salam.
how's life everyone?hopefully all of us is blessed with good health to endure the second half of this holy month of ramadhan.jaga perut,jaga mulut and tak lupa sucikan niat=)insyaAllah byk ganjarannya.
hmmmph....actually i dun have any particular topic to write today.just signed in cos i miss my blog.since i'm here,let's talk bout sumthing yerk...
puasa dan kedatangan Syawal...
it's already 2 weeks we've been fasting.feel like only yesterday i uttered my niat to start fasting.time really flies huh...listening to raya songs that already been playing quite regularly in malaysia's radio stations actually touched me emotionally.it's been 3 years i celebrated eid here.this year going to be my fourth time.sad?missing ketupat?lemang?mercun?erm..no feelings sgt dah about all those stuffs.however,i miss the main events during eid,asking for forgiveness and duit raya from parents,family and relatives.huhuh..still remember everytime raya,usually early in the morning,me and my siblings would line up and usually my eldest sis will lead the way,we asked for forgiveness from our parents and most of the times we cried thinking back of the bad things we've done to them.they too,maybe touched by our sincerity,cried while hugging us.but my mum has this special way of not showing her true feelings.she would laugh once my sis start to apologise.i mean really laughed so that she can supress her automatic reaction to cry together with us.mak mana tak tersentuh kalau anak-anak dia menangis mcm budak kecik mintak ampun dan maaf kan?tapi mak saya mmg terror lah.she did not cry.haha.in twenty years time,i would follow what she does.haha...
the exciting part,DUIT RAYA!!!!
okies,talking about duit raya,i didn't get those for years since i'm here.if kumpul2 rasanya leh beli apa ek....hmmmm..laptop baru kot.hehe.tipulah.usually my dad gave me the most out of all people.still remember when i managed to fast the whole month without any holes.masa tu belom ehem..ehem lae.hihi.earlier, i told my dad if i manage to fast the whole ramadhan,he has to gimme something in return.but he said,it's not right to expect any rewards since i should do it merely for GOD.i took his words without any objection cos i know it is true.to my suprise, on the hari raya,he gave me a green envelope with 6 pieces of red notes inside.i jumped with joy cos that amount was so big at that time and that's the most anyone ever gave me as duit raya.he told me the large amount of money is not a bribe or anything related to make me posa penuh,but it was for the effort i put thruout the whole month.owh..how i missed him.sob..sob..sob...we are not that close to each other as im not his fave daughter(my 2nd sis is his apple),but i think he's getting more and more important now to me.i tend to miss him more each day.sumthing i dun really feel when i was younger.yeah,we always have issues between us back then.apa-apapun,masa raya i'm definately going to call them and wish them 'selamat hari raya and maaf zahir batin',the precious few words that is so significant and meaningful once a year.must not forget!
the jiwang but not so jiwang part...
it's been nearly 2 weeks i didn't hear from my seaman,fyi,it's normal for us not keeping in touch with each other up to 2 weeks.no sms,phone calls,emails whatsoever.nothing.so to u guys out there who have full access and limitless time to communicate with ur loved ones(could be ur bf,family,friends),do appreciate it.i'm not sad neither regret any bits of this.this is what i chose.i'm just thinking how was his ramadhan so far.fasting onboard is definately different.seronokkah berbuka?cukup tak makan?bagun sahur ke?am i thinking too much,worrying for no reason?doa saya,tak kira di mana saja dia berada,Allh akn lebarkan peliharaanNya kepada dia dan hopefully u are stronger under any circumstances.
okie,that's all for now.i have some reading materials to finish off.
see u guys soon.
~a.m.h~
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Monday, September 24, 2007
in dire need of h2o
salam.
