Monday, September 29, 2008

yeayy!!happy for them.

salam.

i'm really happy.yes happy!although the news got nothing to do with me,but i'm still happy for them:the family,spouses,children,fiance',boyfriend,friends of the crews of the hijacked vessels.


mt bunga melati 2 and mt bunga melati 5.

more news here;

http://utusan.com.my/utusan/info.asp?y=2008&dt=0930&pub=Utusan_Malaysia&sec=Muka_Hadapan&pg=mh_01.htm

no more worries i guess.and tersenyum lebar la org2 kampung menyambut kepulangan mereka nanti eh.ada chance raya sama lak tu w'pun a bit later.

at first i was a bit dissappointed with the news i read this morning that says only mt melati 5 was released and it was the second vessel being hijacked after mt melati 2.now i can write about this with a big smile on my face since BOTH vessels are saved!.over kan saya.....hahah.but only people in the same shoes know how this feeling is like=)

i quote this from a family member of the crew in melati 2:

Dalam pada itu, dia akan menasihati adik tirinya itu supaya berhenti daripada terus bekerja dalam bidang perkapalan yang diceburinya itu sejak 10 tahun lalu kerana tidak mahu kejadian buruk dijadikan tebusan lanun berulang.

"Saya tak mahu dia kerja di laut lagi. Carilah kerja lain, lagipun sudah lama sangat dia berada di laut," katanya.

i nk plead the same thing dengan incik ichigo boley?or the least u can do for me is don't ever pick that route in future and stay away from gulf of aden tu key!

do not worry friends and foes,he's safe and sound i think along bintulu-japan-bintulu route and he loves going to japan!i wonder why?

oh one more thing,i just received sms from my mum at this hour (malaysian time:5;18am,irish time:10;18pm)

mak:gmah dah tidoq ka?

me,anxious and loaded with uneasiness with the sms,straight away called her up.

mak:hello...(sambil suara bernada happy)

me:hello mak(dlm hati legaaa....)gmah tak tidoq lae.awat mak?

mak:hujan ngah lebat,mak rasa nk banjir!

me:apa mak?syiannyerrr...dah masuk ayaq belom?

mak:dak la lagi.mak dok standby jaga-jaga ni tapi umah mak long hang(my mak long is my neighbour) dah masuk mak rasa.depa dari pukui 3 lae dah gheyoh- ghendah(riuh-rendah).mak teringat pulak kawan mak yang mak jahitkan tudung tingkap and tudung pintu(langsir or curtains) dia aritu.mesti rumah dia masuk ayaq gak.

me:syiannyer mak long.tapi kan mak,selamat ujan arini.bygkan klau ujan n banjir esok.lagi kelam kabut.at least ujan arini,bila dah seriyat(stop or berkurang) boleh cuci teros umah,mop semua.esok time hari raya confirm berkilat dengan hebatnya umah depa semua(mother and daughter laughed their socks off)....bla..bla..bla...(melahirkan rasa bimbang dan sedih terhadap apa yg berlaku/akan berlaku)

mak:ni ujan rahmat la gmah.bla..bla...(masih sound happy sbb tak masuk ayaq lae la tu)

and suddenly,

mak:gmah,sat sat...mak rasa tempat lap kaki tu dah basah la!

me:huh,btoi ka mak?pi pi tgok dulu sat...

mak:gmah,ayaq da masuk abes basah tmpat lap kaki tu..okaylah.mak nk pi stop ayq sat.nti kita cakap lain naaa....

me:ok...ok....assalamualaikum.

i still remember when i was home last summer.it was another 2 days before kenduri arwah yang akn dibuat for my late father and the same thing happened.i was up since 5am cleaning and mopping the house smp nk patah all the spines.but,having mak with me doing the cleaning was really,really fun.tak stress lansung,we laughed,making jokes about the flood and doing exercise while mopping.haha.seriously fun!

another episode of banjir kilat was the day my incik ichigo due to take his flight off to bintulu to board aman sendai.the night before,we planned to talk on the phone smp panas telinga tetapi apakan daya,again i was busy doing what maids do the best smp panas badan.i wasn't complaining,but going down the memory lane about these things can be really exciting or frustrating at times.

as far as i can remember,the flood never affect my house before.cuma this year yang teruk.but these are the challenges we have to face living in 'kampung'.tapi di rumah itulah saya lahir,dibesarkan dan mendapat segala kasih sayang yang diperlukan selama 23 tahun saya bernafas di muka bumi ini dan makan ketupat palas dan ketupat jawi di hari raya beserta rendang mak.huuuu.no regret.at all!

rumahku,syurgaku.


selamat hari raya aidilfitri.



