salam,
in these few days i was in my own magical world.it's very comfortable.very.it made me stay not wanting to go out to the real world anymore.in the magical world of mine,everyone that i truly love were in it.everything was so beautiful,the people,the places,even the time.i have freedom to paint the beautiful life and dreams i've always wanted.no bad dreams once i closed my eyes and i could sleep like a baby throughout the night,that's the most exciting part of the other world that i've owned.i got to do what i want to without breaking any laws or rules.i'm freed to express myself to the person i love.no words are forbidden.
what else could i do apart from creating my own world?i'm desperately missing those i love.the desire of talking to mum like she's sitting beside me,tickling my sister before we went to sleep every night,hugging my adorable niece's fragile body like i'm crushing her every bones and
actually seeing the face of the man i love always haunt me every single day.i'm reaching out my hands but i got nothing.it's painful.i need morphine.
i'll be back next year.iA.merry christmas and happy new year.owh,it's going to be another year passed by.new resolutions perhaps?
Monday, December 22, 2008
Saturday, December 20, 2008
is it christmas already?
salam,
santa is everywhere.
and sorry for the long absence,i was caught up with exams,2 MCQs and 2 essays in 3 weeks.
talking about christmas,when i walked into shopping malls and shops,the christmas carols seem like raya songs for me.don't get me wrong,i'm not celebrating or anything close to that its just i was already attuned to the songs,the multicolor street lights and the come-in-so-many-color-and-shape christmas trees(what's more with the christmas sale!) around this time avery year.the ambience is very pleasant and everyone is so in the mood of celebrating christmas again.the streets are full with people that are definately in cheerful mood from my observation.and they actually betting whether it's goin to be a white christmas this year since the temperature is lower than in the previous years' winter.anyway,i won't be around on chrismas day.i'll be somewhere quite far and hopefully an interesting place to spend my precious holiday at.
i'm falling deeper and deeper with Edward Cullen the vampire.feel like i'm 17 again!wait,where was i at 17?owh that stupid SPM~sigh~ and no boyfriend.ahahah.apart from SPM,i kinda enjoyed being 17.i have few good and loyal friends where we still keeping in touch with each other once in a while.although we were not the famous and popular girls at that time,we're happy nonetheless.high-school was just another phase that i have to go through to become adult and i like it.but to repeat that again,no thank you.i prefer my phase of life after 17.much sweeter=)
and i smell something sweet and delicious coming to me.ahaks.maybe a big mug of caramel mocchiato with extra caramel topping on top?i wish!:P
santa is everywhere.
and sorry for the long absence,i was caught up with exams,2 MCQs and 2 essays in 3 weeks.
talking about christmas,when i walked into shopping malls and shops,the christmas carols seem like raya songs for me.don't get me wrong,i'm not celebrating or anything close to that its just i was already attuned to the songs,the multicolor street lights and the come-in-so-many-color-and-shape christmas trees(what's more with the christmas sale!) around this time avery year.the ambience is very pleasant and everyone is so in the mood of celebrating christmas again.the streets are full with people that are definately in cheerful mood from my observation.and they actually betting whether it's goin to be a white christmas this year since the temperature is lower than in the previous years' winter.anyway,i won't be around on chrismas day.i'll be somewhere quite far and hopefully an interesting place to spend my precious holiday at.
i'm falling deeper and deeper with Edward Cullen the vampire.feel like i'm 17 again!wait,where was i at 17?owh that stupid SPM~sigh~ and no boyfriend.ahahah.apart from SPM,i kinda enjoyed being 17.i have few good and loyal friends where we still keeping in touch with each other once in a while.although we were not the famous and popular girls at that time,we're happy nonetheless.high-school was just another phase that i have to go through to become adult and i like it.but to repeat that again,no thank you.i prefer my phase of life after 17.much sweeter=)
and i smell something sweet and delicious coming to me.ahaks.maybe a big mug of caramel mocchiato with extra caramel topping on top?i wish!:P
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
.a.d.d.i.c.t.e.d.
salam.
i have one rule that i secretly obeyed.i can only take a mug of coffee per day(except on exam days, of course).why do i have such a rule?because when i desire to drink some,i'm physiologically changed.my heart beat faster,my mind couldn't concentrate anymore and i lost my focus.in my head there's only a word coffee,coffee and coffee.the thought of being a caffeine addict always scare me so much that i follow the rule quite strictly.
(no offence to all coffee addicts.caffein doesn't pose any risk to terminal diseases:P)
i nearly break the rule today as i got very sleepy and tired during lectures and tutorial although i already had coffee first thing in the morning.my eyes just see my bed calling me softly to unite.a SECOND big mug of coffee is the only option to help me through the rest of the day apart from sleeping.
i was waiting for the bus home when i received one sms that has changed my day.
Are u at home?i'm anchored.call me.
my heart started pounding faster.my head was thinking hard.the whole me wished i could be Edward Cullen or at least in posession of his strength and speed so that i can be home in no time.and once again i lost my focus.I really have to make that call.
after an hour,
i need no coffee.i don't feel sleepy or tired anymore.
i think my heart just got its own version of caffein my body wanted so badly earlier.
i think i'm addicted.
so be it.
Sunday, December 7, 2008
raya datang lagi.
salam all.
just finished ironing my baju kurung.i know it's raya time when i took out baju kurung at the deepest end of my closet and start ironing it.so baju kurung it's like an indicator of raya to me=)
and like in previous years,
me,
my beloved family,
and incik ichigo,
are celebrating raya
at 3 different places.
im here in this wet and cold country,beloved family in malaysia and he's in japan.
"perfect!"
but no matter how far apart we are,we'll always have each other in our heart.
selamat hari raya aidiladha dear readers=)
maaf zahir batin.
just finished ironing my baju kurung.i know it's raya time when i took out baju kurung at the deepest end of my closet and start ironing it.so baju kurung it's like an indicator of raya to me=)
and like in previous years,
me,
my beloved family,
and incik ichigo,
are celebrating raya
at 3 different places.
im here in this wet and cold country,beloved family in malaysia and he's in japan.
