"down"syndrome!

lately most people around me are affected with this syndrome.nothing to do with chromosomal abnormalities,but it's all about mental and emotional instability.no pcr(polymerase chain reaction)can detect the cause of this mental disturbance.no tablets can heal(unless anti-depressant la kot if it's gone nearly psychoticnya condition).adjuvant therapy?erm....i guess there is,but it depends on individual's condition and severity of the problems.to cut it short,sekarang musim org frust and down.beware!sabar separuh dr iman rite?
in these couple of days..im a bit confuse with my life.too much thinking been going on lately and up to one point,i think im nearly gone crazy.ntahlah...maybe i just couldn't figure out what i really want and terpressure dengan hopes and expectations people put on my shoulders.keeping up with the pressure drives me mad.and as usual if i lost hope i tend to be more alone and a bit isolated from my surroundings.however 2 days a go,in the midst of konflik dalaman i managed to have a lil chat with my bestfrens and to my suprise,i felt calmer and it helped me to overcome my prob better.thanx GOD.Allah has sent me his angles in different forms that i couldn't even imagine.macam mana kita bley jadi hamba yang tak bersyukur sedangkan nikmat dan pertolonganNYA itu sampai dalam keadaan kita tak menyangka and tak sedar.astaga...i think the medications to the "down"syndrome is easily available,plenty and even FOC.depends on us to go and find them out!
today is sunday.my saturday gone with 9-6pm meeting of IMAM(phewwwww lama tapi i tak rasa buhsan ke apa..)it's the last meeting for 2006/07 committee members and we have already stepped down!good luck and all the best to the new tanzim.work as a team and don't get too stressful with ur work...kelak anda akn mereng...enjoy n make it fun!yg ptg do it dengan penuh ikhlas...kerana Allah.
to my bestfrens in da house,u all r like sisters to me.ur happiness is my happiness,ur tears are my sorrow.we laughed n cried as family.so i pray Allah will help us in facing the unpredictables.never ever give up cos life expect more than what we always think it does.

aku,presentations and tutorials....

the title for today's entry reflect the kinda of life im going through now.full of never-ending works that waiting to be done.besides that,there are many kind of personal problems that ought to be taken care of but i have decided to put them aside for a while.there are times when so many things were not happening according to what they should be and we wonder why.let us just remember one thing,'kita hanya merancang,DIA di atas sana yg menentukan.'so take a pill and chill!!!!heheh.before this when situation like this arise ,i tend to panic and gelisah tak tentu hala till i found the solutions of my problems.can u imagine if the prob takes months or years to be settled,i'll probably suffer isomnia+distress+tachycardia until the problems get fixed.now i realise,no use of being sad+unhappy if sumthing happen but the right thing to do is find a way to fix things up and do it one by one,slow n steady..(if u manage to settle them more than one at the same time in a very short time,lucky u!).so my beloved friends,dun worry too much if u r facing any prob.just remember that every prob has it's solution and think rationally before taking any action or making a decision.may ALLAH be with u and guide u to the right way...
today,i had a long day at school.3 lectures in a row,2hours of tutorial,an hour break and continued with another lecture at 5 in the evening!at the end of the day im like a flat tyre,so exhausted!on the way home,me n my three hosmates stop by at our fave RICO'S and had our dinner.i ate taco fries for the 2nd time in a week.i think i'm goin to expand like a balloon soon.huhuhu..asek mkn jerk.tatau kenapa.hmmmphhh felt like dragging myself to bed now.bestnyaaaa klau leh tidoq ja.erm...mcm boleh..apa kataaa...hahahah.
okies...gudie luck to my friend who is having a group presentation tomorrow and all the best in answering the question.let us pray u'll get an easy one!ameeen..

soweee....

salamz,
owh my....it's been a loonnnggg time since i last wrote sumthing here.been bz with classes n working days.u miss me?naaahhh...apa saya merepek nie.okies..back to what i really wanna tell u.last nite,i went to a talk by mr karam singh waliah and prof khoo khay kim,a prof. emiritus at UM.it was held at trinity college dublin.coudn't believe myself that i just met one celebrity(i think he's even more famous than some actors and actresses in malaysia for bringing up the enviromnental issues to public!)and a very well known sejarahwan!i once met dato' masyitah,penceramah cum politician now here in ireland but it was back then in 2004.the prof's speech was ok..he refreshed back everyhing i had learnt when i was in secondary school.from the opening malacca to independence of malaysia,everything seems so fresh and clear to me after his long and steady speech.but mr karam singh did a good job.he is so inspiring and very motivated person!the way he talked last night shows that he's very determind in what's he's doing and he does it full-heartedly!before this there were many people(ministers,MARA's big shots) from back home came all the way to ireland to persuade me and my friends to go back to serve our own beloved country,but none really succeed in doing so.but his words and kata2 peribahasa nya sedikit sebanyak membuat kami terfikir untuk balik immediately ke malaysia terchenta after graduation untuk menolong sebaik boleh orang2 di malaysia.hehe..penangan tangan beliau yg semacam tu kot.hehe...
its april oledy.sadly i forgot the april fool day and no one get fooled by me this year!the gud news is i have less than 2 months to go back to my mum's lap.hehe...yeah.i miss her a lot!my sis,dad,brother,nieces n nephews,owh really miss them!i miss him too but i'll have to leave him alone as he's exteremely busy with the upcoming oral examination which is due in early mei.it's the biggest challenge n fear for him as this will determine wether he can get the job of his dreams or not.all the best!=)my prayer will always be with u..
i had a wonderful long weekend(from friday to monday)with 3 gorgeous girls from galway.we went to national botanical garden,appreciating the majestic views and scenery of mother nature.spring is fun!heheh.one more thing is we ate a lot during their visit here.mau naik kilos nie....no more weight gain pls!huhuh..here the pic by cik farah the photographer!