the little angel in my heart~

salam.

this is my niece.she's so adorable!isn't she?my summer holiday was spent mostly attending to her needs as she comes to my house on weekdays when her mama is working and we babysit her.

since i'm here in dublin,i didn't dare to look at any of her pictures because they make me sick missing her so badly.the way she talks,she smiles,she frowns,she smirks....semua tu adalah reason why i just couldn't even look at the pics.rasa nk pelok tak kesampaian.faham ke....?everytime i wanted to take picture of her,she would always ready with her funny poses and cute little mouth twisting acts.forever ready in front of the lense,she'll always be my favourite model.sumtimes i wish she would stop growing so that i don't miss any of her growth milestones anymore.being away for so long,u just couldn't help missing the moments she's growing up from little baby to a little princess.i wasn't there when my sister gave birth to her.balik-balik aja,dah ada super duper cute lil' baby with big,wide eyes that first caught my attention compared to her other anatomy parts.after a year,there she goes running around like pro and after another year,she could talk better than her 8 y.o brother=)how's that?seriously,my sis was like"she could really talk mcm org tua tau.very persuasive and she got most of the things she wanted just like that"(sambil snapping her fingers in front of me!)

tadi,i had to dig out a few pictures from the files and i accidentally came across her beautiful photos...how can a person not love this little girl.certainly she's the angel that always cheer up my days.

she makes rains feel like diamonds from the sky,she makes rainbows more colourful to the eyes and she makes the moon as bright as the sun.
maksu loves u dearly.

take me to where u are.

salam.

i felt like puking when putting the last string of instant noodles i brought from home into my mouth.now i know why i couldn't finish a packet of maggi mee.because i don't like the 'instant' flavour of it.now i know why i tried my best to cook everyday eventhough i was exhausted after the whole day spent in hospital.because i don't like the word 'instant' there right in front of the wrapper.gosh,how i missed my mum's cooking.

perhaps another reason to puke is being in medicine.don't ask why.i've explained enough in my previous entries.my niece asked me the other day wether to choose pure science or applied science as her upper secondary stream.suprisingly my advice more towards the latter.and again don't ask why.

by the way.... to just get my mind off from hustle-bustle of medicine,i always think about our next winter vacation.where to?well,i think this place is gonna be different from the places i'd been to.

study this picture carefully.


any guesses?no?

ok,
it starts with the letter T.
yes,u'r definately correct!bought the tic!can't wait.but disember seems so far away.takpa..takpa...exam dulu baru boleh pi.uhuks.

okie-dokie.ini sahaja untuk hari ini.erm bagus tulis blog ni.boleh hilangkan rasa nk muntah.ahaks.

till then peeps.

.so near yet so far.

salam.

today,
i've got m.a.i.l!
thanx myra for the inspiring sms=)

far away from the land of the rising sun.





for a while,
i forgot about my crappy week having to drag myself to hospital as early as 6.45a.m every single day.
i forgot about how early i have to wake up tomorrow
i forgot about the case i have to present to my c.o.n.s.u.l.t.a.n.t on thursday.
i forgot about my electricity bill that retched and twisted my colon into a knot.

for a while,
i'm in my own world,
on cloud 9.


Thank you for taking me away from the ugly real world,
eventhough just for a while.



the man of few words in his baju melayu raya onboard.

owh i promised myself not to write solely about jiwang-jiwang ni....but i guessed promises are made to be broken.=P....

p/s:overexcited over a letter?i have fair reasons.laut n darat.signal maxis,02,vodafone,tmnet sreamyx,irish broadband tadak.geddit?

till then,
have a nice day=)

orked.

salam.


minggu ni dah start surgery.in surgical rotations,the appetiser is gynaecology.the first taste of it......not bitter but slightly sour with unpleasant smell.i didn't expect that coming.thought is going to be better than this.tidak lah teruk but.....ok,baru 1st day.hopefully things are getting better and i can adapt to whatever team my name is on smoothly.

moving on to more interesting story.nak cerita pasal orked.i think i just developed sudden interest in bunga orked.not so sudden la..but i found it calming seeing bunga orked atas rack di marks and spencer apabila ada peluang.dan saya juga membayangkan sepokok kecil bunga orked ungu berlatar belakangkan wall bilik saya yang berwarna putih.mesti cantik.and because of this i never miss stopping by at m&s everytime going shopping in town just to have a glimpse at the beautiful orchids.like just now,i nearly buy one but the instructions of how to take care of the bunga orked deter me from buying just yet since i'm quite busy with study and stuffs hence limiting my time to appreciate it when it stands and grows in my room.malam nie mst terbayang-bayang bunga tu dlm mimpi.however,i'm preparing my room to accomodate one soon.yes,very soon=)my mum mesti happy klau dia tahu pasal orked ni sebab i'm becoming more like her.each day.heh..