Saturday, September 27, 2008

.eid sensatiOn.


Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini




salam.

apa habaq semua?
lagi beberapa hari ja nk melangkah ke bulan syawal.
nak raya kan?
since semua org dlm mood raya,mari kita buat tag yang "ditag"kan oleh cik nani.dia ni chummel la sesangat.=)

Berapa pasang baju raya anda taun ni dan kaler apekah?
3 pasang sahaja.

~rahsia dulu boley?nti saya pastekan gambaq setelah memakainya di hari raya kelak.hehe.

Apakah makanan raya tradisional kegemaran anda?
paling suka di pagi raya adalah ketupat daun palas segitiga.berjantina ketupat nie.jantan dan betina lain cara lipatannya.yang betina dikira reject.adaka patot?mkn dengan rendang aym mak beserta ketupat jawi dan kuah kacang.pergh....

Apakah biskut raya kegemaran anda?
~biskut makmur
~semperit

Bape banyak duit raya anda dapat n spend untuk bagi kat bebudak?
saya masih layak diberi duit raya.oleh itu,apalagi.....hanya duit kertas diterima.cap harimau ye.haha.


Apakah aktiviti malam raya korang?
kat sini,mlm raya tiada bezanya mcm mlm2 lain.klau kat kampung dah tak menang tangan tolong mak masak.rindu suasana tu....

eh dah abes.nk tag siapa pulak yerk....okey camni,sesapa yang rasa dia nk raya,silalah buat.nti saya belanja kuah semperit!aci tak?hehe.

dia kesempatan ini,ingin saya hulurkan tangan memohon kemaafan atas segala salah dan silap terutamanya kepada rakan-rakan seangkatan dan sebatalion tak kira di ireland,malaysia dan seluruh pelusuk dunia..buat rakan-rakan seperjuangan di sini,ingatlah bahawa kesedihan kita di hari raya adalah satu pengorbanan besar yang insyaAllah ada rahmat di sebaliknya.walaupun tiada keluarga di sisi di pagi syawal,kita masih ada satu sama lain bukan?datanglah ke 59 donore avenue kalau nk mkn kueh raya ya.hehe.

buat sahabat-sahabat di malaysia,ingat lah kami yang jauh ni di kala mengadap juadah raya yang tidak dinafikan enak dan lazat tu.huwaa!!!!!

akhir kata,
SALAM AIDILFITRI dan di sebalik kegembiraan yang bakal tiba,bersederhanalah dengan sentiasa mengingatiNya.

lagi satu,pandulah dengan berhati-hati=)

Thursday, September 25, 2008

lovesick!


salam.

today has been weird.besides school and hospital stuffs that drive me crazy,i miss my family d*mn much.i miss my seaman mcm g*la.kenapa weird?normally i could successfully surpress the emotional part of my life seperti merindu keluarga dan org mcm nk g*la itu.

tetapi hari ini simply t.a.k b.o.l.e.h!

maybe raya is just around the corner and thinking that this year will be just my mum n my sister beraya berdua back at home is really heartbreaking.my two other siblings going to be with their in-laws this year.i wished i could be there making things better w'pun tak sempurna.

and i wished he could call me up and say"it's ok.semua akn baik nanti....".

i feel like my hopes are slowly dying.tiada lagi warna-warni.hanya ada kelabu dan cuaca yang mendung tak bermatahari.

hurm...mata dh kelabu berair.

jumpa di lain masa.

Friday, September 19, 2008

definately better than studying!

salam.

i was tagged by my "twin" cik azie.untuk tidak mengecewakan dia yg tgh berbhgia skrg..here goes!

1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
my iBook G4::my stathescope n white coat::ketenangan fikiran::my sanity::

2. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri?
dah lupa,so far guna duit sponsor.hehe

3. Dimanakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
i like garden wedding,which is dlm taman bukan dlm hotel.dan ada maze nk lari2 dlm tu.wakaka.sila gelak!

4. Berapa lama anda rasa hubungan kamu berkekalan?
so far dh 4tahun 10bulan.i hope many years to come before we finally tie the knot=)

5. Adakah anda di lamun cinta?
kamu rasa?

6. Dimanakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
Medina,an indian restaurant right in city centre.

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
medicine @ a glance,bailley and love and pocket surgery(yeah,boooorriiiing!)

8. Apakah nama penuh kamu?
yang teramat mulia cik sri azimah mohd hadzir.8)

9. Kamu lebih senang dengan mak atau ayah?
mak.klau bapak masih ada..

10. Namakan seseorang yang kamu ingin jumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup anda?
i guess my 1st child kot.ahaha.

