.dinner at Killarney.

salam.

exam's over.nothing much to say bout it.in summary i think i didn't do well in both written part and OSCE.owh well,i've tried my best and let leave the rest to God.

my backpack lays untouched.too tired to unpack.owh didn't i tell ya i went for a short trip with the beloved friends a day after the exam?well...just exploring ireland.the 3 days 2 nights trip was awesome!as a friend was saying we have been underestimating ireland all this while,and it's true indeed.Ireland does has more than what i expected.

my body's too tired and my brain's pestering me to stop while my eyes begging to let them rest in sleep.i shall continue with more words and pictures some other time.

till then take care and toodles!

.under the weather.

salam.

Goddddd......this past-years MCQs really got me on my nerve!

Pel Ebstein fever? ?@£$*&^!!!
Opisthotonos?@@**&%%%!!!
Waldenstrom's macroglobulinaemia?@@****%%%!!

wth are these?

for non-medics,freak-out not!

me,myself just came across these bullshits for the 1st time in my life!

i think i'm goin mental.been screaming and hair-pulling while doing the questions!


just a random topic i need to master.

so to calm myself down,i did what i enjoy the most....cooking.hehe





owh btw,WC is my second room today.been experiencing polyuria(increase volume and frequency of going to the toilet) as a result of excess water intake due to the sore throat.at least i know my kidneys work alright.heheh.

and Kt Tunstall is awesome!she never bores me!have a listen folks!



okies...gotta go and do some work.

muah!

what would i do without them.

salam.

i had a good laugh...

with them THE FANTASTIC 3!

@Tina with her plasma tv.

@Aiza with her too-beautiful-to-be-orthopaedic model

@Aini with her winter-jacket hunting that has this tremendous pulling power to make me participate too!hohoho.

we all have been housemates since 2005.

Kat Dublin nie,kalau tak ada mereka ini,i akn end up masuk psychiatry ward mana-mana nearest hospital kot.hehe.

tonight,

after a few stupid jokes and future-prediction talk that we had while waiting for the bus just now,

i sedar yang nanti bila dah kerja,i mesti rindu nk borak-borak dengan mereka ini.

tapi takpa...kita ada one and a half year lagi kan kawan-kawan.

actually sebelum nak jdi sebegini rapat,byak dugaan,duri-duri yang we all kena lalui.

but it was just a process to discover what life is all about,meeting different people before finally choosing the right ones.

and i think i found a bunch of friends that other people are desperately looking for.

love u girls so much!

muah muah muah!



dulu (2005)



now(2008)

and of course i syg kawan-kawan yg lain cuma mereka ini terlalu rapat sebab dah sebumbung lama and boy,we shared lots...i mean A LOT of things yang hanya kami sahaja yang tahu.hehe.

once i did write this in my previous entry;

~:~Friends come and go.but i chose the right ones to stay with me because good friends are hard to come by~:~

so i guess u know who u are=)

and another part of life is making and adding new friends to the list.i'm welcoming anyone yg sudi jd kawan,yg sudi terima saya the way i am...and i give u my guarantee i'll stay with u through thick and thin,ups and downs,insya-Allah.

=)

erm...i'm having sore throat and cold just caught me.had 5 sachets of Lemsip and i hope they'll do me good as i need good health to study and stand for long hours in OT.

and my final rotation before exams-->breast,endocrine and general surgery.nak baca mana satu dulu nie?
~head spinning!~

and ALL THE BEST EXAMS!>to all res year UCDians!

tune in to exam mOde!

salam all.

Dublin has started behaving like it used to.last few days were extremely cold with the temperature approaching 0.it's freezing i tell ya!tapi itulah Dublin yang saya rindui,cold...gloomy and peace.klau tadak suma nie,bukan Dublin lah namanya.jam 5 ptg dh mcm 9 malam rasanya.gelap gulita.

and worst,

exam is just around the corner.
1 mcq paper
1 short answer questions paper
OSCE medicine

huuuuuhuuuu....not agitated yet,but a bit restless.8(....

on the other hand,there are few things that make me stay calm and feel happy,happy and happpyyyyyy=)

1.dating with my 2 significant others(bukan 2 suami yerk!hehe)hehe... my mak and kakak lah.. as frequent as i could...although via phones,it is the best therapy when i'm down...

2 crocs guarding the best mum in the world!

2.on its way to Bintulu.i hope it arrives safely and he'll like it=)

the scorpion gonna bite this on the 19th!hohoho...


3.new addition.

my fourth!


