Sunday, February 1, 2009
new place,folks.
i'm moving to a new place here
it's not fully ready yet but i'm updating it from time to time.saja nak rasa angin baru pulak.asek datang tempat yg sama ja.hehe.
but i couldn't transfer all the stuffs here such as the archive,the links of my friends and those little small things at the side to the new blog.just in case i forget to link any of you my beloved blogger friends,please tell me to do so.almaklumla,i saya sgt tak reti nak adjust-adjust pasal blog nie.
well,jumpa kat rumah baru lah then.
adios.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
one step at a time.
alhamdulillah.one more thing settled=)
at the time being,i'm moderately busy so i'm using the left-over time i mean the time i have left after a day in hospital for myself and ehem..for personal things juga lah.it's dreadful to endure yet another rotation next week not knowing how busy i'll be in that rotation.however,putting that aside,i'm already heating up the engine,settling whatever need to be done bit by bit so that everything will go smoothly as i planned.yes,as i planned!cheewah,mcm ada projek besar aja.haha.again,semoga Tuhan permudahkan.
when i like being in one particular rotation as in now,mesti time flies dengan cepat.pastu bila smp khamis dah sedih sbb i have to move on to another rotation pulak.it's like playing musical chairs.the difference is,no winner or loser,hopefully.ahaks.
owh to all my chinese friends,happy chinese new year.i know it's a bit late but hey,better late than never right?usually at this time at home,mesti berkotak-kotak limau nk dimakan.rindu pulak suasana di malaysia.huuu...
okielah.enough for now.see ya.
Monday, January 26, 2009
counting days.
i'm not getting married yet.ahaks.not in the near future.somehow i'm truly happy for a different reason.dalam happy-happy nie,takut pun ada.eventhough i'm done with the hardest part,the insecure feeling is still there.maybe i'm paranoid.mungkin juga in denial.atau too overwhelmed.
hurmm....
whatever it is,jeem is already singing her la la song,it's my happy song.kenapa?well..i'm not telling....yet.too early untuk berpesta.keskeskes.
back to the daily routines,i kinda like wearing the weird attire(contain lead)everytime having to observe any radiology procedures.rasa bes pulak boleh on and off the white coat and wearing something else that makes me look ....hideous.haha.maybe i'm sick of looking decent all the time?
okies peeps.i think i'm a bit exhausted from too much excitement just now.
gudie nite=)
Sunday, January 25, 2009
dream on.
never been happier=)
ya Tuhan,permudahkan.amin.
and tomorrow i'll be back in mater.miss my friends over there.and back to the old same routines.hopefully radiology won't let me down.
ahhh...i'm still smiling..
every second,everyday.angau.haha.
wait,bila chinese new year?patutkah i wish today?anyone please tell me.
i want lots of mandarin oranges juga!heee.....
Thursday, January 22, 2009
.you give me hell.
dear consultant,
thank you for making my life miserable in these 3 weeks.i appreciate it.i hope u'r happy wif what u have done to us.i just think of u as another arrogant consultant who's always full of yourself.u just ruined my day.thank you so much.
i'm stuck here till tomorrow.i could catch the earliest train tomorrow and be back in dublin as early as 11a.m if i get my 2 evaluation sheets signed by my consultant today but he decided to sign just one and left another one for tomorrow,after i present a case and join the ward round.i've been there for almost 3 weeks.never missed any ward rounds with him except on the first day which totally not my fault and did every single thing told by him.what's the difference if he let me go a day earlier?i really hate him!enuff said.
on a different note,my incik ichigo finally signed off today.yeay..hiphip hoooreyyy!tapi,i'm not there to see him pun.takpa..takpa....all this while pun camni.dah immune(w'pun dlm hati kecik sgt sedeh:'( )what makes me sad is not being able to be there at the arrival gate to welcome him home as he usually did on my homecoming.on top of that,he's always the first one to arrive at klia.i still remember last 2 summers when no one waited for me as i touched down early around 7a.m and i was hopeless and helpless without any ringgit or coins to make a call(my brother overslept and turned up more than an hour later).and naseb baik aiza and her family tgu sama-sama.rasa nak nanges time tu.sad and alone.and then i saw his face and all the worries just dissappeared.i'm not exaggerating.i just knew i'm not alone anymore and safe.hurm....
