie.
well,jumpa kat rumah baru lah then.
adios.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
one step at a time.
salam.
alhamdulillah.one more thing settled=)
at the time being,i'm moderately busy so i'm using the left-over time i mean the time i have left after a day in hospital for myself and ehem..for personal things juga lah.it's dreadful to endure yet another rotation next week not knowing how busy i'll be in that rotation.however,putting that aside,i'm already heating up the engine,settling whatever need to be done bit by bit so that everything will go smoothly as i planned.yes,as i planned!cheewah,mcm ada projek besar aja.haha.again,semoga Tuhan permudahkan.
when i like being in one particular rotation as in now,mesti time flies dengan cepat.pastu bila smp khamis dah sedih sbb i have to move on to another rotation pulak.it's like playing musical chairs.the difference is,no winner or loser,hopefully.ahaks.
owh to all my chinese friends,happy chinese new year.i know it's a bit late but hey,better late than never right?usually at this time at home,mesti berkotak-kotak limau nk dimakan.rindu pulak suasana di malaysia.huuu...
okielah.enough for now.see ya.
alhamdulillah.one more thing settled=)
at the time being,i'm moderately busy so i'm using the left-over time i mean the time i have left after a day in hospital for myself and ehem..for personal things juga lah.it's dreadful to endure yet another rotation next week not knowing how busy i'll be in that rotation.however,putting that aside,i'm already heating up the engine,settling whatever need to be done bit by bit so that everything will go smoothly as i planned.yes,as i planned!cheewah,mcm ada projek besar aja.haha.again,semoga Tuhan permudahkan.
when i like being in one particular rotation as in now,mesti time flies dengan cepat.pastu bila smp khamis dah sedih sbb i have to move on to another rotation pulak.it's like playing musical chairs.the difference is,no winner or loser,hopefully.ahaks.
owh to all my chinese friends,happy chinese new year.i know it's a bit late but hey,better late than never right?usually at this time at home,mesti berkotak-kotak limau nk dimakan.rindu pulak suasana di malaysia.huuu...
okielah.enough for now.see ya.
Monday, January 26, 2009
counting days.
salam.
i'm not getting married yet.ahaks.not in the near future.somehow i'm truly happy for a different reason.dalam happy-happy nie,takut pun ada.eventhough i'm done with the hardest part,the insecure feeling is still there.maybe i'm paranoid.mungkin juga in denial.atau too overwhelmed.
hurmm....
whatever it is,jeem is already singing her la la song,it's my happy song.kenapa?well..i'm not telling....yet.too early untuk berpesta.keskeskes.
back to the daily routines,i kinda like wearing the weird attire(contain lead)everytime having to observe any radiology procedures.rasa bes pulak boleh on and off the white coat and wearing something else that makes me look ....hideous.haha.maybe i'm sick of looking decent all the time?
okies peeps.i think i'm a bit exhausted from too much excitement just now.
gudie nite=)
i'm not getting married yet.ahaks.not in the near future.somehow i'm truly happy for a different reason.dalam happy-happy nie,takut pun ada.eventhough i'm done with the hardest part,the insecure feeling is still there.maybe i'm paranoid.mungkin juga in denial.atau too overwhelmed.
hurmm....
whatever it is,jeem is already singing her la la song,it's my happy song.kenapa?well..i'm not telling....yet.too early untuk berpesta.keskeskes.
back to the daily routines,i kinda like wearing the weird attire(contain lead)everytime having to observe any radiology procedures.rasa bes pulak boleh on and off the white coat and wearing something else that makes me look ....hideous.haha.maybe i'm sick of looking decent all the time?
okies peeps.i think i'm a bit exhausted from too much excitement just now.
gudie nite=)
Sunday, January 25, 2009
dream on.
salam.
never been happier=)
ya Tuhan,permudahkan.amin.
and tomorrow i'll be back in mater.miss my friends over there.and back to the old same routines.hopefully radiology won't let me down.
ahhh...i'm still smiling..
every second,everyday.angau.haha.
wait,bila chinese new year?patutkah i wish today?anyone please tell me.
i want lots of mandarin oranges juga!heee.....
never been happier=)
ya Tuhan,permudahkan.amin.
and tomorrow i'll be back in mater.miss my friends over there.and back to the old same routines.hopefully radiology won't let me down.
ahhh...i'm still smiling..
every second,everyday.angau.haha.
wait,bila chinese new year?patutkah i wish today?anyone please tell me.
i want lots of mandarin oranges juga!heee.....