11. Christina atau Britney?
christina aguilera.pastu nk nyanyi sama-sama"i'm a genie in a botoi baby!"

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian anda sendiri?
yep,ada org nk tolong ka?

13. Tempat yang paling seronok kamu mahu pegi?
switzerland! again and again.

14. Pelukan atau ciuman?
a warm big hug dr ayahanda tercinta.tak siapa boley lawan!

15. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu.
she's my virtual friend met in blogosphere::we're in the same shoes::we share the same name,well part of the forename::working near kl central::currently madly in love::

16. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai :
go fishing with my family smp 2-3 pagi::ship,tanker dan sewaktu dengannya::my apple::my med registrar who's super cOOL::myBESTFRIENDS4-EVER::anythingTOdoWITHfashion::pudingcaramel::myincikICHIGO

17. 8 perkataan yang sering di ucapkan :
ya Allah::eh?::hekk eleh!::buduh::ceeehhhh::wei::wOw::penaaatlaa!

18. 8 buah buku yang paling terbaru dibaca.
3books mentioned above::lipstick jungle::19minutes::med journal(tgok nama author ja)::israk&mikraj::being happy

19. 8 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali :
sesungguhnya~ungu::One step at a time~jordin spark::alhamdulillah~opick and amanda::lucky~jason mraz n colbie callait::sweet symphony~the verve::how to save a live~the fray::iris~the googoodolls::truly,madly,deeply~savage garden

20. 8 perkara yang saya pelajari tahun lalu :
jgn studi last minute::dun be too sad and depressed::appreciate what i have around me::Love my family trilion times more::always cherish friendship::too much shopping makes people broke::sgt tak boleh terima org sellfish!::NB;dekatkan diri dengan tuhan

21.i'm gonna tag 8 more people.here the 8 lucky people who hit the jackpot.haha!
aiza::jay::a'a::kerry::kai::sarahAMIN::fatin::sorang lagi nie kira volunteer la.

so i'm done doing the tag.best pulak buat tag2 nih.at least a lot more fun than answering MCQs!duhh!hahah.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

being old...what do ya think?

salam all.

alhamdulillah,masih mampu menulis blog w'pun terlalu byk kerja yang tak tersiapkan.hihi.since there are people still reading this blog,i must keep on writing.yes i will,for u guys!=)agak2 terharu tak?

seriously,thousand apologize for not being able to post anything more often.too much work yet so little time everyday.my day kicked off around 6.30a.m everyday and at around 11pm dah zzzzz.ward rounds,tutorials,out patients and whats not...mmg letih tapi bulan2 posa nie kena byk sabar kan.alangkah bgus klau satu hari 48 jam?

this week i'm attached to geriatrics team.geriatrics is medicine for elderly.so,basically i'm dealing with elderly people mostly stroke patients.the youngest patient is.. jap nk check list..64 tahun and my oldest patient was born on 1915.go figure!and more interestingly,she has 20 children.big applause everyone!jln ke shorga nie klau ikut dlm islam tapi apakan daya,fahaman kita berbeza makcik.

highlights on intersting patient this week
makcik J:advance frontotemporal dementia(kira penyakit lupa la nie).
dia akn jln along the corridor back n forth the whole day.yes sehari suntuk berjalan pi balik-pi balik and yg menariknya....she will repeat every sentence we've said to her.contoh:

situation 1
"J,can u go back to your bed"asked my consultant.
"yes,go back to my bed..going back to my bed.back to my bed.i'm going back to my bed."she mumbled along the way to her bed.

situation 2
"is there any pain anywhere?"
her replied:
"any pain anywhere?no pain anywhere.no pain anywhere.any pain anywhere....."and the same thing goes on"

this speech disturbance is called echolalia.it's a repetition of vocalisation made by another person caused by abnormality or insults to the frontotemporal region of the brain.

cerita makcik ni begini...dia adalah seorang yang sgt normal dan sehat walafiat sebelum ini.pada suatu hari,suaminya ke kedai untuk membeli barang.she was at home at that time and was as sprightly as usual.apabila husbandnya pulang,she wasn't at home and puas dicari masih tidak kelihatan.rupanya dia telah keluar merayau-rayau tanpa arah tujuan dengan tiba-tiba tanpa ada tanda-tanda lain hari-hari sebelumnya.it's a sudden attack dan sejak dr hari itu dia akn berjalan tanpa henti dan akan mengulangi exactly setiap ayt yg diucapkan padanya.takdir tuhan kan?adakah kita bersedia untuk menghadapi perkara sebegini di hari tua nanti?