i'm sorry,i'm not there when u come back.if i could make things easier and happier,i would.and i really wish i could be there.anyway,u should enjoy urself with ur family and friends after nearly 7months onboard.u deserved the holiday and be happy.okay?=)
okey,itu ja nk cakap harini.be back soon.take care peeps;)
Sunday, January 18, 2009
.no more beli-belah.
finally i have to execute my a-long-time-ago new year resolution which is to stop shopping unnecessary stuffs especially dresses and shoes from now on.i'm officially broke and here i am,far away from from dublin.perfect sebab kat sini tiada kedai kasutan mahupun bajuan dan i haven't had a chance to walk around town yet which i don't plan to at this time of financial crisis.owh how depressing talking about shopping cessation nie.sobsobsob..
on a lighter note,this week gonna be my final week here in tullamore.thank god.i'm not hating this place,but i love 59 donore avenue more where my room is.i'm dreading to go to hospital tomorrow because i didn't stay back for on-call last friday.there'll be post on-call ward round first thing in the morning and i have no case to present.booohOO.friday is time to go home.bukan duduk melangut kat AnE tgu patient yang sejam satu pon belom tentu.yang pasti i enjoyed my weekend to the max.and to friends who kena paksa keluaq bilik berkali-kali dan yang kena baling dek tepung tu,happy buffday/upcoming buffday!older but wiser orang kata.may Allah bless u.
and yes,faizal tahir rawks!i love the performance.unique and he looked gothic with the black nail polish!but meet uncle hussein's awesome!the joker face on the main vocalist,it suited him well!i thought FT gonna win but when MUH swept the award for pop rock,my instint immediately told me,no nope him,THEY gonna win this time!since i'm in da mood of anugerah juara lagu,let's sing sampai syurga together since tone of lagu untukmu is too high to reach.muahahah.
Sampai syurga~Faizal Tahir
Ku membenarkan jiwaku
Untuk mencintaimu
Ku persembahkan hidupku
Untuk bersama kamu
Dan diriku untuk kamu
Belum pernah kumerasai begitu
Semua itu telah berlalu
Harapanku palsu
Dan mungkin hari yang satu
Terus ku tertunggu
Di hatiku masih kamu
Belum pernah ku ingin terus memburu
Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu
Namun aku tetap aku
Yang terbaik untuk diriku
Hanya satu
Hanya kamu
Ku membiarkan hatiku
Untuk merinduimu
Ku menghamparkan sakitku
Untuk tatapan kamu
Bersamamu harapanku
Hilang dalam terang yang membutakanku
Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu
Sampai syurga ku menunggu
Sampai syurga ku cintamu
Hanya kamu
Dan segala yang ku ada
Ku berikan semua
Untuk dirimu saja
Ku mahu dirimu
Bahagia untuk selamanya
Biar sampai syurga
Aku menunggu cinta darimu
Agar ku sempurna
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu
Namun aku tetap aku
Yang terbaik tuk diriku
Hanya satu
Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu
Sampai syurga ku menunggu
Sampai syurga ku cintamu
Hanya kamu
p/s:incik ichigo,since u kata faizal tahir i poyo,i'm not gonna dedicate this song to you.padan muka!
Saturday, January 17, 2009
.buffday bash.
today we celebrated 2 buffdays.up till this week,dah 3 celebrated.tu belom tambah yang tak dicelebrate.and more coming..it's fun.especially when i need something fun and enjoyable when i'm back in dublin after a hell of a week in Tullamore.saya rasa la kan.....mak-mak yang lahirkan babies in january 1985 dah pakat ramai-ramai dah antaq anak depa ke dublin buat medic kot.haha.mmg bulan nie meriah gila.kira asek makan besaq je la kitorang every wiken.camno nak kurus?haa...tu lae satu masalah.sejak balik dari turkey nie,muka dah bulat sket,pants semua dah erm..ketat.ngeri nk tengok muka sendri dlm gambaq.nak amek gambaq pun dah mula malas.boooOOOOO!perlukah dibuat sesuatu atau membuat sesuatu?hahah.tengoklah macam mana.dengan krisis kewangan yang meruncing,elok saja posa kot.jimat pun jimat....pahala dapat dan yang mana kena ganti pun langsai cepat.kan?