1stly,mind the title as it's just another way of showing how lazy i am to go to the kitchen to get myself a glass of water after stuffing my tummy with junk foods(yeah i'm a junkie,not drug fortunately!).pemalassss kamu azimah.
okies,today was very windy.why windy day suddenly becomes so significant to be talked about in my ilham?this is becos today we planned to take pictures(me and beloved hosmates)to be sent to local newspapers in malaysia.salam perantauan lah kengkawan.early this morning,all of us,beautifully dressed up in BnW(black n white)were so ever ready and excited to take pics.halfway to the bus stop,we were blown away by strong,crazy wind.abes tudoooonnngggg!!!huwaaa..however,right after class(4 classes in a row,can u imagine how our faces looked like?) we managed to stand still for a while as our newly-appointed photographer does his works.well done and thanx jay for putting up with our karenah and demands.among the kewl pics of 'kami best'!haha
aren't they gorgeous?
exclusively on this blog only!haha..strugling against the wind=D
thorns among roses or should i say the bodyguards?
ok tak pics tu?hehe
oklah..
the clock shows 10 mins to 1 a.m.i better go and get some sleep cos class is at 9 tomorrow.early morning classes suck!
nite.sweetdreams people=)
p/s:saya akan short satu kad raya wajib this year.isn't that devastating?
1stly,mind the title as it's just another way of showing how lazy i am to go to the kitchen to get myself a glass of water after stuffing my tummy with junk foods(yeah i'm a junkie,not drug fortunately!).pemalassss kamu azimah.
okies,today was very windy.why windy day suddenly becomes so significant to be talked about in my ilham?this is becos today we planned to take pictures(me and beloved hosmates)to be sent to local newspapers in malaysia.salam perantauan lah kengkawan.early this morning,all of us,beautifully dressed up in BnW(black n white)were so ever ready and excited to take pics.halfway to the bus stop,we were blown away by strong,crazy wind.abes tudoooonnngggg!!!huwaaa..however,right after class(4 classes in a row,can u imagine how our faces looked like?) we managed to stand still for a while as our newly-appointed photographer does his works.well done and thanx jay for putting up with our karenah and demands.among the kewl pics of 'kami best'!haha
aren't they gorgeous?
exclusively on this blog only!haha..strugling against the wind=D
thorns among roses or should i say the bodyguards?
ok tak pics tu?hehe
oklah..
the clock shows 10 mins to 1 a.m.i better go and get some sleep cos class is at 9 tomorrow.early morning classes suck!
nite.sweetdreams people=)
p/s:saya akan short satu kad raya wajib this year.isn't that devastating?
Saturday, September 22, 2007
no more decent place to live.
hello.how's ur ramadhan people?i hope each n everyone of us is given the best health to endure this blessed month of ramadhan.eventhough there's no PARAM(PAsar RAmadhan) here in eire,i'm grateful to the almighty for the rezki yang serasanya lebih istimewa dari bulan2 biasa.here in Dublin,me and my housemates are having quite a few very different activities during ramadhan.the main one will be the iftar-hunting activity.since we live in a small community of muslims here,ramadhan is being treated very special.there'll be free IFTARs(break fast session as arab people called it).free iftar means free fuuuuuuuddddd!!!well.. we are not that sengkek to asik nak mkn free jerk.tapi iftar ni bukan diberi kepada org miskin atau yang memerlukan tetapi diberi kepada sesiapa saja yg available untuk menghadirkan diri ke masjid berdekatan sebagai tanda mnghormati ramadhan dan untuk meningkatkan pahala di bulan mulia ini.get it?however,the most obvious thing to be highlighted here is malaysian students represent the biggest percentage of all people present.hihi...
monday-friday:free IFTAR at Dublin mosque and medina
friday-sunday:free IFTAR at clonskeagh(pronounce as clonski)mosque
so right after class,me and the other 4 housemates will start texting each other to set up time and place for the IFTAR on that day.believe me,it's fun =D.at least tak terasa sgt berpuasa and at the same time being so far away from our beloved families.
besides that,we have been doing night(or late night) chatting or discussion sessions.lepas berbuka masing2 akn buka topic baru yang hot dan menariiikkkk.
please read:we try our best not to bad-mouthing others.penat2 berpuasa siang hari,takkan nk buang pahala di malam hari pulak kan.
the topics cover from domestic to international issues.but mostly are about our beloveds at home la.recently the most talked-about topic is NURIN JAZLIN JAZIMIN murder!
speechles.devastated!that's how i felt when i first heard about the news.how could a human being actually did that to another young,cute,innocent human being who just started to learn what life really means.she was sexually abused and murdered without mercy.the worst being her dead body stuffed in a bag and was left in a public place and to be found the next morning.ya Allah,rahmatilah rohnya dan tempatkanlah dia bersama hambaMU yang beriman.ameen.
i would like to suggest that the responsible beast(if he/she were to be found) to be humiliated in public and stoning to be performed on him/her to pay for what he/she does!(kalau ikut ati ni,nak jerk *SULA cam org dulu-dulu).since i'm in no position to fix the punishment,let the authorities handle that and please put more efforts in hunting the murderer before more innocent children being victimised by that beast.