tutup cerita pesakit.how's ramadhan treating you?bagi saya kat sini,sedikit meletihkan sbb waktu berbuka agk lewat.around 8.tapi berbuka hari-hari free.sbb saya tgal dekat sangat dgn masjid di Dublin ni.setiap hari iftar free and dapatlah kami berbuka dengan nasi beriani ayam dan kadang-kadang daging setiap hari.alhamdulillah.makan dalam dulang mcam zaman rasulullah dulu.agak-agak boleh imagine tak?=D

apa lae nk tulis eh?erm..mgu nie extra happy.incik ichigo saya anchor 3 hari di bintulu=)lebih panjang dr selalu.extra time means xtra happiness!tapi dia balik bintulu balik on the 4th raya.huuuuu....he's more bz onboard than i am.tambahan pula hujung2 tahun nie,taufan kerap di sebelah taiwan nu.haish..saya doakan awak selamat sentiasa!amin.amin.

igt lae tak pantun kanak-kanak nie?

pen merah,
pen biru,
you marah,
i love/like you.

ada org bagi pantun nie kat saya.tapi dia tukar sedikit.

baju merah,
baju biru,
you marah,
i love you.

nak memujuk.w'pun saya marah,saya tetap senyum=)lagikan teringat zaman kanak2 dulu.

btw semua,baju raya colour apa tahun nie?

okies,have a good day everyone.dan selamat mencari malam lailatul qadar.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

.rindu.

salam.

how's everyone?(ntah ada ntah idak org yg baca blog nie)

i'm good.safe and sound here in 59 donore avenue,south circular road dublin 8,ireland(alamat da bagi,boley pos kad raya nie=)).landed on the 6th sept around 10+pm.the journey back here was ....erm tiring and kinda long.stranded in heathrow for more than 1 hour.flight delayed due to bad weather in dublin.and..1st time balik time posa.mmg hancus la.anyway,i had chance fasting 5 days in malaysia.nikmat.on the 1st day posa rasa nk melawat PARAM(pasar ramadhan) je tetiap ari,tapi on the last day je dapat because my eldest sister is so kind to cook special meals for iftar everyday.laksa penang dia mmg perghhhhhh....best!tak dapat kat mana2 restaurant pun lah.sayaaaaang kakak.=)but on the last day i escaped to PARAM with my elder sister and my two nieces.balik rumah sepuluh jari ada beg plastik.terkejut mak tgok.
"mak dah agak,klau hang terlepas,ni la jadinya".
saya senyum je lah.rileks mak,bukan selalu dapat camni.hehe.


"Salman ibn Amir Dhabi related that the Prophet said: Break your fast with dates, or else with water, for it is pure (Abu Dawud, Tirmidhi)".

i resumed my crazy student life starting last monday.mcm gila semester nie.nausea(the feeling of throwing up)bila tgok the schedule that has been printed for us.siap on call lae.terbaik lah.i got district hospital as a starter.two buses is a must.jauh ya amat.selamat mkn free.bukan makan di siang hari,tapau la.but the staffs,be it doctors,nurses even consultants are kind and very friendly.they always have extra time giving us tutorials and asking lots of questions toO!i had 3 weeks of rotations at the same hospital last sem so i'm quite familiar with the surroundings.in fact the student advisor still remember me.u r so cute PATTY.tapi daku hairan,dia masuk kul 10am,balik kul 4pm and kerja 3-4 days in a week and the next thing i know,she'll be on holiday the following week .bgus eh kerja camni?apa2 pun,this is a new start for me. 4th year
means 4x works and effort to be done.we'll see how it goes from time to time.

balik sini ja dah windu family kat kampung.igt mak and akak mst sebak.bulan2 puasa nie mereka berbuka berdua je lah.if only i could be there making it 3 of us...huhu.mak dah ok sket.w'pun ada sisa2 kesedihan(itu yg nampak.yang tak nampak Allah je yg tau),but i know she's strong,for me and my siblings.incik ichigo pun tgh kat lautan.i'm worried sick bout him.bukan sebab kapal dia lalu teluk aden tu...ntah...maybe sbb apa yg jadi involve kerjaya dia.harap2 dia sehat and dilindungiNya selalu.he called asking for me the other day.maybe his ship anchored in japan.unfortunately i was on my flight to ireland at that time.melepas.rindulah.


~:my beloveds:~

okaylah.saya dah mula melalut.selamat berpuasa dan pertingkatkan lah kesabaran di bulan yg mulia nie okay.see you in the next entry=)