wahai lautan,
boleh tak pulangkan bulan saya,
supaya boleh saya katakan padanya,
bulan,tanpamu malam sedikit gelap dan bintang sunyi tak berteman,
bulan,tanpamu juga ym dan sms ku tiada berjawapan.kekekeke
haha..saya rasa nk rujuk balik cikgu sastera masa form 5 dulu kot.
dan seperti biasa,saya masih menunggu bulan jatuh ke riba.doakan ia menjadi kenyataan w'pun...erm,bulan?mana logik jatuh ke riba kan?ntah apa-apa...okey lah,sebelom saya menunggu matahari jatuh ke tapak tangan pulak,baik zzzzZZZZZ dulu.
selamat malam eh pagi..=)
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
.unbroken strings.
first of all,
i've tried a quiz on what medical specialty i should be on.
surprise..surprise.i hate to tell this but lets check it out!
The medical specialty for you is.... Cardiology
Cardiology is the best of all specialties. As a cardiologist, you'll be sure to profit from the sharp increase in obesity. You'll open at clinic across the street from a McDonalds and retire a billionaire.
To find out what specialty best fits your unique personality, go to:
What Medical Specialty Is For You?
being in cardiology team at the moment,i find this specialty is quite interesting in it's own way.apart from the mean consultant i have to deal with right now,i have no problem working up every patient signs and symptoms to formulate the diagnoses,of course with the guidance of my superiors(luckily the SHO and intern are kind enough to bear with this know-nothing med student).it's kinda straight forward cases once u know the heart physiology and what drugs to use.
while blog-hopping,i've just noticed i got tagged by cik azie! lama dah kena tag nie.sowee yerk,tak perasan.since it's short and simple,i'll do it.
1. Do you think you’re hot?
yes,i'm underneath the duvet and on top of a layer of electric blankie.what do you expect?heheh.i dunno.mungkin suam-suam kuku kot.haha.joking.to be honest i dun think so.
2. Upload your favourite pictures of yourself:
A
B
C
D
3. Why do you like these pictures?
picture A:it reminds me of the beautiful scenary i've seen through the lens.
picture B:candid in chaos.
picture C:pinkish surroundings.nice.
picture D:i still couldn't believe how on earth i terjumped like that!
4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
super supreme in pizza hut, istanbul last month.buy 1 get 1 free with 1L of coke.cheap,enuff said.
5.The last song you listened to?
sweet about me-gabriella cilmi.she reminds me of duffy=)
6.What are you doing right now besides this?
switching over tv channels.whooopssss...it's Save the last dance on E4.got 2 finish this fast.
7. What name would you prefer besides yours?
anything nice that starts with A.
8.Who are the next people you will tag?
anyone who likes to kill time.dipersilakan.
erm,done wif the tag=P
anyway,last night i was mad with someone.someone i rarely have any disagreements with.i got carried away and we hung up the phone in anger.i think he's angry too.i'm all prepared to fight back just in case he brings up the issue again.jahatkan?bukan nk settle elok2.ahaks.tapi masalahnya,saya nak berperang dengan pertubuhan bangsa-bangsa bersatu(PBB).hence i can never win or lose.i guess the preparation is not about to win or anything,but it's more on shielding myself from embarassment since all the fights usually started from me who always ikutkan hati.and he on the other hand always the rational one and never let anything comes in between us.never.and maybe this is the reason why during our 5 years together,we've never been in a big fight.kecik-kecik tu biasala.hurm...now i feel bad.he was really on the mood of talking to me after a week of losing connection and i spoilt it all.i hate this feeling.and to make the feeling worse,he called me up this morning before departure telling me he'll do things to make me happy again.adoi.....saya rasa makin kecik di sini.i deserve a slap on the face,not as a punishment but to make me realize that no one can ever beat him in loving me.