Thursday, January 22, 2009
.you give me hell.
salam,
dear consultant,
thank you for making my life miserable in these 3 weeks.i appreciate it.i hope u'r happy wif what u have done to us.i just think of u as another arrogant consultant who's always full of yourself.u just ruined my day.thank you so much.
i'm stuck here till tomorrow.i could catch the earliest train tomorrow and be back in dublin as early as 11a.m if i get my 2 evaluation sheets signed by my consultant today but he decided to sign just one and left another one for tomorrow,after i present a case and join the ward round.i've been there for almost 3 weeks.never missed any ward rounds with him except on the first day which totally not my fault and did every single thing told by him.what's the difference if he let me go a day earlier?i really hate him!enuff said.
on a different note,my incik ichigo finally signed off today.yeay..hiphip hoooreyyy!tapi,i'm not there to see him pun.takpa..takpa....all this while pun camni.dah immune(w'pun dlm hati kecik sgt sedeh:'( )what makes me sad is not being able to be there at the arrival gate to welcome him home as he usually did on my homecoming.on top of that,he's always the first one to arrive at klia.i still remember last 2 summers when no one waited for me as i touched down early around 7a.m and i was hopeless and helpless without any ringgit or coins to make a call(my brother overslept and turned up more than an hour later).and naseb baik aiza and her family tgu sama-sama.rasa nak nanges time tu.sad and alone.and then i saw his face and all the worries just dissappeared.i'm not exaggerating.i just knew i'm not alone anymore and safe.hurm....
i'm sorry,i'm not there when u come back.if i could make things easier and happier,i would.and i really wish i could be there.anyway,u should enjoy urself with ur family and friends after nearly 7months onboard.u deserved the holiday and be happy.okay?=)
okey,itu ja nk cakap harini.be back soon.take care peeps;)
dear consultant,
thank you for making my life miserable in these 3 weeks.i appreciate it.i hope u'r happy wif what u have done to us.i just think of u as another arrogant consultant who's always full of yourself.u just ruined my day.thank you so much.
i'm stuck here till tomorrow.i could catch the earliest train tomorrow and be back in dublin as early as 11a.m if i get my 2 evaluation sheets signed by my consultant today but he decided to sign just one and left another one for tomorrow,after i present a case and join the ward round.i've been there for almost 3 weeks.never missed any ward rounds with him except on the first day which totally not my fault and did every single thing told by him.what's the difference if he let me go a day earlier?i really hate him!enuff said.
on a different note,my incik ichigo finally signed off today.yeay..hiphip hoooreyyy!tapi,i'm not there to see him pun.takpa..takpa....all this while pun camni.dah immune(w'pun dlm hati kecik sgt sedeh:'( )what makes me sad is not being able to be there at the arrival gate to welcome him home as he usually did on my homecoming.on top of that,he's always the first one to arrive at klia.i still remember last 2 summers when no one waited for me as i touched down early around 7a.m and i was hopeless and helpless without any ringgit or coins to make a call(my brother overslept and turned up more than an hour later).and naseb baik aiza and her family tgu sama-sama.rasa nak nanges time tu.sad and alone.and then i saw his face and all the worries just dissappeared.i'm not exaggerating.i just knew i'm not alone anymore and safe.hurm....
i'm sorry,i'm not there when u come back.if i could make things easier and happier,i would.and i really wish i could be there.anyway,u should enjoy urself with ur family and friends after nearly 7months onboard.u deserved the holiday and be happy.okay?=)
okey,itu ja nk cakap harini.be back soon.take care peeps;)
Sunday, January 18, 2009
.no more beli-belah.
osalam.
finally i have to execute my a-long-time-ago new year resolution which is to stop shopping unnecessary stuffs especially dresses and shoes from now on.i'm officially broke and here i am,far away from from dublin.perfect sebab kat sini tiada kedai kasutan mahupun bajuan dan i haven't had a chance to walk around town yet which i don't plan to at this time of financial crisis.owh how depressing talking about shopping cessation nie.sobsobsob..