girls and flowers are really inseparable!dulu masa kecik-kecik stereotype je semua minat roses.perhaps because roses have good relationship with love,so everything about love must be roses.but now,as we grow old,everyone developes liking towards different species of flowers.i love orked.my 2 housemates like daisy and lily.so i guess it's more of inviduality than love or there's something more to flowers than just love.kan?
tapi...tapi....tapi ....w'pun saya tak pernah dapat bunga,i'm still so much in love.(klau dapat double la love tu kan.ahaks)

my new best friend.another living creature in my room=)

okeylah.enough ramblings.pen down.take care everyone!

my 5th eid in dublin

salam all.

how's raya everyone?i'm having a blast here.with 'my family' here,raya can never be boring.on delayed updates of the holy month of ramadhan:breaking fast beramai-ramai were held on a few occasions every week be it at home or outside.
regarding eid,countless open houses for us to attend in the month of syawal.usually they start from friday streching out to the very sunday=)so mmg kenyang lah kami di sini.the foods served were marvellous.sometimes i wonder where and when these people learn how to cook that well,u know with super hectic lives as medical students.

ketupat,lemang,kuah kacang,lontong and rendang are the must have here.tu belum tambah laksa penang,mee rebus and bihun sup.dan rasanya mmg sebijik mcm yg kat malaysia.tadak beza.

although i had to go to hospital on 1st syawal morning,i made sure i finish the work early and headed off to have at least ketupat and lemang to start the food fest with.i dragged jay who was the only malay besides me at the hospital at that time who happened to call me from the OT(operation theatre) and forced him to stop what-the-crap-we-were-doing on pagi raya and went to our 1st open house instead.the weather was a horrid!it was sunny at first and the next minute we were drenching wet and nearly got blown away by the strong wind.abes baju raya masing-masing.payung dah jadi daun pisang.sempat pulak nyanyi-nyanyi dangdut menempuh perjalanan yang penuh p.a.n.c.a r.o.b.a untuk ke open house.ahaks.

all in all,raya is great!my dearest incik ichigo called me on the 4th raya telling my kueh raya that i sent to him are yummy and delicious.hey,not bad for the first timer huh?tapi takkan dia nk kata tak sedap pulak kan.nk kena la tu =p ahaha.angkat bakul pula.

here pics taken when celebrating raya:


malaysia hall dublin,4th syawal.
the crowd busy shoooing a lalat away.



me and the darling housemates.myra wasn't here.dear,u should join us once in a while=)


and last but not least.moi.1st syawal.mulut penoh ketupat.haha.

okeylah dearest semua.i ada post on-call ward round at 8 tomorrow.
jumpa lain hari okey.till then,enjoy eating everyone!tapi igt-igt tentang coronary artery diseases(sakit jantung) that u can get with access cholesterol.opppsss! i spoilt the celebration now.
daa...

yeayy!!happy for them.

salam.

i'm really happy.yes happy!although the news got nothing to do with me,but i'm still happy for them:the family,spouses,children,fiance',boyfriend,friends of the crews of the hijacked vessels.


mt bunga melati 2 and mt bunga melati 5.

more news here;

http://utusan.com.my/utusan/info.asp?y=2008&dt=0930&pub=Utusan_Malaysia&sec=Muka_Hadapan&pg=mh_01.htm

no more worries i guess.and tersenyum lebar la org2 kampung menyambut kepulangan mereka nanti eh.ada chance raya sama lak tu w'pun a bit later.

at first i was a bit dissappointed with the news i read this morning that says only mt melati 5 was released and it was the second vessel being hijacked after mt melati 2.now i can write about this with a big smile on my face since BOTH vessels are saved!.over kan saya.....hahah.but only people in the same shoes know how this feeling is like=)

i quote this from a family member of the crew in melati 2:

Dalam pada itu, dia akan menasihati adik tirinya itu supaya berhenti daripada terus bekerja dalam bidang perkapalan yang diceburinya itu sejak 10 tahun lalu kerana tidak mahu kejadian buruk dijadikan tebusan lanun berulang.

"Saya tak mahu dia kerja di laut lagi. Carilah kerja lain, lagipun sudah lama sangat dia berada di laut," katanya.

i nk plead the same thing dengan incik ichigo boley?or the least u can do for me is don't ever pick that route in future and stay away from gulf of aden tu key!

do not worry friends and foes,he's safe and sound i think along bintulu-japan-bintulu route and he loves going to japan!i wonder why?

oh one more thing,i just received sms from my mum at this hour (malaysian time:5;18am,irish time:10;18pm)

mak:gmah dah tidoq ka?

me,anxious and loaded with uneasiness with the sms,straight away called her up.

mak:hello...(sambil suara bernada happy)

me:hello mak(dlm hati legaaa....)gmah tak tidoq lae.awat mak?

mak:hujan ngah lebat,mak rasa nk banjir!

me:apa mak?syiannyerrr...dah masuk ayaq belom?

