what would i do without them.

salam.

i had a good laugh...

with them THE FANTASTIC 3!

@Tina with her plasma tv.

@Aiza with her too-beautiful-to-be-orthopaedic model

@Aini with her winter-jacket hunting that has this tremendous pulling power to make me participate too!hohoho.

we all have been housemates since 2005.

Kat Dublin nie,kalau tak ada mereka ini,i akn end up masuk psychiatry ward mana-mana nearest hospital kot.hehe.

tonight,

after a few stupid jokes and future-prediction talk that we had while waiting for the bus just now,

i sedar yang nanti bila dah kerja,i mesti rindu nk borak-borak dengan mereka ini.

tapi takpa...kita ada one and a half year lagi kan kawan-kawan.

actually sebelum nak jdi sebegini rapat,byak dugaan,duri-duri yang we all kena lalui.

but it was just a process to discover what life is all about,meeting different people before finally choosing the right ones.

and i think i found a bunch of friends that other people are desperately looking for.

love u girls so much!

muah muah muah!



dulu (2005)



now(2008)

and of course i syg kawan-kawan yg lain cuma mereka ini terlalu rapat sebab dah sebumbung lama and boy,we shared lots...i mean A LOT of things yang hanya kami sahaja yang tahu.hehe.

once i did write this in my previous entry;

~:~Friends come and go.but i chose the right ones to stay with me because good friends are hard to come by~:~

so i guess u know who u are=)

and another part of life is making and adding new friends to the list.i'm welcoming anyone yg sudi jd kawan,yg sudi terima saya the way i am...and i give u my guarantee i'll stay with u through thick and thin,ups and downs,insya-Allah.

=)

erm...i'm having sore throat and cold just caught me.had 5 sachets of Lemsip and i hope they'll do me good as i need good health to study and stand for long hours in OT.

and my final rotation before exams-->breast,endocrine and general surgery.nak baca mana satu dulu nie?
~head spinning!~

and ALL THE BEST EXAMS!>to all res year UCDians!

it's all about life

salam,


2nd cycle of clinical rotations done.the final cycle begins tomorrow.i have no expectation.no idea how is it going to be like to travel such a long distance and spending a long hours in the bus everyday.deep down in my heart,i have naughty plans to skip some days and just attend the compulsory things in the schedule.hope god will make it easier,not the ponteng part of course.heh.

i did spring clean my room this afternoon.threw out empty boxes and old newspapers.packing old clothes that i'm not keen of wearing them anymore and bring back home.i want to give them away so that i have more space in my wardrobe.i took out a blue t-shirt.that's the shirt worn when i first flew here.i still remember my dad was standing alone at one of the closed counter in KLIA, while my other family members were talking n laughing at the other corner.i walked slowly and stood beside him.there was a moment of silence.then he started talking to me and i noticed his eyes welled with tears.i couldn't look at him as my heart was contained with sadness.silently we cried together.the blue t-shirt made me cried again today.sadly,not with him but just with the memories left behind.i miss him.terribly.
:'(

erm..i'm beginning to have palpitations everytime receiving sms from syir.i'm just not ready to be told that he has to go back to the sea.i can feel.i can sense the bad news.but i kept telling myself,even if he's goin tomorrow,he's still coming back.as he said,
he'll come back.
he will.
for me.




i don't find these days,this week in particular is the best time for all of us.with the stress mounting for final exams,everything just got worst.however,as long as we have friends stood by us,everything just seems possible.yes,POSSIBLE!

.the crazy residence years.

salam.

hye,i'm back.
pooh..poooh...eww..this blog is dusty and full of cobwebs everywhere.
blame it on my daily schedule.i'm busy as a bee everyday.had long days for the past two weeks,when my clinical years have started.with the great amount of stress,sleep is the first thing that comes to mind everytime i reached home hence reducing the time i have to blog.sorry yer...but seriously,i just felt drained out everyday when i got home.
what about weekends?weekend is precious!my precious!(pronounce ala-ala makhluk dlm LOTR tu).hikhik.hang out with good buddies during weekends is a must.yeah during this time,we told stories,catching ups and melepas rindu(di sini juga sesi mengutuk interns,registrars and fellow consultants!)hahaha.....lawak gila.i thought i'm the only one who had bad days in hospitals because of my monstrous registrar,but it turned out that the rest of my buddies have their fair share of same experiences.weh korang...jd registrar atau consultant jgn ganas-ganas ok,apatah lagik interns.serious tak best!

i'm attached to endocrinology team and guess what kind of patients i met during clinics?a bunch of people with diabetes type 2 mostly and those with hypo/hyperthyroidism.on the second day,i was asked about hypothyroidism and i blew it.felt so stupid and down the whole day.huhu...tu la..masa pre-clinical malas nk studi.dlm byak2 team,endocrinology was the last thing on my list.i don't mind getting neuro,but when it comes to endocrine,god....i knew nothing!served me right!haha.but as what my mum told me,this is where i learn something.biar bodoh sekarang..jgn bodoh selamanya.kan?that's enough about mad skool,sebut pun rasa nausea(nausea=the feeling of vomitting).haha.next paragraph is sumthing personal.klau korang rajin,bacalah yerk.klau rasa tak penting,abaikan.but i think this deserves a space in my blog=)

last thursday,when i came back from hospital,i got a notice that telling me i've received a parcel and since no one at home,the parcel couldn't be delivered and was sent back to the nearest post office.(ni yg malas ni sbb the nearest tu sebenaqnya kena amek 2 bus).the next day right after a loooong day at hospital,with anxiety plus palpitation,i rushed to the post office.couldn't contain the excitement really..tersenyum sorang2 dlm bus.ahaha.the last parcel i received from malaysia was erm........alamak lama gila smp tak igt dah.lagipun,it's expensive to send anything to me here,so i told my mum no need of sending me anything.when one of the staff handed me the parcel,i just couldn't wait any longer to open it.tapi merepek sgt lah nk bukak depan tu.nti dia kata"hish budak ni,tau la dpt parcel dr jauh,jgn la desperate sgt!".so i quickly get a bus and went straight home.to cut the story short(laepun mst korang pun nk tau apa dlm parcel tu kan?)hehe..