on a lighter note,this week gonna be my final week here in tullamore.thank god.i'm not hating this place,but i love 59 donore avenue more where my room is.i'm dreading to go to hospital tomorrow because i didn't stay back for on-call last friday.there'll be post on-call ward round first thing in the morning and i have no case to present.booohOO.friday is time to go home.bukan duduk melangut kat AnE tgu patient yang sejam satu pon belom tentu.yang pasti i enjoyed my weekend to the max.and to friends who kena paksa keluaq bilik berkali-kali dan yang kena baling dek tepung tu,happy buffday/upcoming buffday!older but wiser orang kata.may Allah bless u.
and yes,faizal tahir rawks!i love the performance.unique and he looked gothic with the black nail polish!but meet uncle hussein's awesome!the joker face on the main vocalist,it suited him well!i thought FT gonna win but when MUH swept the award for pop rock,my instint immediately told me,no nope him,THEY gonna win this time!since i'm in da mood of anugerah juara lagu,let's sing sampai syurga together since tone of lagu untukmu is too high to reach.muahahah.
Sampai syurga~Faizal Tahir
Ku membenarkan jiwaku
Untuk mencintaimu
Ku persembahkan hidupku
Untuk bersama kamu
Dan diriku untuk kamu
Belum pernah kumerasai begitu
Semua itu telah berlalu
Harapanku palsu
Dan mungkin hari yang satu
Terus ku tertunggu
Di hatiku masih kamu
Belum pernah ku ingin terus memburu
Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu
Namun aku tetap aku
Yang terbaik untuk diriku
Hanya satu
Hanya kamu
Ku membiarkan hatiku
Untuk merinduimu
Ku menghamparkan sakitku
Untuk tatapan kamu
Bersamamu harapanku
Hilang dalam terang yang membutakanku
Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu
Sampai syurga ku menunggu
Sampai syurga ku cintamu
Hanya kamu
Dan segala yang ku ada
Ku berikan semua
Untuk dirimu saja
Ku mahu dirimu
Bahagia untuk selamanya
Biar sampai syurga
Aku menunggu cinta darimu
Agar ku sempurna
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu
Namun aku tetap aku
Yang terbaik tuk diriku
Hanya satu
Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu
Sampai syurga ku menunggu
Sampai syurga ku cintamu
Hanya kamu
p/s:incik ichigo,since u kata faizal tahir i poyo,i'm not gonna dedicate this song to you.padan muka!
finally i have to execute my a-long-time-ago new year resolution which is to stop shopping unnecessary stuffs especially dresses and shoes from now on.i'm officially broke and here i am,far away from from dublin.perfect sebab kat sini tiada kedai kasutan mahupun bajuan dan i haven't had a chance to walk around town yet which i don't plan to at this time of financial crisis.owh how depressing talking about shopping cessation nie.sobsobsob..
on a lighter note,this week gonna be my final week here in tullamore.thank god.i'm not hating this place,but i love 59 donore avenue more where my room is.i'm dreading to go to hospital tomorrow because i didn't stay back for on-call last friday.there'll be post on-call ward round first thing in the morning and i have no case to present.booohOO.friday is time to go home.bukan duduk melangut kat AnE tgu patient yang sejam satu pon belom tentu.yang pasti i enjoyed my weekend to the max.and to friends who kena paksa keluaq bilik berkali-kali dan yang kena baling dek tepung tu,happy buffday/upcoming buffday!older but wiser orang kata.may Allah bless u.
and yes,faizal tahir rawks!i love the performance.unique and he looked gothic with the black nail polish!but meet uncle hussein's awesome!the joker face on the main vocalist,it suited him well!i thought FT gonna win but when MUH swept the award for pop rock,my instint immediately told me,no nope him,THEY gonna win this time!since i'm in da mood of anugerah juara lagu,let's sing sampai syurga together since tone of lagu untukmu is too high to reach.muahahah.
