bilikku....arrrghhhh...

plan to clean up my room today.but that is the angan2 mat jenin since i woke up this afternoon.yes at 1.40tengah hari.then i took my shower..ate a piece of biscuit and here i am..bertapa in front of my iBook doing nothing except surfing over the internet for hours.i've tried to change the template again.succeeded in only the small part of it.the header.at least it's more to what im doing in my life now...pills...syringe...and sooner stathescope.
yesterday...(to those who haven't watched TPOC3 and plan to do so..pls dun read this!)i went for a muvi with erm..let me count..aiza,aini,tina,wong,corom,ku,syamir,gbam,anom...yeah 10 of us..the pirates of the carribean 3.the muvie was very long nearly 3 hours making me half-asleep during the first part.takyah la wat cerita pepanjang klau nak mmbuhsankan penonton..ye dak?the worst part of the movie was when the director without mercy killed my william turner!nnnOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!feel like sobbing thruout the ending of the muvi!panas tol!!!asal dia kena mati.damn it!sorry for being too emotional but at least spare him to live.


why?why?why?

2moro ada org yg dah start balik mesia.huwaarrggghhh pressure..pressure....i wanna go homee tooo....ceh..my ticket shows a date that does not permit me to even pack my things yet.heheh..tunggu lah..esok nak balik arini baru nak pack.nak jumpa moi parents,sister,bro,my TEN nieces and nephews,SYIR...aduiii can't wait.owh btw i got a wedding invitation from my primary school friend.she's tying the knot this august.tak percaya!n im jealous too.nak kawen gak...hahah..ayt gedix for today -abaikan- that dream is not goin to happen soon or in this near future.not until i find a very strong reason to give to my mum...when i told my mum bout this friend of mine..she was like.."why she has to get married so soon,she's not even finish her studies yet..bla..bla..bla..".i replied"maa...kan bagus kawen cecepat dr couple lelama..furthermore she's far from her family.at least ada org nak jaga dia(fyi,my friend is studying abroad)"hurrmmm..from what i think,those staying abroad are far from family,satu nikmat if ada org lain yg bleh jaga kita.at least ada tempat bermanja selain family yg jauh.tapi bermanja secara halal la kan.yg tak,tak dikira yerk.the point is...getting married when u r still a student is not wrong,but 10000 things have to put in ur consideration.financial support,family's blessing... these are the main ones.tu blom lagik masuk rumah and bla..bla..well...if u want me to elobarate,it takes pages till it's done but in short,kawen dituntut dalam islam untuk mengelakkan maksiat.tetapi untuk nk bina masjid,tiangnya perlu kukuh,bahan binaannya perlu cukup dan jenteranya kena lengkap..fikir-fikirkanlah=)
tomorow im off for a road trip around ireland.at least i got sumthing to look forward to.hopefully the weather going to be ok.nak amek gamba byk2..hikhikhik..

p/s:bulan dah tak sabaq tunggu bintang balik.bulan pesan macam-macam..and i know bulan ngah menghitung hari..mak mana tak syg ank dia kan..thanx mak.u r the moon that i longed for during the day aand the moon that i adore at nite(: