Monday, January 7, 2008

kebahagian dalam tanganNya=)

assalamualaikum wbt.

apa kabar hati?apa kabar iman?hopefully both are both well maintained physically and spiritually=)dengan mengingati Allah,hati akn menjadi tenang...owh itu selingan.heh.

i just got back from UCD sport centre,played basketball and galah panjang(org penang panggil 'toi') with my besties,then dropped by at the mosque,had my dinner at the restaurant.briyani with tandoori chicken.sedap tak terkata tapi kaannn...saya lae teringin roti garlic naan makan dengan aym tandoori kat penang nun.tambah2 sprinkle some lemon juice sket...perghhh.....now i miss everything back home=(

balik-balik trus flat atas katil.the games had sucked out my energy dry.nk melangkah pun tak larat.huhu...so apalagi..buka lappy baca blog.tapikan..entah kenapa...most of the blogs that i've read so far are having the same theme for their entries:sadness!macam bulan nie bulan kesedihan pula.gosh..azimah fears this word so much till she couldn't mutter it.yeah...this word reminds her of something really hurtfull and v.painful that she had endured once.in fact,it nearly drove her mad.but here she is..still holding on,in fact stronger than before.cheewaaahh ayat poyo.tapi btul...personally i think every problem that being tested on us brings hikmah that only HIM could tell.or you could think this way,every obstacle that we face should bring us closer to HIM,the almighty.isn't it good as we being tested repeatedly(smp kdg2 kita rasa,kenapa asek2 kita ja yg dapat?) meaning God loves us more?Alhamdulillah..itulah the magic word yang paling seswai kan kengkawan.be patient as patience is part of imaan.


okeylah..kita tamau sedey-sedey....senyummmmm selalu key.tomorrow i have to start packing for another leisure trip .this time to spain!mst ada org kata,ish budak nie...asik jalan jer....tak studi ke?byak duit?here are the explanations:
~this is the longest holiday i have before stepping into clinical years(summer hols is exceptional).my usual 3 weeks of ester hols will be cut short in to a week ONLY!
~i didn't go anywhere last yr during 3 weeks of ester hols except to newcastle and i was back in dublin the next day because of some financial prob.
~i worked my ass off during weekends and school hols to gain some $$$.well... it was last sem to cover my hols this year plus an increase in allowance starting last sem.alhamdulillah.

so,pray for my safety during the trip,selamat sampai ke spain and selamat pulang kembali ke dublin to face another form of challenges in the medical world that i love so much(what?am i joking?)

till then,take care folks=)
salam

Sunday, January 6, 2008

a long way to 2.5

assalamualaikum wbt,

hello everyone.how's ur day?mine better than yesterday i guess.today is sunday.nak keluar pun kedai-kedai untuk bershopping akn tutup lebih awal.my initial plan was to spring clean my room which is very dusty and messy and the moment.but after doing some cleaning at the sink area,saya terlupa i suppose to call my mak today and so i did.we talked about a lot of things.byk betul nk bergossip.somehow tadik saya terperasan yg she worries when i told her i only had a slice of bread for brunch and i haven't figure out yet what to eat for lunch or err...dinner!itulah seorang mak.sekecik2 issue is sumthing to worry about if it is involving her child.mak,i'm still healthy and tembam w'pun makan roti jerk.dun u worry key..and lately my nafsu makan tak membimbangkan sgt...in fact i force myself to eat.

2.5.by that number,jika tiada aral,i will become a doctor..my dream...her dream....their dreams.and i hope by 2.5,i don't have to wait alone anymore.waiting for something my heart wants so terribly...kerana sekarang saya terasa letih menunggu.tired of convincing myself it could be next week,or next month........god knows!
tapi saya tak pernah menyesal.cliche!tapi itu saya.i found what i really want.so apalah sangat penantian tu klau yg nk dibandingkan dengan org lain yang telah menunggu dan masih terus menunggu.sesungguhnya kesabaran adalah nikmat dalam kepayahan.u learn and be grateful of what u have learnt.sesungguhnya tuhan ada rahsiaNya.....saya percaya!=)
actually i'm missing my seaman.sob..sob..sob..

p/s:mak tanya"dah gemuk eh sekarang?".saya jawab"tak,tak mkn byk pun".sungguh.tak tipu.heheh....saya wonder kenapa mak lagi concern?mak ada calon barukah?



till then.salam=D

Saturday, January 5, 2008

melayu di mana-mana-part 2

assalamualaikum w.b.t.

apa kabar sekalian yg membaca.ok setelah sekian lama tergendala,sekarang baru nak sambung perjalanan cerita tentang swiss.owh sebelum saya mula part 2 nie,let me tell u something.from now on,the language and words in this blog will be kept simple by the owner.if i feel like writing in malay,then malay would be the language and vice versa.by doing this,i feel free to let go whatever in my mind.so bear with me if the language becomes like rojak,ok?