"perfect!"
but no matter how far apart we are,we'll always have each other in our heart.
selamat hari raya aidiladha dear readers=)
maaf zahir batin.
Saturday, December 6, 2008
.deeper conversation.
salam.
it's cold here.d.e.m cold.it's foggy and the roads are slippery too.so i walked like a princess to prevent myself from kissing the ground.malang itu tidak berbau right?hehe.
sometimes we might need someone to tell us right on the face what is right and what need to be fixed.taking things for granted is inevitable in life.but there's always time to realise and make things right.i was in confusion and it's really hard to clear things up when the problems we face is proportional in difficulty with the age.at 2.3,i admit things are not easy to deal with compared to when i was a kid.even easy and simple things can get terribly wrong if the way we handle them isn't right.and at this age what i learn is the consequences of every decision i made are far greater be it good or bad when things turn upside down.life as an adult is never easy.but hey....kita bukan sekadar ada countless talian hayat tetapi kita ada Tuhan yang maha mendengar.cuma kita je jarang meminta.
owh..i'm whining again.
okies move on...
gud news,i exercised today.played basketball tapi pancit half-way,eh tak...along the way,sepanjang game.haha.at the moment,my fitness level is at the lowest point it can be i guess.need more exercise.definately.
and last but not least,to the most beautiful woman on earth,my idol,my pillar of strength,my inspiration......
selamat hari lahir mak.
to be your daughter is the most wonderful thing in my life.i love you.
like mother like daughter(tgok tang idung tu.ahaks!)
picture by jay baharin.
it's cold here.d.e.m cold.it's foggy and the roads are slippery too.so i walked like a princess to prevent myself from kissing the ground.malang itu tidak berbau right?hehe.
sometimes we might need someone to tell us right on the face what is right and what need to be fixed.taking things for granted is inevitable in life.but there's always time to realise and make things right.i was in confusion and it's really hard to clear things up when the problems we face is proportional in difficulty with the age.at 2.3,i admit things are not easy to deal with compared to when i was a kid.even easy and simple things can get terribly wrong if the way we handle them isn't right.and at this age what i learn is the consequences of every decision i made are far greater be it good or bad when things turn upside down.life as an adult is never easy.but hey....kita bukan sekadar ada countless talian hayat tetapi kita ada Tuhan yang maha mendengar.cuma kita je jarang meminta.
owh..i'm whining again.
okies move on...
gud news,i exercised today.played basketball tapi pancit half-way,eh tak...along the way,sepanjang game.haha.at the moment,my fitness level is at the lowest point it can be i guess.need more exercise.definately.
and last but not least,to the most beautiful woman on earth,my idol,my pillar of strength,my inspiration......
selamat hari lahir mak.
to be your daughter is the most wonderful thing in my life.i love you.
like mother like daughter(tgok tang idung tu.ahaks!)
picture by jay baharin.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
.dinner at Killarney~summary.
salam.
The real calm and delicious dinner at Killarney=)
the mouth-watering indian cuisine at BOMBAY PALACE,Killarney.
well,it has been 3 days post-trip but i still couldn't get everything about Killarney....( the experience and fun that we had)....outta my head!
perhaps after this summary i can move on to the next different topic apart from ranting on and on about Killarney in the next entry.
Ross castle
to summarise,trip to Killarney has been one of the most enjoyable trip so far for me.i enjoyed every second of it.the places are so beautiful with so many majestic and breath-taking views,the foods we cooked together were no doubt finger-licking good and most importantly the people i'd been doing things together for 3 days 2 nights are the greatest people on earth!
arigato gozaimasu kawan-kawan!
i front of our cottages,kami berjiran.the boys lived nextdoor.
credits to hadi,jay and aiza for the pictures.
The real calm and delicious dinner at Killarney=)
the mouth-watering indian cuisine at BOMBAY PALACE,Killarney.
well,it has been 3 days post-trip but i still couldn't get everything about Killarney....( the experience and fun that we had)....outta my head!
perhaps after this summary i can move on to the next different topic apart from ranting on and on about Killarney in the next entry.
Ross castle
to summarise,trip to Killarney has been one of the most enjoyable trip so far for me.i enjoyed every second of it.the places are so beautiful with so many majestic and breath-taking views,the foods we cooked together were no doubt finger-licking good and most importantly the people i'd been doing things together for 3 days 2 nights are the greatest people on earth!
arigato gozaimasu kawan-kawan!
i front of our cottages,kami berjiran.the boys lived nextdoor.
credits to hadi,jay and aiza for the pictures.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
.dinner at killarney part 2.
salam.
i'm free as a bird i think.not free for the entire day but having the whole afternoon to myself is really a pamper any med school rarely give to the students..having listened to a row of boring lectures earlier on this morning made me think i've had enough and no more school work at home.kes balas dendam nih sbb i struggled hard straining my eyes open for 3 and a half hours not to fall asleep in the lecture hall td.well....bila tak dak apa-apa nk buat,rasa tak keruan lah pulak.so,what did i do instead?checking facebook every now and then for newly-uploaded pictures of the weekend get-away.
talking about facebook,i'm amazed on how it can hook up people for hours in front of the screen playing with the ever-growing applications.furthermore,it's really fun commenting on pictures and i can see how idealistic and creative my beloved friends are in calling names,making fun of people in the pictures and such(but of course suma org pun tak kesah!).the length of comments that popped-up every second was radiculous that they can be compiled and published as a comic.seriously,i was laughing like hell reading them.
offnote,my mum went fishing again last weekend and the catch was unbelievably a lot!i wished i could go too.huwaaa!akan ku gilap pancing rod tu smp berkilat biaq ikan-ikan terpikat bila daku balik nti.
alamak,there's a medium-sized pimple just popped-out at the chin and owchhh,it's painful.i need oxy.
daa.
the pics are taken by my friends,ms aiza,mr jay and mr hadi.thanx a mill!i honestly think u guys have enormous talent in photography!keep up the good work okay!
owh ya, attention to all hardcore fans of the matrix,there's a pre-sequel of the movie here
Sunday, November 30, 2008
.dinner at Killarney.
salam.