wait...i'll let the pictures tell eveything.



the box!(tak smpat amik pic dgn wrapper dia sbb tak sabar trus bukak.ahaks)

what's inside?jeng..jeng..jeng..

the very shweet memory lane card



the bestest tea in the world,always my fave strawberry tea from c.highlands.i've tasted different kind of teas from around the world but trust me,this is the best!

the osram energy saving daylight bulb.dublin sucks,semua bulb kaler oren.sakit mata and gelap.sekarang bilik saya dh cukup pencahayaan!=D

the unique sarawak keychain(nk gantung apa ek kat keychain nie?)

and last but not least,

the veryyyy cute hoodie dress from here--->


eh,wait a sec! there's one more thing in the green plastic bag kan?hehe..yg tu biarlah rahsia key.
=p

from who?

i think i gave enough clue/clues.

terima kasih daun keladi,
lain kali boleh la hantar lagi!

ihiks!

thanx awak.the parcel really made my day especially when everything else seems to fall apart.doakan saya kat cni yerk. 2 more years and insyaAllah we'll be closer to each other.

so..that's the stories behind my hibernation.want more?

tunggu.....

i'll be back....

with more interesting stuffs

insyaAllah.

till then.take care peeps=)

a productive day.saturday it is.

salam.
may u all be in the best of health and iman.


first of all,
THE WEATHER IS CRAP THESE FEW DAYS!yesterday it was 14 degree celcius and today is 3 degree celcius!wth?

however despite the freezing state of dublin,my day was wonderful alhamdulillah=)

saturday started off with EnT and ophtalmology exam,followed by lunch berjemaah kat clonskeugh mosque and the best part was of course sesi membeli belah with dearest freinds.
what a day!

it's been quite a long time we didn't hang out like this.exams,pcp project,skills workshops....all of these have taken our time all together.since semalam(or perhaps yesterdays)mr jay dah sebok2 msg kat facebook asking us to make ourselves available after exam.not to let him down,we just followed whatever plans he had in mind.turned out,today mmg productive. . i ate a lot today.A LOT!starting from tandoori chicken with rice for lunch followed by mocha frappucino and kebab SPAR for dinner.eh,ada lagi,half cup of curly fries from mcD.hoho,what an achievement for me in terms of quantity of foods i stuffed in my tummy.no leftovers today,suma licin di ngap oleh saya.(nasi di clonskeugh adalah impossible untuk dihabiskan oleh saya dan kebab SPAR selalunya adalah meal saya untuk 2 kali).maybe this is what i called post-exam hunger where the amount of food eaten proportional to the difficulty of the exam.i rather not to talk about the exam as it was very very frustrating.igt kami nk amek postgrad exam ke hapa?dahla negative marking,minus 1/2 okay...klau salah 2 dah tolak i markah.grrrr......ok just ignore about the exam.

supposedly,we'll be watching awake and 27 dresses tonight but due to some technical problems,instead of watching movie,we proceded to mcD,finished up kebab and off we went home.dah lotih sebenarnya.hiks.dengan tak cukup tidonya last nite,arini pulak berjalan sana sini,mmg all of us were exhausted.so there goes my saturday..

owh i have an interesting story to tell.last thursday,i was supposed to go to holles st maternity hospital for the 2 hours lecture on postnatal care(mother and neonates)postnatal care is the care taken or procedures done just after delivery.neonates is the newborns from day one to one month old.the 1st hour is about postnatal care of the mother and the second hour dealt with neonates.our prof(the scariest prof who scolded students who eat and drink in class,not even plain water from your own tumbler or water bottle!) actually showed us fresh placenta(in malay we called it 'uri').according to him,it was delivered early that morning.the class reaction was eeeuuwww...errgghhh...eee......grosss.....hahaha..hahah.i still remember,when i was young,when my sister gave birth,my mum was the one who cleaned,wrapped it up and buried them.i was asking my mum to have a look at it but it was a big no-no for a child to see it.ntah kenapa i pun tatau.but today,huuu..dh tgok pun and i'll be seeing it again nxt yr when i have to deliver babies in my obs and gynae rotation.it looks like a fresh meat with very red coloration and it smells.that's how i see it.hehe.cool huh.med students lain maybe dah tgok berpuluh-puluh,but as a first timer,it's erm.....pelik.hihi


sekadar gambar hiasan

for your information,i'm going to start clinical attachment this monday for 3 weeks at mater hosp before continue with surgery at st vincent's hospital for another 3 weeks and lastly to the yet unknown peripheral hospital for the final 3 weeks.wish me luck peeps.i've no idea nor expectation how is it going to be like but i do hope it's a pleasant experience and fun?...at least useful in my future career.

oklah,need to manage my room kemas-kemas.hope to see u soon.stay tuned readers!=D