.rindu.

salam.

how's everyone?(ntah ada ntah idak org yg baca blog nie)

i'm good.safe and sound here in 59 donore avenue,south circular road dublin 8,ireland(alamat da bagi,boley pos kad raya nie=)).landed on the 6th sept around 10+pm.the journey back here was ....erm tiring and kinda long.stranded in heathrow for more than 1 hour.flight delayed due to bad weather in dublin.and..1st time balik time posa.mmg hancus la.anyway,i had chance fasting 5 days in malaysia.nikmat.on the 1st day posa rasa nk melawat PARAM(pasar ramadhan) je tetiap ari,tapi on the last day je dapat because my eldest sister is so kind to cook special meals for iftar everyday.laksa penang dia mmg perghhhhhh....best!tak dapat kat mana2 restaurant pun lah.sayaaaaang kakak.=)but on the last day i escaped to PARAM with my elder sister and my two nieces.balik rumah sepuluh jari ada beg plastik.terkejut mak tgok.
"mak dah agak,klau hang terlepas,ni la jadinya".
saya senyum je lah.rileks mak,bukan selalu dapat camni.hehe.


"Salman ibn Amir Dhabi related that the Prophet said: Break your fast with dates, or else with water, for it is pure (Abu Dawud, Tirmidhi)".

i resumed my crazy student life starting last monday.mcm gila semester nie.nausea(the feeling of throwing up)bila tgok the schedule that has been printed for us.siap on call lae.terbaik lah.i got district hospital as a starter.two buses is a must.jauh ya amat.selamat mkn free.bukan makan di siang hari,tapau la.but the staffs,be it doctors,nurses even consultants are kind and very friendly.they always have extra time giving us tutorials and asking lots of questions toO!i had 3 weeks of rotations at the same hospital last sem so i'm quite familiar with the surroundings.in fact the student advisor still remember me.u r so cute PATTY.tapi daku hairan,dia masuk kul 10am,balik kul 4pm and kerja 3-4 days in a week and the next thing i know,she'll be on holiday the following week .bgus eh kerja camni?apa2 pun,this is a new start for me. 4th year means 4x works and effort to be done.we'll see how it goes from time to time.

balik sini ja dah windu family kat kampung.igt mak and akak mst sebak.bulan2 puasa nie mereka berbuka berdua je lah.if only i could be there making it 3 of us...huhu.mak dah ok sket.w'pun ada sisa2 kesedihan(itu yg nampak.yang tak nampak Allah je yg tau),but i know she's strong,for me and my siblings.incik ichigo pun tgh kat lautan.i'm worried sick bout him.bukan sebab kapal dia lalu teluk aden tu...ntah...maybe sbb apa yg jadi involve kerjaya dia.harap2 dia sehat and dilindungiNya selalu.he called asking for me the other day.maybe his ship anchored in japan.unfortunately i was on my flight to ireland at that time.melepas.rindulah.


~:my beloveds:~

okaylah.saya dah mula melalut.selamat berpuasa dan pertingkatkan lah kesabaran di bulan yg mulia nie okay.see you in the next entry=)

shocking!

salam.

i'm speechless upon hearing a news than is far beyond what i expected.
usd5m?
wth?
to the family:i'm deeply sorry to hear that.be strong.

.ini cerita kehidupan.

salam.



setelah sekian lama tak menulis disebabkan beberapa faktor,saya mengambil keputusan untuk mengurangkan satu faktor iaitu kegagalan meletak gambar sebagai alasan yang tidak munasabah untuk tidak menulis di sini.

pheww...writing in malay sumtime makes me dizzy.bak kata syarifah amani dalam iklan silky girl,"dah la english pun tak betul,nak sindir-sindir pulak"(lebih kurang camtu lah,tak igt the whole script).tak,bukan apa.klau dlm english,boleh main hentam-hentam aja.klau dalam malay,main hentam2 camni jdi tak sedap.betul tak?okay back to bussiness now,i'm basically in the comfort of my home swheeeet home doing nothing,absolutely nothing.mengabes beraih ja.hehe.so at least malam ni kena tulis sumthing berisi sket.


ni nk baca berita sket....

a malaysian tanker(belong to MISC,the shipping arm of petronas) laden with palm oil,mt bunga melati 2 was hijacked by pirates in the gulf of Aden near somalia and yemen yesterday.there are 39 crews on board with 29 of them are malaysians.

i was shocked to hear the news yesterday and i pray all the crews regardless their races are being treated well and safe wherever they may be.having someone i love working in the same line,this kind of situation really would be a nightmare to me.imagine one of them is our brother,father or even friend,being captured far away from our homeland while carrying out their duty is really heartbreaking and troublesome(in terms of rescueing them).i can't even think how their spouses,children and families would feel and react in this very difficult situation.to them:my heart goes out to you and my prayers always be with all of you.sekarang terasa lebih menghargai orang yang jauh.being separated far away for a long time from the loved one really effects my emotion.when i got a chance to talk to him bila dia balik atau anchor for few days,tetiba rasa nk marah je.ye,marah sebab i got very limited time to have him with me .marah juga sebab i have to compete with his job which i lost most of the time.what if one day he goes and doesn't come back.minta Allah jauhkan.i should appreciate the time we have together,be it a few sec,minutes or even 100 years.