exam's over.nothing much to say bout it.in summary i think i didn't do well in both written part and OSCE.owh well,i've tried my best and let leave the rest to God.
my backpack lays untouched.too tired to unpack.owh didn't i tell ya i went for a short trip with the beloved friends a day after the exam?well...just exploring ireland.the 3 days 2 nights trip was awesome!as a friend was saying we have been underestimating ireland all this while,and it's true indeed.Ireland does has more than what i expected.
my body's too tired and my brain's pestering me to stop while my eyes begging to let them rest in sleep.i shall continue with more words and pictures some other time.
till then take care and toodles!
exam's over.nothing much to say bout it.in summary i think i didn't do well in both written part and OSCE.owh well,i've tried my best and let leave the rest to God.
my backpack lays untouched.too tired to unpack.owh didn't i tell ya i went for a short trip with the beloved friends a day after the exam?well...just exploring ireland.the 3 days 2 nights trip was awesome!as a friend was saying we have been underestimating ireland all this while,and it's true indeed.Ireland does has more than what i expected.
my body's too tired and my brain's pestering me to stop while my eyes begging to let them rest in sleep.i shall continue with more words and pictures some other time.
till then take care and toodles!
Sunday, November 16, 2008
gimme 5!
salam.
What a gloomy day today is.The uninviting weather when looking over the window just worsen my mood and my health.been swallowing medications one after another and they make me drowsy.But i refused to just stay in bed.Today's suppose to be a special day=)
Take me the way i am.
If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.
'Cause I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.
If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.
'Cause I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.
I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.
'Cause I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.
manchester 2006
happy anniversary dear.
i've decided to reward myself with one or two episode(s) of gossip girl if i manage to finish all the topics in breast.one more topic to go.Dan humphrey and chuck bass,here i come:p
What a gloomy day today is.The uninviting weather when looking over the window just worsen my mood and my health.been swallowing medications one after another and they make me drowsy.But i refused to just stay in bed.Today's suppose to be a special day=)
Take me the way i am.
If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.
'Cause I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.
If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.
'Cause I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.
I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.
'Cause I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.
manchester 2006
happy anniversary dear.
i've decided to reward myself with one or two episode(s) of gossip girl if i manage to finish all the topics in breast.one more topic to go.Dan humphrey and chuck bass,here i come:p
Saturday, November 15, 2008
.toffee nut latte.
salam.
i koyak sepeket.
i letak dlm mangkuk.
i letak perencah.
i tuang air.
i celup satu jari
air sejuk tahap baru keluar peti sejuk.
d.e.m!
membazir sebungkus.
dah ah.mari layan gambar.
More pictures here
i koyak sepeket.
i letak dlm mangkuk.
i letak perencah.
i tuang air.
i celup satu jari
air sejuk tahap baru keluar peti sejuk.
d.e.m!
membazir sebungkus.
dah ah.mari layan gambar.
More pictures here
Friday, November 14, 2008
.under the weather.
salam.
Goddddd......this past-years MCQs really got me on my nerve!
Pel Ebstein fever? ?@£$*&^!!!
Opisthotonos?@@**&%%%!!!
Waldenstrom's macroglobulinaemia?@@****%%%!!
wth are these?
for non-medics,freak-out not!
me,myself just came across these bullshits for the 1st time in my life!
i think i'm goin mental.been screaming and hair-pulling while doing the questions!
just a random topic i need to master.
so to calm myself down,i did what i enjoy the most....cooking.hehe
owh btw,WC is my second room today.been experiencing polyuria(increase volume and frequency of going to the toilet) as a result of excess water intake due to the sore throat.at least i know my kidneys work alright.heheh.
and Kt Tunstall is awesome!she never bores me!have a listen folks!
okies...gotta go and do some work.
muah!
Goddddd......this past-years MCQs really got me on my nerve!
Pel Ebstein fever? ?@£$*&^!!!
Opisthotonos?@@**&%%%!!!
Waldenstrom's macroglobulinaemia?@@****%%%!!
wth are these?
for non-medics,freak-out not!
me,myself just came across these bullshits for the 1st time in my life!
i think i'm goin mental.been screaming and hair-pulling while doing the questions!
just a random topic i need to master.
so to calm myself down,i did what i enjoy the most....cooking.hehe
owh btw,WC is my second room today.been experiencing polyuria(increase volume and frequency of going to the toilet) as a result of excess water intake due to the sore throat.at least i know my kidneys work alright.heheh.
and Kt Tunstall is awesome!she never bores me!have a listen folks!
okies...gotta go and do some work.
muah!
Thursday, November 13, 2008
what would i do without them.
salam.
i had a good laugh...
with them THE FANTASTIC 3!
@Tina with her plasma tv.
@Aiza with her too-beautiful-to-be-orthopaedic model
@Aini with her winter-jacket hunting that has this tremendous pulling power to make me participate too!hohoho.
we all have been housemates since 2005.
Kat Dublin nie,kalau tak ada mereka ini,i akn end up masuk psychiatry ward mana-mana nearest hospital kot.hehe.
tonight,
after a few stupid jokes and future-prediction talk that we had while waiting for the bus just now,
i sedar yang nanti bila dah kerja,i mesti rindu nk borak-borak dengan mereka ini.
tapi takpa...kita ada one and a half year lagi kan kawan-kawan.
actually sebelum nak jdi sebegini rapat,byak dugaan,duri-duri yang we all kena lalui.
but it was just a process to discover what life is all about,meeting different people before finally choosing the right ones.
and i think i found a bunch of friends that other people are desperately looking for.
love u girls so much!
muah muah muah!
dulu (2005)
now(2008)
and of course i syg kawan-kawan yg lain cuma mereka ini terlalu rapat sebab dah sebumbung lama and boy,we shared lots...i mean A LOT of things yang hanya kami sahaja yang tahu.hehe.
once i did write this in my previous entry;
~:~Friends come and go.but i chose the right ones to stay with me because good friends are hard to come by~:~
so i guess u know who u are=)
and another part of life is making and adding new friends to the list.i'm welcoming anyone yg sudi jd kawan,yg sudi terima saya the way i am...and i give u my guarantee i'll stay with u through thick and thin,ups and downs,insya-Allah.