Sampai syurga~Faizal Tahir
Ku membenarkan jiwaku
Untuk mencintaimu
Ku persembahkan hidupku
Untuk bersama kamu
Dan diriku untuk kamu
Belum pernah kumerasai begitu
Semua itu telah berlalu
Harapanku palsu
Dan mungkin hari yang satu
Terus ku tertunggu
Di hatiku masih kamu
Belum pernah ku ingin terus memburu
Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu
Namun aku tetap aku
Yang terbaik untuk diriku
Hanya satu
Hanya kamu
Ku membiarkan hatiku
Untuk merinduimu
Ku menghamparkan sakitku
Untuk tatapan kamu
Bersamamu harapanku
Hilang dalam terang yang membutakanku
Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu
Sampai syurga ku menunggu
Sampai syurga ku cintamu
Hanya kamu
Dan segala yang ku ada
Ku berikan semua
Untuk dirimu saja
Ku mahu dirimu
Bahagia untuk selamanya
Biar sampai syurga
Aku menunggu cinta darimu
Agar ku sempurna
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu
Namun aku tetap aku
Yang terbaik tuk diriku
Hanya satu
Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu
Sampai syurga ku menunggu
Sampai syurga ku cintamu
Hanya kamu
p/s:incik ichigo,since u kata faizal tahir i poyo,i'm not gonna dedicate this song to you.padan muka!
Saturday, January 17, 2009
.buffday bash.
salam.
today we celebrated 2 buffdays.up till this week,dah 3 celebrated.tu belom tambah yang tak dicelebrate.and more coming..it's fun.especially when i need something fun and enjoyable when i'm back in dublin after a hell of a week in Tullamore.saya rasa la kan.....mak-mak yang lahirkan babies in january 1985 dah pakat ramai-ramai dah antaq anak depa ke dublin buat medic kot.haha.mmg bulan nie meriah gila.kira asek makan besaq je la kitorang every wiken.camno nak kurus?haa...tu lae satu masalah.sejak balik dari turkey nie,muka dah bulat sket,pants semua dah erm..ketat.ngeri nk tengok muka sendri dlm gambaq.nak amek gambaq pun dah mula malas.boooOOOOO!perlukah dibuat sesuatu atau membuat sesuatu?hahah.tengoklah macam mana.dengan krisis kewangan yang meruncing,elok saja posa kot.jimat pun jimat....pahala dapat dan yang mana kena ganti pun langsai cepat.kan?
wahai lautan,
boleh tak pulangkan bulan saya,
supaya boleh saya katakan padanya,
bulan,tanpamu malam sedikit gelap dan bintang sunyi tak berteman,
bulan,tanpamu juga ym dan sms ku tiada berjawapan.kekekeke
haha..saya rasa nk rujuk balik cikgu sastera masa form 5 dulu kot.
dan seperti biasa,saya masih menunggu bulan jatuh ke riba.doakan ia menjadi kenyataan w'pun...erm,bulan?mana logik jatuh ke riba kan?ntah apa-apa...okey lah,sebelom saya menunggu matahari jatuh ke tapak tangan pulak,baik zzzzZZZZZ dulu.
selamat malam eh pagi..=)
today we celebrated 2 buffdays.up till this week,dah 3 celebrated.tu belom tambah yang tak dicelebrate.and more coming..it's fun.especially when i need something fun and enjoyable when i'm back in dublin after a hell of a week in Tullamore.saya rasa la kan.....mak-mak yang lahirkan babies in january 1985 dah pakat ramai-ramai dah antaq anak depa ke dublin buat medic kot.haha.mmg bulan nie meriah gila.kira asek makan besaq je la kitorang every wiken.camno nak kurus?haa...tu lae satu masalah.sejak balik dari turkey nie,muka dah bulat sket,pants semua dah erm..ketat.ngeri nk tengok muka sendri dlm gambaq.nak amek gambaq pun dah mula malas.boooOOOOO!perlukah dibuat sesuatu atau membuat sesuatu?hahah.tengoklah macam mana.dengan krisis kewangan yang meruncing,elok saja posa kot.jimat pun jimat....pahala dapat dan yang mana kena ganti pun langsai cepat.kan?
wahai lautan,
boleh tak pulangkan bulan saya,
supaya boleh saya katakan padanya,
bulan,tanpamu malam sedikit gelap dan bintang sunyi tak berteman,
bulan,tanpamu juga ym dan sms ku tiada berjawapan.kekekeke
haha..saya rasa nk rujuk balik cikgu sastera masa form 5 dulu kot.
dan seperti biasa,saya masih menunggu bulan jatuh ke riba.doakan ia menjadi kenyataan w'pun...erm,bulan?mana logik jatuh ke riba kan?ntah apa-apa...okey lah,sebelom saya menunggu matahari jatuh ke tapak tangan pulak,baik zzzzZZZZZ dulu.
selamat malam eh pagi..=)
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