ah,entry emo lae.sekian.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
going back to istanbul.
i miss istanbul.i really do.the atmosphere is erm...addictive.rasa nak pergi lagi,lagi dan lagi.the people are very pleasant and down-to-earth.but the most unforgettable thing is the food.turkish,western,chinese..u name it.semua kami belasah.heheh.price? they are darn cheap too!owh it's orgasmic to think about what we had been eating there.basically this vacation was meant for eating besides travelling...and yep a bit of shopping toO.sedikit sahaja sbb saya kena berjims since i'm a bit out of buject.sebelom saya lupa,i have secret to tell.after this bukan secret lae dah la kan.the men over there are mostly handsome and gorgeous belaka.susah la nak cari yg tak handsome(incik ichigo mst merah muka baca nie,tapi takpa i'm already mad at him pun..so let the war begins!hohoho).even penjual roti canai dressed to kill.haha.and juga sgt pembersih.been cleaning the counter 5times in 10 mins of my observation period kot.hats off!
okies enuff bout that...let us visit one of the magnificent blue mosques in turkey,Sultan Ahmed Mosque in Istanbul.
the entrance
one of the chandeliers
the ablution area(tempat wuduk)
the corridor outside.
we couldn't take picture from outside because the weather was horrible that day.it was pouring heavily and we were freezing cold.my hands felt numb even when i kept them in my pockets most of the time.
hurm....it's one a.m already.i have ground round at 8 tomorrow.
till next time.nite
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
the 2 T's minus one
entry kali nie nk cerita pasal 2 tempat.
turki dan tullamore
Tullamore.i've been posted here for 3 weeks of elective.jalan-jalan sambil belajaq.best?erm...when kena belajaq at the same time,dia jadi kurang best la kan.kawasan nie agak kampung dengan pemandangan yang hijau dah sejuk mata memandang(juga sejuk teramat dr segi cuaca gak).before i came here,there's one pakcik we met was telling us once we get off the train,we'll smell the tahi lembu.tapi tak bau pun?maybe he's giving us hint that this place is far in the countryside of ireland.the best thing about tullamore is the BnB or bed and breakfast or the accomodation i'm living in right now.the owner is super duper down to earth.he dropped us in and picked us up from hospital since we are the only students who are car-less(the irish are driving their own vehicles).sometimes we car-pooled with the other students.he made us good breakfast.cereal,toast,bull's eye fried eggs,coffee,orange juice,fruits,yougurt..semua ada.nasik lemak je dia tak pandai buat.hihi.the room here is a bit cold but..but..but...he supplied us with electric blankie.haa....dah masuk bawah duvet tu malaslah nak keluaq balik.i think i'm gonna put on some weight if i stay here longer.mana taknya,breakfast org buatkan..gi hospital org hantarkan,pastu asek nk tido ja....hahah.and the bestest thing,i got away from hospital around 11 a.m on most days.this is impossible if i were in mater hospital dublin(unless i declare my own half-day la kan).owh lagi satu....i'm attached to general medicine's team which comprises of an irish consultant,an indian/arab registrar,arab and african SHOs and a japanese intern and last but not least me myself a malaysian medical student.see how multiracial we are and yet we are speaking the same language.diversity.hehe.
erm...actually i planned to take u guys to Istanbul.but i don't know what happen i couldn't upload any picture.so sad.it's ok,i'll upload them some other time ok.owh i went to watch 2 movies jsut now.2-2 pun best=)
slumdog millionaire.

this movie is simply AWESOME!when i first read the synopsis,i told myself"this movie has a unique storyline.i'm gonna like it".i didn't even watch the trailer like i usually did with the other movies.this movie is is a mixed of bollywood and hollywood.for those who like bollywood,dun expect any singing or dancing around the trees part,u'll be dissappointed!but this movie really shows the other side of life that we don't usually get in typical bollywood movies.and they speak English most of the time too.it's highly recommended!if your gf/bf doesnt like Bollywood,please,please,please drag him/her along...this might be the first bollywood movie he/she are goin to enjoy!
brideWars.

aha,this movie is witty!it's funny how 2 bestfriends fight their rights to own a date to have their wedding held at this one particular place.apart from laughing, this movie did make my eyes welled at times especially when the issues of friendship were brought up.yes,good friends stand up for each other most of the times.
and i like the part when one of the maid of honor mentioned how sickening that every bride has to be perfect head to toe before the wedding.it's like today's trend where everything has to be tip-top,the gowns,the venues(hotel 5 bintang),catering,flowers and whatsnot and they spend an awful lot of money on that.dun get me wrong,yes...marriage is once in a lifetime tapi tak payah kot nak spend puloh or ratus ribu-riban for just one day event and worse hutang bank for that matter.i dun mind klau nak buat grand-grand if u could afford it but klau sekadar nak keep up with trend or just because jiran sebelah or anak kawan mak buat majlis kahwin 10 hari sepuloh mlm kita pun nak wat 11hari sepuloh malam tak ke riya' namanya.by the way,this kind of matter is subjective.i just put forward my thought.org lain pk lain.but i do love the vera wang wedding gowns though=P.but i hate that they are not made to fit us,but we made ourselves fit them(meaning if we gemok,exercise!)hahah.
i like my wedding to be simple but perfect in my way and his,of course=).berangan.heh.
:O
okies,better stop now.dah pg.
nite.
Sunday, January 4, 2009
pieces.
dreams shattered into pieces.
cry,that's not what i do best,
scream?yes i think so,
a listener....i have one,
perhaps that's enough.
life goes on,
time will heal,
dats what they say,
i think it's true.
after all this while,
comes whatever,
i'm still as hard as a rock,
still in one piece.
but
i wish my heart is the same.
Friday, January 2, 2009
it's more than a bunch of HOT vampires!
yeah back here again.see...when i'm not busy with hospital or not travelling anywhere,here i am.typing word by word about my not-so-boring life (i think).hehe.
after ten days being away,i'm glad to be back home,here in dublin.i could smell my own room again,golek-golek on my own bed,pelok the teddy bear that i missed so much and paling tak disangka-sangka berperasaan sangat happy dapat jumpa my housemate and the friends yang pergi tenerife without we all.owh how much i missed them(hoho...perasan lah mereka bila baca nie,but seriously missed u myra and the guys so much!).i just had dinner with them after about 2 weeks not seeing them or having them around.bila jumpa balik tetiba rasa happy.ntah,the feeling just there out of sudden.i think i missed the stupid jokes the most!at the same time everything is back to normal and dublin feels like home again=).so a bunch of cun and hot friends is what matter the most!muahahah.
eh i better stop being too mushy-mushy here or else i'll be the victim of their pranks tomorrow.let's see what i brought back from turkey:
turkish airlines 8)
what to eat?
owh,look nice=p
l.o.m.a.n.t.i.c!mkn bersila nie.
itu baru 1st nite di sultan ahmet, istanbul.i guess u guys have to be a little more patient because i'm gonna stop here since i'm too sleepy already.nti smbg eh.
nite=O
Thursday, January 1, 2009
it's time!
happy new year everyone!=)
where was i at 12 last nite?owh in the cozy hotel room at Istanbul erm....sleeping!haha.too tired to join the party on the new year's eve.flight back to dublin was at 7.40a.m this morning and 4 and a half hours of journey was filled with again...ZZzzzzzz.
it's already 2009.owh wait,is that means i'm gonna get my medical degree by next year?~mata bersinar-sinar!~ameen~ahaha.tak sabar nk abeskan medicine nie.penat woO.
new year means it's time for new resolutions.how many do you guys have this year?i haven't counted mine yet but there are few in my head.what are those is not important.the most important thing is how to achieve them.
so friends and foes...again,HAPPY NEW YEAR.hope everyone will have a prosperous and successful year ahead!
and yessss,it's JANUARY.it's time for someone to sign-off.i'm crossing-fingers now.the office better release him this month or i'll bomb the office.bukan susah nk cari dayabumi tuh!huh.eh,mind me for being emotional.sekali-sekali ok kot.huhuhu.
alright,pics of turkiye will follow soon.take care.
Monday, December 22, 2008
.alice in wonderland.
in these few days i was in my own magical world.it's very comfortable.very.it made me stay not wanting to go out to the real world anymore.in the magical world of mine,everyone that i truly love were in it.everything was so beautiful,the people,the places,even the time.i have freedom to paint the beautiful life and dreams i've always wanted.no bad dreams once i closed my eyes and i could sleep like a baby throughout the night,that's the most exciting part of the other world that i've owned.i got to do what i want to without breaking any laws or rules.i'm freed to express myself to the person i love.no words are forbidden.
what else could i do apart from creating my own world?i'm desperately missing those i love.the desire of talking to mum like she's sitting beside me,tickling my sister before we went to sleep every night,hugging my adorable niece's fragile body like i'm crushing her every bones and
actually seeing the face of the man i love always haunt me every single day.i'm reaching out my hands but i got nothing.it's painful.i need morphine.
i'll be back next year.iA.merry christmas and happy new year.owh,it's going to be another year passed by.new resolutions perhaps?
Saturday, December 20, 2008
is it christmas already?
santa is everywhere.
and sorry for the long absence,i was caught up with exams,2 MCQs and 2 essays in 3 weeks.
talking about christmas,when i walked into shopping malls and shops,the christmas carols seem like raya songs for me.don't get me wrong,i'm not celebrating or anything close to that its just i was already attuned to the songs,the multicolor street lights and the come-in-so-many-color-and-shape christmas trees(what's more with the christmas sale!) around this time avery year.the ambience is very pleasant and everyone is so in the mood of celebrating christmas again.the streets are full with people that are definately in cheerful mood from my observation.and they actually betting whether it's goin to be a white christmas this year since the temperature is lower than in the previous years' winter.anyway,i won't be around on chrismas day.i'll be somewhere quite far and hopefully an interesting place to spend my precious holiday at.
i'm falling deeper and deeper with Edward Cullen the vampire.feel like i'm 17 again!wait,where was i at 17?owh that stupid SPM~sigh~ and no boyfriend.ahahah.apart from SPM,i kinda enjoyed being 17.i have few good and loyal friends where we still keeping in touch with each other once in a while.although we were not the famous and popular girls at that time,we're happy nonetheless.high-school was just another phase that i have to go through to become adult and i like it.but to repeat that again,no thank you.i prefer my phase of life after 17.much sweeter=)
and i smell something sweet and delicious coming to me.ahaks.maybe a big mug of caramel mocchiato with extra caramel topping on top?i wish!:P
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
.a.d.d.i.c.t.e.d.
salam.
i have one rule that i secretly obeyed.i can only take a mug of coffee per day(except on exam days, of course).why do i have such a rule?because when i desire to drink some,i'm physiologically changed.my heart beat faster,my mind couldn't concentrate anymore and i lost my focus.in my head there's only a word coffee,coffee and coffee.the thought of being a caffeine addict always scare me so much that i follow the rule quite strictly.
(no offence to all coffee addicts.caffein doesn't pose any risk to terminal diseases:P)
i nearly break the rule today as i got very sleepy and tired during lectures and tutorial although i already had coffee first thing in the morning.my eyes just see my bed calling me softly to unite.a SECOND big mug of coffee is the only option to help me through the rest of the day apart from sleeping.
i was waiting for the bus home when i received one sms that has changed my day.
Are u at home?i'm anchored.call me.
my heart started pounding faster.my head was thinking hard.the whole me wished i could be Edward Cullen or at least in posession of his strength and speed so that i can be home in no time.and once again i lost my focus.I really have to make that call.
after an hour,
i need no coffee.i don't feel sleepy or tired anymore.
i think my heart just got its own version of caffein my body wanted so badly earlier.
i think i'm addicted.
so be it.
Sunday, December 7, 2008
raya datang lagi.
just finished ironing my baju kurung.i know it's raya time when i took out baju kurung at the deepest end of my closet and start ironing it.so baju kurung it's like an indicator of raya to me=)
and like in previous years,
me,
my beloved family,
and incik ichigo,
are celebrating raya
at 3 different places.
im here in this wet and cold country,beloved family in malaysia and he's in japan.