=)
erm...i'm having sore throat and cold just caught me.had 5 sachets of Lemsip and i hope they'll do me good as i need good health to study and stand for long hours in OT.
and my final rotation before exams-->breast,endocrine and general surgery.nak baca mana satu dulu nie?
~head spinning!~
and ALL THE BEST EXAMS!>to all res year UCDians!
i had a good laugh...
with them THE FANTASTIC 3!
@Tina with her plasma tv.
@Aiza with her too-beautiful-to-be-orthopaedic model
@Aini with her winter-jacket hunting that has this tremendous pulling power to make me participate too!hohoho.
we all have been housemates since 2005.
Kat Dublin nie,kalau tak ada mereka ini,i akn end up masuk psychiatry ward mana-mana nearest hospital kot.hehe.
tonight,
after a few stupid jokes and future-prediction talk that we had while waiting for the bus just now,
i sedar yang nanti bila dah kerja,i mesti rindu nk borak-borak dengan mereka ini.
tapi takpa...kita ada one and a half year lagi kan kawan-kawan.
actually sebelum nak jdi sebegini rapat,byak dugaan,duri-duri yang we all kena lalui.
but it was just a process to discover what life is all about,meeting different people before finally choosing the right ones.
and i think i found a bunch of friends that other people are desperately looking for.
love u girls so much!
muah muah muah!
dulu (2005)
now(2008)
and of course i syg kawan-kawan yg lain cuma mereka ini terlalu rapat sebab dah sebumbung lama and boy,we shared lots...i mean A LOT of things yang hanya kami sahaja yang tahu.hehe.
once i did write this in my previous entry;
~:~Friends come and go.but i chose the right ones to stay with me because good friends are hard to come by~:~
so i guess u know who u are=)
and another part of life is making and adding new friends to the list.i'm welcoming anyone yg sudi jd kawan,yg sudi terima saya the way i am...and i give u my guarantee i'll stay with u through thick and thin,ups and downs,insya-Allah.
=)
erm...i'm having sore throat and cold just caught me.had 5 sachets of Lemsip and i hope they'll do me good as i need good health to study and stand for long hours in OT.
and my final rotation before exams-->breast,endocrine and general surgery.nak baca mana satu dulu nie?
~head spinning!~
and ALL THE BEST EXAMS!>to all res year UCDians!
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
tune in to exam mOde!
salam all.
Dublin has started behaving like it used to.last few days were extremely cold with the temperature approaching 0.it's freezing i tell ya!tapi itulah Dublin yang saya rindui,cold...gloomy and peace.klau tadak suma nie,bukan Dublin lah namanya.jam 5 ptg dh mcm 9 malam rasanya.gelap gulita.
and worst,
exam is just around the corner.
1 mcq paper
1 short answer questions paper
OSCE medicine
huuuuuhuuuu....not agitated yet,but a bit restless.8(....
on the other hand,there are few things that make me stay calm and feel happy,happy and happpyyyyyy=)
1.dating with my 2 significant others(bukan 2 suami yerk!hehe)hehe... my mak and kakak lah.. as frequent as i could...although via phones,it is the best therapy when i'm down...
2 crocs guarding the best mum in the world!
2.on its way to Bintulu.i hope it arrives safely and he'll like it=)
the scorpion gonna bite this on the 19th!hohoho...
3.new addition.
my fourth!
4.my bestest moment today!
the simplest hobby in the world yet so relaxing and enjoyable!
see...sometimes small little things can put us at ease and even better at the extreme of happiness!
i just LOve my life!(ayat menaik kan semangat di kala stress!)hehe.
i might be in dormant state for a while till the exam is over.
till then,
TC=)
Dublin has started behaving like it used to.last few days were extremely cold with the temperature approaching 0.it's freezing i tell ya!tapi itulah Dublin yang saya rindui,cold...gloomy and peace.klau tadak suma nie,bukan Dublin lah namanya.jam 5 ptg dh mcm 9 malam rasanya.gelap gulita.
and worst,
exam is just around the corner.
1 mcq paper
1 short answer questions paper
OSCE medicine
huuuuuhuuuu....not agitated yet,but a bit restless.8(....
on the other hand,there are few things that make me stay calm and feel happy,happy and happpyyyyyy=)
1.dating with my 2 significant others(bukan 2 suami yerk!hehe)hehe... my mak and kakak lah.. as frequent as i could...although via phones,it is the best therapy when i'm down...
2 crocs guarding the best mum in the world!
2.on its way to Bintulu.i hope it arrives safely and he'll like it=)
the scorpion gonna bite this on the 19th!hohoho...
3.new addition.
my fourth!
4.my bestest moment today!
the simplest hobby in the world yet so relaxing and enjoyable!
see...sometimes small little things can put us at ease and even better at the extreme of happiness!
i just LOve my life!(ayat menaik kan semangat di kala stress!)hehe.
i might be in dormant state for a while till the exam is over.
till then,
TC=)
Saturday, October 25, 2008
the little angel in my heart~
salam.
this is my niece.she's so adorable!isn't she?my summer holiday was spent mostly attending to her needs as she comes to my house on weekdays when her mama is working and we babysit her.
since i'm here in dublin,i didn't dare to look at any of her pictures because they make me sick missing her so badly.the way she talks,she smiles,she frowns,she smirks....semua tu adalah reason why i just couldn't even look at the pics.rasa nk pelok tak kesampaian.faham ke....?everytime i wanted to take picture of her,she would always ready with her funny poses and cute little mouth twisting acts.forever ready in front of the lense,she'll always be my favourite model.sumtimes i wish she would stop growing so that i don't miss any of her growth milestones anymore.being away for so long,u just couldn't help missing the moments she's growing up from little baby to a little princess.i wasn't there when my sister gave birth to her.balik-balik aja,dah ada super duper cute lil' baby with big,wide eyes that first caught my attention compared to her other anatomy parts.after a year,there she goes running around like pro and after another year,she could talk better than her 8 y.o brother=)how's that?seriously,my sis was like"she could really talk mcm org tua tau.very persuasive and she got most of the things she wanted just like that"(sambil snapping her fingers in front of me!)