before we left st.moritz

so hari tu saya stop dekat st.moritz kan.from st.moritz,we boarded a train,to zermatt.the journey took about 8hrs to reach zermatt.basically the train is for sight-seeing.mahal jugak la untuk nak naik train ni.tetapi keadaan train nie sgt best.well facilitated i would say.ada explanation about the places as we passed by.but we couldn't be bothered to listen to it since we've been busy appreciating the nature.masyaAllah..that's the only word that i kept on saying all the way.ciptaan yg maha Esa mmg superbly perfecto!then we had our lunch on the train.mahal mmg mahal tapi best and i actually tried ratatouille.yeeerrrr...cm dalam movie tu.hehe.it's vegetables.no meat!=)w'pun ada beberapa insiden kurang menyenangkan berkaitan dengan seats yg kami duduki,alhamdulillah we managed to stick together and amazed by the wonders of nature.

in the glacier express.nice train.it was built for sight-seeing with open air concept.full of glass windows instead of normal erm...(train bina guna apa eh?my bad but i hope u geddit.)


pemandangan sepanjang perjalanan,masyaAllah!

sesampainya di zermatt,it's quite dark already.nothing much to do.so apalagi..while waiting for the train to interlaken,we shopped for souvenirs at the nearby shops.zermatt is a small town tapi i kind of like this small town.i imagined myself in a movie,strolling along shops and restaurants dengan salji memutih dan pokok christmas bergemerlapan.cheeewwwaaahhh...owh ya,it was a few days before christmas.so mmg cantik la dengan lampu kelip-kelapnyer.

a small town called zermatt

around 6.13pm,we continued our journey to interlaken where we spent most of our nights at.one more thing that never fail to amaze me is the trains.bermacam-macam jenis train with different velocity.ada yg setingkat,2tingkat,berkerusi lembut,tak kurang juga kodi berkerusi kayu.tapi the service v.punctual and sharp.bagus betul.never late.cuma sekali je the train stopped suddenly dalam terowong.cuak juga sbb dh malam but alhamdulillah..kami berjaya sampai ke interlaken ost dengan selamatnya.we had to change train again to go to interlaken west,where our hostel is.nak cari hostel malam2 cm agak susah,but we managed.hehe.since dh malam and it was almost a day we spent on train,we had a gudnite sleep.


the next day,off we went to wengen.plan asal is to find a place to ski.hehe.dah dtg jauh-jauh ni,kena la try walaupun i had no idea how to ski,sumthing most of us never have done before.from interlaken we went up to wengen.perjalanan ke wengen mmg dipenuhi dengan pemandangan yang cantik.tak percaya?nti i letak gambar:



wengen ni besar sket dr zermatt.people with skiinyer attire were everywhere.and scenery kat sini jugak mcm dalam muvie.masa tgah jalan2 nk cari tempat sewa pakaian ski,ada la satu makcik omputih ni tegur.maybe we looked so lost kot.hehe.she was v.kind to give some advice on where to rent the ski attire,where to ski and the xtra bit is wether we qualified to ski or not.sounds dissapointing to us but she said,we better forget it.what????penat2 dtg jauh2 dia ckp tak payah.however..we didn't listen to her.we rented whatever is needed and before that we beli tiket to kleine shidegg to ski.masa try2 baju suma,org kedai tu cakap why don't u guys try kat bukit kecik kat belakang sana.and akhirnya we spent the half the day practising kat bukit kecik tu bersama budak kecik tgh belajaq dan ditertawakan oleh mereka sebagai bonus.but it was fun.well...i had fun,although badan sakit2 sbb jatuh countless of time.=) owh ya..we didn't go to kleine shidegg after realising that it's not necessary at all.hehe.bukit kecik pun dh pancit.hehe..





wengen...a colection of pictures that potrait it.


having fun skiing or err....posing?=D

okies..i think i better stop.this entry ig getting unbelievably looonnnggg...hehe.nti saya smbung okie.next one coming soon definately before i'm going to spain pulak this wednesday.c ya.
salam~

p/s:credit to jay baharin for the beautiful pics

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

it's already 2008!

assalamualaikum w.b.t,

first of all,HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!i'm suppose to write this entry yesterday but i was in no mood of writing.sorry for the delay but hey,baru 2 haribulan kan..so i assume my new year wishes still can be accepted right?huhu.when i mentioned about new year,something else occur in mind...new year resolutions...haa...soklan cepu perak tu...hehe.what is/are your resolution(s)?mine?i have a few...not too many.bukan apa,takut klau list down banyak-banyak tak termampu nk buat.hehe.so here goes:
~i want to be someone better from last year(ini mmg repetition since we need to move ahead with improvement!)
~improve my grade(medicine is hard but at least i want to try to score better in clinical years!yes peeps,i'm stepping up into another level that requires more skills besides brain!=D)
~this one is purely this year's resolution.i want to practice what i truly believe.be a better muslim,heart and soul.lots have to be done for this one.and not to forget,sacrifices are to be made...but i'm ready..may God always guide me through.....
~nak shed some weight.haha..sound funny tapi nak cubalah.hahah...
~yang lain biarlah rahsia...hehe

okies...whatever your resolutions are,i wish u all the very best of luck in achieving them.biarpun kadang-kadang kita tak berjaya mencapai apa yang kita nak,usaha yang dilakukan sesungguhnya tidak sia-sia...setiap yang baik itu ada ganjarannya dan mulia di mata tuhan.=)ganbatte!!

sekian.salam tahun baru!