.dari DIA kita datang.kepada DIA juga kita kembali.

salam.

saya terima.
saya redha.
saya kena redha.
ini janji Allah.
setiap yang hidup pasti akn mati.
hari ini hari dia.
bagaimana dengan hari kita pula?

kata orang,hilang ibu atau bapa tiada pengganti.
mmg tiada pengganti.
dia berdiri di depan,di belakang dan di kanan kiri saya setiap masa.
dia berjanji akan doanya untuk saya setiap ketika.
dia menaburkan cintanya tanpa sempadan dan syarat untuk saya.
tenaga dan wang ringgit untuk saya?tiada ukuran.

i was born 11 years after my elder sister.
so i'm always his little girl,the stubborn one.
i still remember,when i was a little kid,when he came back from work he caught me in his arm and kissed me wildly with his misai and i struggled to make him let go of me .i hated it.he even kissed me gud nite and i wished him the same before i go to bed.every single nite..i dun remember when everything had stopped but i remember i felt shy about it because big girls don't do it anymore.
but now,when u ask about my father,that is the 1st thing that comes to mind.

i miss him when he puffed out his cheeks to mock me when i was sulking.
i miss him when he scolded me for not being punctual or woke up late in the morning.
i miss him when both of us berebut for the same kueh on the table because we happened to like the same kueh.
i miss him the most when we go fishing together.it's like a routine hobby we shared together,me,him,my mother and my sister.it's like a small picnic and we ate nasik lemak while waiting for the fish.we teased each other for not getting any fish yet.mak mesti terasa sebab tiada siapa nk tolong dia lepaskan ikan sembilang yg berduri dr kail lagi and what she or we will miss the most is he's no longer here to go fishing again.
i'll miss him when seeing the fishing rods by the wall(his is the longest and heaviest one)

saya akn rindu melihat teksi merahnya di depan rumah.
saya akn rindu naik teksi free of charge
saya akn rindu pewangi teksi yang saya akn pening setiap kali naik sbb pewangi itu oren.
dan saya akn rindu saying proudly"bapak saya seorang pemandu teksi"

he's no longer here.
he's no more with us.
he left.

to my beloved father,
rest in peace father,because we are here to look after mak,and as u had promised me before,i will always send u doa as long as i live.
semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya.
ameen.