tadi,i had to dig out a few pictures from the files and i accidentally came across her beautiful photos...how can a person not love this little girl.certainly she's the angel that always cheer up my days.
she makes rains feel like diamonds from the sky,she makes rainbows more colourful to the eyes and she makes the moon as bright as the sun.
maksu loves u dearly.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
take me to where u are.
salam.
i felt like puking when putting the last string of instant noodles i brought from home into my mouth.now i know why i couldn't finish a packet of maggi mee.because i don't like the 'instant' flavour of it.now i know why i tried my best to cook everyday eventhough i was exhausted after the whole day spent in hospital.because i don't like the word 'instant' there right in front of the wrapper.gosh,how i missed my mum's cooking.
perhaps another reason to puke is being in medicine.don't ask why.i've explained enough in my previous entries.my niece asked me the other day wether to choose pure science or applied science as her upper secondary stream.suprisingly my advice more towards the latter.and again don't ask why.
by the way.... to just get my mind off from hustle-bustle of medicine,i always think about our next winter vacation.where to?well,i think this place is gonna be different from the places i'd been to.
study this picture carefully.
any guesses?no?
ok,
it starts with the letter T.
yes,u'r definately correct!bought the tic!can't wait.but disember seems so far away.takpa..takpa...exam dulu baru boleh pi.uhuks.
okie-dokie.ini sahaja untuk hari ini.erm bagus tulis blog ni.boleh hilangkan rasa nk muntah.ahaks.
till then peeps.
i felt like puking when putting the last string of instant noodles i brought from home into my mouth.now i know why i couldn't finish a packet of maggi mee.because i don't like the 'instant' flavour of it.now i know why i tried my best to cook everyday eventhough i was exhausted after the whole day spent in hospital.because i don't like the word 'instant' there right in front of the wrapper.gosh,how i missed my mum's cooking.
perhaps another reason to puke is being in medicine.don't ask why.i've explained enough in my previous entries.my niece asked me the other day wether to choose pure science or applied science as her upper secondary stream.suprisingly my advice more towards the latter.and again don't ask why.
by the way.... to just get my mind off from hustle-bustle of medicine,i always think about our next winter vacation.where to?well,i think this place is gonna be different from the places i'd been to.
study this picture carefully.
any guesses?no?
ok,
it starts with the letter T.
yes,u'r definately correct!bought the tic!can't wait.but disember seems so far away.takpa..takpa...exam dulu baru boleh pi.uhuks.
okie-dokie.ini sahaja untuk hari ini.erm bagus tulis blog ni.boleh hilangkan rasa nk muntah.ahaks.
till then peeps.
Monday, October 20, 2008
.so near yet so far.
salam.
today,
i've got m.a.i.l!
thanx myra for the inspiring sms=)
far away from the land of the rising sun.
for a while,
i forgot about my crappy week having to drag myself to hospital as early as 6.45a.m every single day.
i forgot about how early i have to wake up tomorrow
i forgot about the case i have to present to my c.o.n.s.u.l.t.a.n.t on thursday.
i forgot about my electricity bill that retched and twisted my colon into a knot.
for a while,
i'm in my own world,
on cloud 9.
Thank you for taking me away from the ugly real world,
eventhough just for a while.
the man of few words in his baju melayu raya onboard.
owh i promised myself not to write solely about jiwang-jiwang ni....but i guessed promises are made to be broken.=P....
p/s:overexcited over a letter?i have fair reasons.laut n darat.signal maxis,02,vodafone,tmnet sreamyx,irish broadband tadak.geddit?
till then,
have a nice day=)
today,
i've got m.a.i.l!
thanx myra for the inspiring sms=)
far away from the land of the rising sun.
for a while,
i forgot about my crappy week having to drag myself to hospital as early as 6.45a.m every single day.
i forgot about how early i have to wake up tomorrow
i forgot about the case i have to present to my c.o.n.s.u.l.t.a.n.t on thursday.
i forgot about my electricity bill that retched and twisted my colon into a knot.
for a while,
i'm in my own world,
on cloud 9.
Thank you for taking me away from the ugly real world,
eventhough just for a while.
the man of few words in his baju melayu raya onboard.
owh i promised myself not to write solely about jiwang-jiwang ni....but i guessed promises are made to be broken.=P....
p/s:overexcited over a letter?i have fair reasons.laut n darat.signal maxis,02,vodafone,tmnet sreamyx,irish broadband tadak.geddit?
till then,
have a nice day=)
Monday, October 13, 2008
orked.
salam.
minggu ni dah start surgery.in surgical rotations,the appetiser is gynaecology.the first taste of it......not bitter but slightly sour with unpleasant smell.i didn't expect that coming.thought is going to be better than this.tidak lah teruk but.....ok,baru 1st day.hopefully things are getting better and i can adapt to whatever team my name is on smoothly.
moving on to more interesting story.nak cerita pasal orked.i think i just developed sudden interest in bunga orked.not so sudden la..but i found it calming seeing bunga orked atas rack di marks and spencer apabila ada peluang.dan saya juga membayangkan sepokok kecil bunga orked ungu berlatar belakangkan wall bilik saya yang berwarna putih.mesti cantik.and because of this i never miss stopping by at m&s everytime going shopping in town just to have a glimpse at the beautiful orchids.like just now,i nearly buy one but the instructions of how to take care of the bunga orked deter me from buying just yet since i'm quite busy with study and stuffs hence limiting my time to appreciate it when it stands and grows in my room.malam nie mst terbayang-bayang bunga tu dlm mimpi.however,i'm preparing my room to accomodate one soon.yes,very soon=)my mum mesti happy klau dia tahu pasal orked ni sebab i'm becoming more like her.each day.heh..
girls and flowers are really inseparable!dulu masa kecik-kecik stereotype je semua minat roses.perhaps because roses have good relationship with love,so everything about love must be roses.but now,as we grow old,everyone developes liking towards different species of flowers.i love orked.my 2 housemates like daisy and lily.so i guess it's more of inviduality than love or there's something more to flowers than just love.kan?