*SULA means a long rod/a piece of wood is inserted from the anus to the mouth as a punishment for commiting adultery.
okies.i would like to stop now or else ntah apa2 yg akan saya tulis di sini nanti.=P
have a gud day everyone and jgn lupa bangun sahur.dapat pahala.
p/s:there's a rise in allowance peeps.anyone would like to open table,for iftar perhaps?
monday-friday:free IFTAR at Dublin mosque and medina
friday-sunday:free IFTAR at clonskeagh(pronounce as clonski)mosque
so right after class,me and the other 4 housemates will start texting each other to set up time and place for the IFTAR on that day.believe me,it's fun =D.at least tak terasa sgt berpuasa and at the same time being so far away from our beloved families.
besides that,we have been doing night(or late night) chatting or discussion sessions.lepas berbuka masing2 akn buka topic baru yang hot dan menariiikkkk.
please read:we try our best not to bad-mouthing others.penat2 berpuasa siang hari,takkan nk buang pahala di malam hari pulak kan.
the topics cover from domestic to international issues.but mostly are about our beloveds at home la.recently the most talked-about topic is NURIN JAZLIN JAZIMIN murder!
speechles.devastated!that's how i felt when i first heard about the news.how could a human being actually did that to another young,cute,innocent human being who just started to learn what life really means.she was sexually abused and murdered without mercy.the worst being her dead body stuffed in a bag and was left in a public place and to be found the next morning.ya Allah,rahmatilah rohnya dan tempatkanlah dia bersama hambaMU yang beriman.ameen.
i would like to suggest that the responsible beast(if he/she were to be found) to be humiliated in public and stoning to be performed on him/her to pay for what he/she does!(kalau ikut ati ni,nak jerk *SULA cam org dulu-dulu).since i'm in no position to fix the punishment,let the authorities handle that and please put more efforts in hunting the murderer before more innocent children being victimised by that beast.
*SULA means a long rod/a piece of wood is inserted from the anus to the mouth as a punishment for commiting adultery.
okies.i would like to stop now or else ntah apa2 yg akan saya tulis di sini nanti.=P
have a gud day everyone and jgn lupa bangun sahur.dapat pahala.
p/s:there's a rise in allowance peeps.anyone would like to open table,for iftar perhaps?
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
ahlan wasahlan ramadhan al mubarak
salam.
may this find u in the best of health.
dah lama tak post apa2 kat cni.bukan tiada masa atau kesempatan,cuma kurang kerajinan.acceptable?of course not.my apologies then.
well...fasting month is gonna kick off soon..very soon.i hope everyone is ready or try to be ready to welcome it since no month is like ramadhan where we have lots of chances and oppurtinities to multiply our pahala.in a short way of saying this,bulan ni adalah bulan manusia di mana setiap perbuatan kita terutamanya puasa adalah akn dinilai sendrik oleh Allah s.w.t pahalanya.interesting,isn't it?here,in ireland we r going to start fasting on the 13th sept,thursday..mari ramai2 buat pahala.hehe.
owh ya..btw,im already here,di bumi sejuk beku ni ya tuan2 dan puan2 sekalian.no matter how hard i tried to find reasons to give to my mum so that i dun have to drag myself into this country,here i am again,eventually.haha.it's funny on how i still think i can come up with reasons not to be back here padahal i still have 3 years to go.i think i'm still in denial.muahaha
my room as expected,full of dust and in a great mess until i did some spring cleaning the next day after my arrival.in order to be happy here,i need to makesure that i have a clean and comfortable space for myself after a long day at school.this semester's timetable is suck!classes start at 9 everyday except on wed and i have 2 busses to catch every single day.guess wut time should i wake up every morning...naaahhh u dun wanna know.enuff talking bout school.