tunggu awak pulang.heeee.....


lagi cerita kehidupan....

my sis got an email from a dear friend.about starvation and poverty mainly in africa.full of touching and very sad pictures reflecting the lives of the unfortunate.seeing them malnourished and aneroxic(u can count every spine and rib on their body as there were bones and skin left that resembled walking skeletons) is tearing my heart apart especially if u know the complications of malnutrition to the bits.i'm sure most of them were long gone because of nothing to eat and here we are wasting the foods like nobody's bussiness.kadang-kadang sengaja saya tinggalkan makanan di pinggan kerana untuk mengelak dari terlalu kenyang sehingga menjadi tabiat.lansung terlupa di fikiran saya makanan itu amat diperlukan oleh orang lain yg terpaksa menyelongkar tong sampah mencari sesuap makanan,memakan sisa org lain dan tidak kurang yang berlapar kerana tiada apa untuk di makan. from now on,i wont do such stupid and sellfish kind of acts anymore.fikir-fikir balik sangat menyesal okey.huuuuuu.....



pesanan saya,
bersyukur atas nikmat tuhan berikan.dugaan-dugaan menimpa adalah rahmat terlindung dan kafarah dosa-dosa kita.time to reflect and improve=)

a scroll that brings smiles.

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salam.

waduh,lama gila tak update.soweeee sgt.dial-up tmnet sudah tidak reliable lagi.bukar sekadar lembab,malah tak boleh connect terus.

"mak tolonglah faham.kita ambil streamyx ye mak.nti boleh skype guna pc je.boleh kan mak?jimat duit ank mak.boleh sponsor mak datang ireland"(ini adalah cakap hati)

okay,kali ini cerita tentang kawan saya.my bestfriend from standard 3.lama bukan?kami mcm adik beradik.rumah saya,rumahnya jua.rumah dia?tempat persinggahan saya terutamanya utk mkn2.hehe.she just graduated.apalagi,lepas nie bleh la belanja kan liana.she will be my drugs directory.

tahniah dear.i'm proud of u!

like a biscuit

salam,

igt lae dak iklan chipsmore?
"sekejap ada,sekejap tiada"

my life is like a biscuit according to my aunts.they only saw me once a year,i mean a few times during summer hols.the next time they know,i'm already left for ireland.dat's for the lucky ones.for the unlucky ones, they didn't get a chance to see mee at all for years...hurm...itu hidup saya dr kaca mata mereka.the bright side of this is once we met,they treated me so special.cook anything that i've requested and pampered me like a child.

and speaking of life like this,i noticed that i'm not the only one who's like a biscuit.incik ichigo is like a biscuit too.sekejap ada sekejap tiada.eh bukan,sekejap ada,lamaaaaa tiada.huhu.got the chance to meet him twice and now he's gone again.to the wide,rough oceans.
tapi takpa,as long as i know he's safe and sound,i'm grateful.abscence makes heart grew fonder.ahaks.thinking back,i have or had choices to lead a normal life,a life yg bukan macam biskut or hidup dikelilingi chipsmore.but i beg to differ.atau lebih tepat ketentuan yang maha Esa=)

talking about biscuit leads me to food,glorious foods!ssummer holiday means food festival for me.i ate what i want like there's no tomorrow.konon balik nk cuba kurus but i can see that my aims to shed some weight will go down the drain.all kinds of food seem too tempting to resist.living in penang aka food's heaven really gives me headache of what to eat everyday.malay,chinese or indians?tu belom lagi indon,petani,thais bagai.i had cendol with roti boy yesterday,mee rebus this afternoon and planning t0 buy satu pasar malam esok.see how horny i can get wif food?ahahah.time to repent and back to basic.eat moderately.eat before i get too hungry and stop before i'm full.is it really hard to obey?u tell me!

ish,due to some technical problems,i couldn't post any picture in this entry.tak seronok tadak picture,a bit dull jadinya.however,i'm sleepy now.nite2.see you soon miss blog=)

i'm hOme~

salam,

how's everyone?

me already home.so glad finally here,reunited with my family.

touched down around 6.35.12hours flite paris-kl really tiring.

aproaching the arrival hall around 7.30..i saw the familiar face of the one and only,incik ichigo.he with one red eye,was standing there with a friend since 6.30a.m.priceless.syian awak sakit mata eh.tp npak saya trus baik kan?hehe....

half and hour later,kakak n mak arrived.missed them so much.both of them have shed some weight i noticed.mak kata...dia terkejut dengan kehilangan my father.appetite merudum.i understood.it's okay mum.it takes time to forget.we'll be okay.but seeing them again after such a long time was such a blessing.priceless

i have alot of plans this summer hols.

went to kedah to attend kenduri or wedding ceremony then stopped by at a friend's house for evening tea.nice to see my friends again here.dah la dapat 1st class treatment dr the hosts.really worth the 4hours journey.

what's next?????

hehe..tungguuu...

kita layan gambaq lah yerk...

we took over solemnisation by karaoke-ing

ok peeps.later i'll update more okeis.till then enjoy hols!

salam,

These are US.kami saling menyayangi antara satu sama lain.pergh..ayat takleh blah.but seriously...

i love them.

like family.

=)

gudie luck to all of us.

mari kita ganbatte.

semoga kita berjaya!