tapi...tapi....tapi ....w'pun saya tak pernah dapat bunga,i'm still so much in love.(klau dapat double la love tu kan.ahaks)
my new best friend.another living creature in my room=)
okeylah.enough ramblings.pen down.take care everyone!
minggu ni dah start surgery.in surgical rotations,the appetiser is gynaecology.the first taste of it......not bitter but slightly sour with unpleasant smell.i didn't expect that coming.thought is going to be better than this.tidak lah teruk but.....ok,baru 1st day.hopefully things are getting better and i can adapt to whatever team my name is on smoothly.
moving on to more interesting story.nak cerita pasal orked.i think i just developed sudden interest in bunga orked.not so sudden la..but i found it calming seeing bunga orked atas rack di marks and spencer apabila ada peluang.dan saya juga membayangkan sepokok kecil bunga orked ungu berlatar belakangkan wall bilik saya yang berwarna putih.mesti cantik.and because of this i never miss stopping by at m&s everytime going shopping in town just to have a glimpse at the beautiful orchids.like just now,i nearly buy one but the instructions of how to take care of the bunga orked deter me from buying just yet since i'm quite busy with study and stuffs hence limiting my time to appreciate it when it stands and grows in my room.malam nie mst terbayang-bayang bunga tu dlm mimpi.however,i'm preparing my room to accomodate one soon.yes,very soon=)my mum mesti happy klau dia tahu pasal orked ni sebab i'm becoming more like her.each day.heh..
girls and flowers are really inseparable!dulu masa kecik-kecik stereotype je semua minat roses.perhaps because roses have good relationship with love,so everything about love must be roses.but now,as we grow old,everyone developes liking towards different species of flowers.i love orked.my 2 housemates like daisy and lily.so i guess it's more of inviduality than love or there's something more to flowers than just love.kan?
tapi...tapi....tapi ....w'pun saya tak pernah dapat bunga,i'm still so much in love.(klau dapat double la love tu kan.ahaks)
my new best friend.another living creature in my room=)
okeylah.enough ramblings.pen down.take care everyone!
Monday, October 6, 2008
my 5th eid in dublin
salam all.
how's raya everyone?i'm having a blast here.with 'my family' here,raya can never be boring.on delayed updates of the holy month of ramadhan:breaking fast beramai-ramai were held on a few occasions every week be it at home or outside.
regarding eid,countless open houses for us to attend in the month of syawal.usually they start from friday streching out to the very sunday=)so mmg kenyang lah kami di sini.the foods served were marvellous.sometimes i wonder where and when these people learn how to cook that well,u know with super hectic lives as medical students.
ketupat,lemang,kuah kacang,lontong and rendang are the must have here.tu belum tambah laksa penang,mee rebus and bihun sup.dan rasanya mmg sebijik mcm yg kat malaysia.tadak beza.
although i had to go to hospital on 1st syawal morning,i made sure i finish the work early and headed off to have at least ketupat and lemang to start the food fest with.i dragged jay who was the only malay besides me at the hospital at that time who happened to call me from the OT(operation theatre) and forced him to stop what-the-crap-we-were-doing on pagi raya and went to our 1st open house instead.the weather was a horrid!it was sunny at first and the next minute we were drenching wet and nearly got blown away by the strong wind.abes baju raya masing-masing.payung dah jadi daun pisang.sempat pulak nyanyi-nyanyi dangdut menempuh perjalanan yang penuh p.a.n.c.a r.o.b.a untuk ke open house.ahaks.
all in all,raya is great!my dearest incik ichigo called me on the 4th raya telling my kueh raya that i sent to him are yummy and delicious.hey,not bad for the first timer huh?tapi takkan dia nk kata tak sedap pulak kan.nk kena la tu =p ahaha.angkat bakul pula.
here pics taken when celebrating raya:
malaysia hall dublin,4th syawal.
the crowd busy shoooing a lalat away.
me and the darling housemates.myra wasn't here.dear,u should join us once in a while=)
and last but not least.moi.1st syawal.mulut penoh ketupat.haha.
okeylah dearest semua.i ada post on-call ward round at 8 tomorrow.
jumpa lain hari okey.till then,enjoy eating everyone!tapi igt-igt tentang coronary artery diseases(sakit jantung) that u can get with access cholesterol.opppsss! i spoilt the celebration now.
daa...
how's raya everyone?i'm having a blast here.with 'my family' here,raya can never be boring.on delayed updates of the holy month of ramadhan:breaking fast beramai-ramai were held on a few occasions every week be it at home or outside.
regarding eid,countless open houses for us to attend in the month of syawal.usually they start from friday streching out to the very sunday=)so mmg kenyang lah kami di sini.the foods served were marvellous.sometimes i wonder where and when these people learn how to cook that well,u know with super hectic lives as medical students.
ketupat,lemang,kuah kacang,lontong and rendang are the must have here.tu belum tambah laksa penang,mee rebus and bihun sup.dan rasanya mmg sebijik mcm yg kat malaysia.tadak beza.
although i had to go to hospital on 1st syawal morning,i made sure i finish the work early and headed off to have at least ketupat and lemang to start the food fest with.i dragged jay who was the only malay besides me at the hospital at that time who happened to call me from the OT(operation theatre) and forced him to stop what-the-crap-we-were-doing on pagi raya and went to our 1st open house instead.the weather was a horrid!it was sunny at first and the next minute we were drenching wet and nearly got blown away by the strong wind.abes baju raya masing-masing.payung dah jadi daun pisang.sempat pulak nyanyi-nyanyi dangdut menempuh perjalanan yang penuh p.a.n.c.a r.o.b.a untuk ke open house.ahaks.
all in all,raya is great!my dearest incik ichigo called me on the 4th raya telling my kueh raya that i sent to him are yummy and delicious.hey,not bad for the first timer huh?tapi takkan dia nk kata tak sedap pulak kan.nk kena la tu =p ahaha.angkat bakul pula.
here pics taken when celebrating raya:
malaysia hall dublin,4th syawal.
the crowd busy shoooing a lalat away.
me and the darling housemates.myra wasn't here.dear,u should join us once in a while=)
and last but not least.moi.1st syawal.mulut penoh ketupat.haha.
okeylah dearest semua.i ada post on-call ward round at 8 tomorrow.
jumpa lain hari okey.till then,enjoy eating everyone!tapi igt-igt tentang coronary artery diseases(sakit jantung) that u can get with access cholesterol.opppsss! i spoilt the celebration now.
daa...