mak:dak la lagi.mak dok standby jaga-jaga ni tapi umah mak long hang(my mak long is my neighbour) dah masuk mak rasa.depa dari pukui 3 lae dah gheyoh- ghendah(riuh-rendah).mak teringat pulak kawan mak yang mak jahitkan tudung tingkap and tudung pintu(langsir or curtains) dia aritu.mesti rumah dia masuk ayaq gak.

me:syiannyer mak long.tapi kan mak,selamat ujan arini.bygkan klau ujan n banjir esok.lagi kelam kabut.at least ujan arini,bila dah seriyat(stop or berkurang) boleh cuci teros umah,mop semua.esok time hari raya confirm berkilat dengan hebatnya umah depa semua(mother and daughter laughed their socks off)....bla..bla..bla...(melahirkan rasa bimbang dan sedih terhadap apa yg berlaku/akan berlaku)

mak:ni ujan rahmat la gmah.bla..bla...(masih sound happy sbb tak masuk ayaq lae la tu)

and suddenly,

mak:gmah,sat sat...mak rasa tempat lap kaki tu dah basah la!

me:huh,btoi ka mak?pi pi tgok dulu sat...

mak:gmah,ayaq da masuk abes basah tmpat lap kaki tu..okaylah.mak nk pi stop ayq sat.nti kita cakap lain naaa....

me:ok...ok....assalamualaikum.

i still remember when i was home last summer.it was another 2 days before kenduri arwah yang akn dibuat for my late father and the same thing happened.i was up since 5am cleaning and mopping the house smp nk patah all the spines.but,having mak with me doing the cleaning was really,really fun.tak stress lansung,we laughed,making jokes about the flood and doing exercise while mopping.haha.seriously fun!

another episode of banjir kilat was the day my incik ichigo due to take his flight off to bintulu to board aman sendai.the night before,we planned to talk on the phone smp panas telinga tetapi apakan daya,again i was busy doing what maids do the best smp panas badan.i wasn't complaining,but going down the memory lane about these things can be really exciting or frustrating at times.

as far as i can remember,the flood never affect my house before.cuma this year yang teruk.but these are the challenges we have to face living in 'kampung'.tapi di rumah itulah saya lahir,dibesarkan dan mendapat segala kasih sayang yang diperlukan selama 23 tahun saya bernafas di muka bumi ini dan makan ketupat palas dan ketupat jawi di hari raya beserta rendang mak.huuuu.no regret.at all!

rumahku,syurgaku.

selamat hari raya aidilfitri.

.eid sensatiOn.

Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini



salam.

apa habaq semua?
lagi beberapa hari ja nk melangkah ke bulan syawal.
nak raya kan?
since semua org dlm mood raya,mari kita buat tag yang "ditag"kan oleh cik nani.dia ni chummel la sesangat.=)

Berapa pasang baju raya anda taun ni dan kaler apekah?
3 pasang sahaja.
~rahsia dulu boley?nti saya pastekan gambaq setelah memakainya di hari raya kelak.hehe.

Apakah makanan raya tradisional kegemaran anda?
paling suka di pagi raya adalah ketupat daun palas segitiga.berjantina ketupat nie.jantan dan betina lain cara lipatannya.yang betina dikira reject.adaka patot?mkn dengan rendang aym mak beserta ketupat jawi dan kuah kacang.pergh....

Apakah biskut raya kegemaran anda?
~biskut makmur
~semperit

Bape banyak duit raya anda dapat n spend untuk bagi kat bebudak?
saya masih layak diberi duit raya.oleh itu,apalagi.....hanya duit kertas diterima.cap harimau ye.haha.


Apakah aktiviti malam raya korang?
kat sini,mlm raya tiada bezanya mcm mlm2 lain.klau kat kampung dah tak menang tangan tolong mak masak.rindu suasana tu....

eh dah abes.nk tag siapa pulak yerk....okey camni,sesapa yang rasa dia nk raya,silalah buat.nti saya belanja kuah semperit!aci tak?hehe.

dia kesempatan ini,ingin saya hulurkan tangan memohon kemaafan atas segala salah dan silap terutamanya kepada rakan-rakan seangkatan dan sebatalion tak kira di ireland,malaysia dan seluruh pelusuk dunia..buat rakan-rakan seperjuangan di sini,ingatlah bahawa kesedihan kita di hari raya adalah satu pengorbanan besar yang insyaAllah ada rahmat di sebaliknya.walaupun tiada keluarga di sisi di pagi syawal,kita masih ada satu sama lain bukan?datanglah ke 59 donore avenue kalau nk mkn kueh raya ya.hehe.

buat sahabat-sahabat di malaysia,ingat lah kami yang jauh ni di kala mengadap juadah raya yang tidak dinafikan enak dan lazat tu.huwaa!!!!!

akhir kata,
SALAM AIDILFITRI dan di sebalik kegembiraan yang bakal tiba,bersederhanalah dengan sentiasa mengingatiNya.

lagi satu,pandulah dengan berhati-hati=)