"perfect!"
but no matter how far apart we are,we'll always have each other in our heart.
selamat hari raya aidiladha dear readers=)
maaf zahir batin.
Saturday, December 6, 2008
.deeper conversation.
it's cold here.d.e.m cold.it's foggy and the roads are slippery too.so i walked like a princess to prevent myself from kissing the ground.malang itu tidak berbau right?hehe.
sometimes we might need someone to tell us right on the face what is right and what need to be fixed.taking things for granted is inevitable in life.but there's always time to realise and make things right.i was in confusion and it's really hard to clear things up when the problems we face is proportional in difficulty with the age.at 2.3,i admit things are not easy to deal with compared to when i was a kid.even easy and simple things can get terribly wrong if the way we handle them isn't right.and at this age what i learn is the consequences of every decision i made are far greater be it good or bad when things turn upside down.life as an adult is never easy.but hey....kita bukan sekadar ada countless talian hayat tetapi kita ada Tuhan yang maha mendengar.cuma kita je jarang meminta.
owh..i'm whining again.
okies move on...
gud news,i exercised today.played basketball tapi pancit half-way,eh tak...along the way,sepanjang game.haha.at the moment,my fitness level is at the lowest point it can be i guess.need more exercise.definately.
and last but not least,to the most beautiful woman on earth,my idol,my pillar of strength,my inspiration......
selamat hari lahir mak.
to be your daughter is the most wonderful thing in my life.i love you.

like mother like daughter(tgok tang idung tu.ahaks!)
picture by jay baharin.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
.dinner at Killarney~summary.
The real calm and delicious dinner at Killarney=)


the mouth-watering indian cuisine at BOMBAY PALACE,Killarney.
well,it has been 3 days post-trip but i still couldn't get everything about Killarney....( the experience and fun that we had)....outta my head!
perhaps after this summary i can move on to the next different topic apart from ranting on and on about Killarney in the next entry.

Ross castle
to summarise,trip to Killarney has been one of the most enjoyable trip so far for me.i enjoyed every second of it.the places are so beautiful with so many majestic and breath-taking views,the foods we cooked together were no doubt finger-licking good and most importantly the people i'd been doing things together for 3 days 2 nights are the greatest people on earth!
arigato gozaimasu kawan-kawan!

i front of our cottages,kami berjiran.the boys lived nextdoor.
credits to hadi,jay and aiza for the pictures.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
.dinner at killarney part 2.



salam.
i'm free as a bird i think.not free for the entire day but having the whole afternoon to myself is really a pamper any med school rarely give to the students..having listened to a row of boring lectures earlier on this morning made me think i've had enough and no more school work at home.kes balas dendam nih sbb i struggled hard straining my eyes open for 3 and a half hours not to fall asleep in the lecture hall td.well....bila tak dak apa-apa nk buat,rasa tak keruan lah pulak.so,what did i do instead?checking facebook every now and then for newly-uploaded pictures of the weekend get-away.
talking about facebook,i'm amazed on how it can hook up people for hours in front of the screen playing with the ever-growing applications.furthermore,it's really fun commenting on pictures and i can see how idealistic and creative my beloved friends are in calling names,making fun of people in the pictures and such(but of course suma org pun tak kesah!).the length of comments that popped-up every second was radiculous that they can be compiled and published as a comic.seriously,i was laughing like hell reading them.
offnote,my mum went fishing again last weekend and the catch was unbelievably a lot!i wished i could go too.huwaaa!akan ku gilap pancing rod tu smp berkilat biaq ikan-ikan terpikat bila daku balik nti.
alamak,there's a medium-sized pimple just popped-out at the chin and owchhh,it's painful.i need oxy.
daa.



the pics are taken by my friends,ms aiza,mr jay and mr hadi.thanx a mill!i honestly think u guys have enormous talent in photography!keep up the good work okay!
owh ya, attention to all hardcore fans of the matrix,there's a pre-sequel of the movie here