when i was browsing over the internet a moment ago,there's sumthing dat caught my attention.there's a club for seafarers and their partners tak kira lah either u r their gf,fiancee or wives.as long as u personally related to them u r welcomed to join the club.tak sangka actually ada org yg so prihatin dat actually set up a club to gather org2 laut ini.bravolah kepada foundernya kerana we do need support from each other.haha.and i tgk lah member2 dia..klau yg pompuan,kat shout out box mesti tulis...come back soon,can't wait for u to come back ...or tak sabar tunggu bila..bila...n bla..bla...haha.dat's roughly how we the gf,tunang or wives feel whenever their partners are sailing off.in my case,things are much worse at home in malaysia compared when i'm here.the classes and assignments keep me busy and time just flies without i even realize it.it doesn't mean i forget him.cuma life goes on.i have other bigger responsibilities.unless if i'm married to him,then i nanges kot missing him every sec.haha.yes mummy,u r right.the time is not right yet.not just yet!apa-apa hal pun,i'm joining da club.just to get some ideas on how others(the ones who are in the same shoes) are doing.=)but seriously tak boleh baca the wives punya ayat2 rindu towards their hubbies...sedey laaaa...
i need to print some notes for 2moro lectures.be here again tomorrow ke..lusa ke..God knows bila but promise,i'll come back.
till then take care.
salam ramadhan,
a.m.h
may this find u in the best of health.
dah lama tak post apa2 kat cni.bukan tiada masa atau kesempatan,cuma kurang kerajinan.acceptable?of course not.my apologies then.
well...fasting month is gonna kick off soon..very soon.i hope everyone is ready or try to be ready to welcome it since no month is like ramadhan where we have lots of chances and oppurtinities to multiply our pahala.in a short way of saying this,bulan ni adalah bulan manusia di mana setiap perbuatan kita terutamanya puasa adalah akn dinilai sendrik oleh Allah s.w.t pahalanya.interesting,isn't it?here,in ireland we r going to start fasting on the 13th sept,thursday..mari ramai2 buat pahala.hehe.
owh ya..btw,im already here,di bumi sejuk beku ni ya tuan2 dan puan2 sekalian.no matter how hard i tried to find reasons to give to my mum so that i dun have to drag myself into this country,here i am again,eventually.haha.it's funny on how i still think i can come up with reasons not to be back here padahal i still have 3 years to go.i think i'm still in denial.muahaha
my room as expected,full of dust and in a great mess until i did some spring cleaning the next day after my arrival.in order to be happy here,i need to makesure that i have a clean and comfortable space for myself after a long day at school.this semester's timetable is suck!classes start at 9 everyday except on wed and i have 2 busses to catch every single day.guess wut time should i wake up every morning...naaahhh u dun wanna know.enuff talking bout school.
when i was browsing over the internet a moment ago,there's sumthing dat caught my attention.there's a club for seafarers and their partners tak kira lah either u r their gf,fiancee or wives.as long as u personally related to them u r welcomed to join the club.tak sangka actually ada org yg so prihatin dat actually set up a club to gather org2 laut ini.bravolah kepada foundernya kerana we do need support from each other.haha.and i tgk lah member2 dia..klau yg pompuan,kat shout out box mesti tulis...come back soon,can't wait for u to come back ...or tak sabar tunggu bila..bila...n bla..bla...haha.dat's roughly how we the gf,tunang or wives feel whenever their partners are sailing off.in my case,things are much worse at home in malaysia compared when i'm here.the classes and assignments keep me busy and time just flies without i even realize it.it doesn't mean i forget him.cuma life goes on.i have other bigger responsibilities.unless if i'm married to him,then i nanges kot missing him every sec.haha.yes mummy,u r right.the time is not right yet.not just yet!apa-apa hal pun,i'm joining da club.just to get some ideas on how others(the ones who are in the same shoes) are doing.=)but seriously tak boleh baca the wives punya ayat2 rindu towards their hubbies...sedey laaaa...
i need to print some notes for 2moro lectures.be here again tomorrow ke..lusa ke..God knows bila but promise,i'll come back.
till then take care.
salam ramadhan,
a.m.h
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