4.my bestest moment today!

the simplest hobby in the world yet so relaxing and enjoyable!

see...sometimes small little things can put us at ease and even better at the extreme of happiness!

i just LOve my life!(ayat menaik kan semangat di kala stress!)hehe.

i might be in dormant state for a while till the exam is over.
till then,
TC=)

like a biscuit

salam,

igt lae dak iklan chipsmore?
"sekejap ada,sekejap tiada"

my life is like a biscuit according to my aunts.they only saw me once a year,i mean a few times during summer hols.the next time they know,i'm already left for ireland.dat's for the lucky ones.for the unlucky ones, they didn't get a chance to see mee at all for years...hurm...itu hidup saya dr kaca mata mereka.the bright side of this is once we met,they treated me so special.cook anything that i've requested and pampered me like a child.

and speaking of life like this,i noticed that i'm not the only one who's like a biscuit.incik ichigo is like a biscuit too.sekejap ada sekejap tiada.eh bukan,sekejap ada,lamaaaaa tiada.huhu.got the chance to meet him twice and now he's gone again.to the wide,rough oceans.
tapi takpa,as long as i know he's safe and sound,i'm grateful.abscence makes heart grew fonder.ahaks.thinking back,i have or had choices to lead a normal life,a life yg bukan macam biskut or hidup dikelilingi chipsmore.but i beg to differ.atau lebih tepat ketentuan yang maha Esa=)

talking about biscuit leads me to food,glorious foods!ssummer holiday means food festival for me.i ate what i want like there's no tomorrow.konon balik nk cuba kurus but i can see that my aims to shed some weight will go down the drain.all kinds of food seem too tempting to resist.living in penang aka food's heaven really gives me headache of what to eat everyday.malay,chinese or indians?tu belom lagi indon,petani,thais bagai.i had cendol with roti boy yesterday,mee rebus this afternoon and planning t0 buy satu pasar malam esok.see how horny i can get wif food?ahahah.time to repent and back to basic.eat moderately.eat before i get too hungry and stop before i'm full.is it really hard to obey?u tell me!

ish,due to some technical problems,i couldn't post any picture in this entry.tak seronok tadak picture,a bit dull jadinya.however,i'm sleepy now.nite2.see you soon miss blog=)

it's all about life

salam,


2nd cycle of clinical rotations done.the final cycle begins tomorrow.i have no expectation.no idea how is it going to be like to travel such a long distance and spending a long hours in the bus everyday.deep down in my heart,i have naughty plans to skip some days and just attend the compulsory things in the schedule.hope god will make it easier,not the ponteng part of course.heh.

i did spring clean my room this afternoon.threw out empty boxes and old newspapers.packing old clothes that i'm not keen of wearing them anymore and bring back home.i want to give them away so that i have more space in my wardrobe.i took out a blue t-shirt.that's the shirt worn when i first flew here.i still remember my dad was standing alone at one of the closed counter in KLIA, while my other family members were talking n laughing at the other corner.i walked slowly and stood beside him.there was a moment of silence.then he started talking to me and i noticed his eyes welled with tears.i couldn't look at him as my heart was contained with sadness.silently we cried together.the blue t-shirt made me cried again today.sadly,not with him but just with the memories left behind.i miss him.terribly.
:'(

erm..i'm beginning to have palpitations everytime receiving sms from syir.i'm just not ready to be told that he has to go back to the sea.i can feel.i can sense the bad news.but i kept telling myself,even if he's goin tomorrow,he's still coming back.as he said,
he'll come back.
he will.
for me.




i don't find these days,this week in particular is the best time for all of us.with the stress mounting for final exams,everything just got worst.however,as long as we have friends stood by us,everything just seems possible.yes,POSSIBLE!

never-ending works

salam.

sorry for the long hybernation.took my time to recuperate.to face new challenge in life.
alhamdulillah.everything seems to be better.there are still remnants of sadness but insyaAllah,time will heal and i hope for more happy things to cheer me up.

what a hectic week i've been going through now.just finished with a group project.feel like a huge stone had been lifted up from my shoulder.the professional clinical practise(PCP)presentation this afternoon went well.alhamdulillah.although we have been bombarded with so many questions from the panel judges and fellow classmates in Q and A session,we managed to answer them well despite nervousness and shaky voices that have been disturbing us throughout the presentation.well done groupmates!let us wait for the marks patiently and i hope they gave us what we deserved after series of meetings and a significant amount of efforts that have taken most of our precious time.

next to come:PCP mcq(tomorrow) and EnT mcq(this is horrible as the exam costs us 50%of our final exam marks and it is on saturday!yeah irish people drink everyday so weekend is nothing.)

in this kind of time where free time seems impossible,it would be better if my beloveds are around.mak,kakak and syir.good friends are not excluded.their presence would definately make a difference.but erm....reality sucks.here i am,so far away from home,studying till midnite and woke up the next morning for the sake of doing exams and the cycle goes on.or should i be grateful for the life i chose?

i need a break!



strolling along the beach would be a perfect idea tambah-tambah ada ice-cream sekali..perghh..

okaylah,nak continue reading PCP.btw,sumone went up to cameron highlands untuk bergambar but ended up shopping!apa kes?ahaks!