Monday, September 29, 2008
yeayy!!happy for them.
salam.
i'm really happy.yes happy!although the news got nothing to do with me,but i'm still happy for them:the family,spouses,children,fiance',boyfriend,friends of the crews of the hijacked vessels.
mt bunga melati 2 and mt bunga melati 5.
more news here;
http://utusan.com.my/utusan/info.asp?y=2008&dt=0930&pub=Utusan_Malaysia&sec=Muka_Hadapan&pg=mh_01.htm
no more worries i guess.and tersenyum lebar la org2 kampung menyambut kepulangan mereka nanti eh.ada chance raya sama lak tu w'pun a bit later.
at first i was a bit dissappointed with the news i read this morning that says only mt melati 5 was released and it was the second vessel being hijacked after mt melati 2.now i can write about this with a big smile on my face since BOTH vessels are saved!.over kan saya.....hahah.but only people in the same shoes know how this feeling is like=)
i quote this from a family member of the crew in melati 2:
i'm really happy.yes happy!although the news got nothing to do with me,but i'm still happy for them:the family,spouses,children,fiance',boyfriend,friends of the crews of the hijacked vessels.
mt bunga melati 2 and mt bunga melati 5.
more news here;
http://utusan.com.my/utusan/info.asp?y=2008&dt=0930&pub=Utusan_Malaysia&sec=Muka_Hadapan&pg=mh_01.htm
no more worries i guess.and tersenyum lebar la org2 kampung menyambut kepulangan mereka nanti eh.ada chance raya sama lak tu w'pun a bit later.
at first i was a bit dissappointed with the news i read this morning that says only mt melati 5 was released and it was the second vessel being hijacked after mt melati 2.now i can write about this with a big smile on my face since BOTH vessels are saved!.over kan saya.....hahah.but only people in the same shoes know how this feeling is like=)
i quote this from a family member of the crew in melati 2:
Dalam pada itu, dia akan menasihati adik tirinya itu supaya berhenti daripada terus bekerja dalam bidang perkapalan yang diceburinya itu sejak 10 tahun lalu kerana tidak mahu kejadian buruk dijadikan tebusan lanun berulang.
"Saya tak mahu dia kerja di laut lagi. Carilah kerja lain, lagipun sudah lama sangat dia berada di laut," katanya.
i nk plead the same thing dengan incik ichigo boley?or the least u can do for me is don't ever pick that route in future and stay away from gulf of aden tu key!
do not worry friends and foes,he's safe and sound i think along bintulu-japan-bintulu route and he loves going to japan!i wonder why?
oh one more thing,i just received sms from my mum at this hour (malaysian time:5;18am,irish time:10;18pm)
mak:gmah dah tidoq ka?
me,anxious and loaded with uneasiness with the sms,straight away called her up.
mak:hello...(sambil suara bernada happy)
me:hello mak(dlm hati legaaa....)gmah tak tidoq lae.awat mak?
mak:hujan ngah lebat,mak rasa nk banjir!
me:apa mak?syiannyerrr...dah masuk ayaq belom?
mak:dak la lagi.mak dok standby jaga-jaga ni tapi umah mak long hang(my mak long is my neighbour) dah masuk mak rasa.depa dari pukui 3 lae dah gheyoh- ghendah(riuh-rendah).mak teringat pulak kawan mak yang mak jahitkan tudung tingkap and tudung pintu(langsir or curtains) dia aritu.mesti rumah dia masuk ayaq gak.
me:syiannyer mak long.tapi kan mak,selamat ujan arini.bygkan klau ujan n banjir esok.lagi kelam kabut.at least ujan arini,bila dah seriyat(stop or berkurang) boleh cuci teros umah,mop semua.esok time hari raya confirm berkilat dengan hebatnya umah depa semua(mother and daughter laughed their socks off)....bla..bla..bla...(melahirkan rasa bimbang dan sedih terhadap apa yg berlaku/akan berlaku)
mak:ni ujan rahmat la gmah.bla..bla...(masih sound happy sbb tak masuk ayaq lae la tu)
and suddenly,
mak:gmah,sat sat...mak rasa tempat lap kaki tu dah basah la!
me:huh,btoi ka mak?pi pi tgok dulu sat...
mak:gmah,ayaq da masuk abes basah tmpat lap kaki tu..okaylah.mak nk pi stop ayq sat.nti kita cakap lain naaa....
me:ok...ok....assalamualaikum.
i still remember when i was home last summer.it was another 2 days before kenduri arwah yang akn dibuat for my late father and the same thing happened.i was up since 5am cleaning and mopping the house smp nk patah all the spines.but,having mak with me doing the cleaning was really,really fun.tak stress lansung,we laughed,making jokes about the flood and doing exercise while mopping.haha.seriously fun!
another episode of banjir kilat was the day my incik ichigo due to take his flight off to bintulu to board aman sendai.the night before,we planned to talk on the phone smp panas telinga tetapi apakan daya,again i was busy doing what maids do the best smp panas badan.i wasn't complaining,but going down the memory lane about these things can be really exciting or frustrating at times.
as far as i can remember,the flood never affect my house before.cuma this year yang teruk.but these are the challenges we have to face living in 'kampung'.tapi di rumah itulah saya lahir,dibesarkan dan mendapat segala kasih sayang yang diperlukan selama 23 tahun saya bernafas di muka bumi ini dan makan ketupat palas dan ketupat jawi di hari raya beserta rendang mak.huuuu.no regret.at all!
rumahku,syurgaku.
selamat hari raya aidilfitri.
Saturday, September 27, 2008
.eid sensatiOn.
Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini
salam.
apa habaq semua?
lagi beberapa hari ja nk melangkah ke bulan syawal.
nak raya kan?
since semua org dlm mood raya,mari kita buat tag yang "ditag"kan oleh cik nani.dia ni chummel la sesangat.=)
Berapa pasang baju raya anda taun ni dan kaler apekah?
3 pasang sahaja.
~rahsia dulu boley?nti saya pastekan gambaq setelah memakainya di hari raya kelak.hehe.
Apakah makanan raya tradisional kegemaran anda?
paling suka di pagi raya adalah ketupat daun palas segitiga.berjantina ketupat nie.jantan dan betina lain cara lipatannya.yang betina dikira reject.adaka patot?mkn dengan rendang aym mak beserta ketupat jawi dan kuah kacang.pergh....
Apakah biskut raya kegemaran anda?
~biskut makmur
~semperit
Bape banyak duit raya anda dapat n spend untuk bagi kat bebudak?
saya masih layak diberi duit raya.oleh itu,apalagi.....hanya duit kertas diterima.cap harimau ye.haha.
Apakah aktiviti malam raya korang?
kat sini,mlm raya tiada bezanya mcm mlm2 lain.klau kat kampung dah tak menang tangan tolong mak masak.rindu suasana tu....
eh dah abes.nk tag siapa pulak yerk....okey camni,sesapa yang rasa dia nk raya,silalah buat.nti saya belanja kuah semperit!aci tak?hehe.
dia kesempatan ini,ingin saya hulurkan tangan memohon kemaafan atas segala salah dan silap terutamanya kepada rakan-rakan seangkatan dan sebatalion tak kira di ireland,malaysia dan seluruh pelusuk dunia..buat rakan-rakan seperjuangan di sini,ingatlah bahawa kesedihan kita di hari raya adalah satu pengorbanan besar yang insyaAllah ada rahmat di sebaliknya.walaupun tiada keluarga di sisi di pagi syawal,kita masih ada satu sama lain bukan?datanglah ke 59 donore avenue kalau nk mkn kueh raya ya.hehe.
buat sahabat-sahabat di malaysia,ingat lah kami yang jauh ni di kala mengadap juadah raya yang tidak dinafikan enak dan lazat tu.huwaa!!!!!
akhir kata,
SALAM AIDILFITRI dan di sebalik kegembiraan yang bakal tiba,bersederhanalah dengan sentiasa mengingatiNya.
lagi satu,pandulah dengan berhati-hati=)
Thursday, September 25, 2008
lovesick!
salam.
today has been weird.besides school and hospital stuffs that drive me crazy,i miss my family d*mn much.i miss my seaman mcm g*la.kenapa weird?normally i could successfully surpress the emotional part of my life seperti merindu keluarga dan org mcm nk g*la itu.
tetapi hari ini simply t.a.k b.o.l.e.h!
maybe raya is just around the corner and thinking that this year will be just my mum n my sister beraya berdua back at home is really heartbreaking.my two other siblings going to be with their in-laws this year.i wished i could be there making things better w'pun tak sempurna.
and i wished he could call me up and say"it's ok.semua akn baik nanti....".
i feel like my hopes are slowly dying.tiada lagi warna-warni.hanya ada kelabu dan cuaca yang mendung tak bermatahari.
hurm...mata dh kelabu berair.
jumpa di lain masa.
Friday, September 19, 2008
definately better than studying!
salam.
i was tagged by my "twin" cik azie.untuk tidak mengecewakan dia yg tgh berbhgia skrg..here goes!
1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
my iBook G4::my stathescope n white coat::ketenangan fikiran::my sanity::
2. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri?
dah lupa,so far guna duit sponsor.hehe
3. Dimanakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
i like garden wedding,which is dlm taman bukan dlm hotel.dan ada maze nk lari2 dlm tu.wakaka.sila gelak!
4. Berapa lama anda rasa hubungan kamu berkekalan?
so far dh 4tahun 10bulan.i hope many years to come before we finally tie the knot=)
5. Adakah anda di lamun cinta?
kamu rasa?
6. Dimanakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
Medina,an indian restaurant right in city centre.
7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
medicine @ a glance,bailley and love and pocket surgery(yeah,boooorriiiing!)
8. Apakah nama penuh kamu?
yang teramat mulia cik sri azimah mohd hadzir.8)
9. Kamu lebih senang dengan mak atau ayah?
mak.klau bapak masih ada..
10. Namakan seseorang yang kamu ingin jumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup anda?
i guess my 1st child kot.ahaha.
11. Christina atau Britney?
christina aguilera.pastu nk nyanyi sama-sama"i'm a genie in a botoi baby!"
12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian anda sendiri?
yep,ada org nk tolong ka?
13. Tempat yang paling seronok kamu mahu pegi?
switzerland! again and again.
14. Pelukan atau ciuman?
a warm big hug dr ayahanda tercinta.tak siapa boley lawan!
15. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu.
she's my virtual friend met in blogosphere::we're in the same shoes::we share the same name,well part of the forename::working near kl central::currently madly in love::
16. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai :
go fishing with my family smp 2-3 pagi::ship,tanker dan sewaktu dengannya::my apple::my med registrar who's super cOOL::myBESTFRIENDS4-EVER::anythingTOdoWITHfashion::pudingcaramel::myincikICHIGO
17. 8 perkataan yang sering di ucapkan :
ya Allah::eh?::hekk eleh!::buduh::ceeehhhh::wei::wOw::penaaatlaa!
18. 8 buah buku yang paling terbaru dibaca.
3books mentioned above::lipstick jungle::19minutes::med journal(tgok nama author ja)::israk&mikraj::being happy
19. 8 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali :
sesungguhnya~ungu::One step at a time~jordin spark::alhamdulillah~opick and amanda::lucky~jason mraz n colbie callait::sweet symphony~the verve::how to save a live~the fray::iris~the googoodolls::truly,madly,deeply~savage garden
20. 8 perkara yang saya pelajari tahun lalu :
jgn studi last minute::dun be too sad and depressed::appreciate what i have around me::Love my family trilion times more::always cherish friendship::too much shopping makes people broke::sgt tak boleh terima org sellfish!::NB;dekatkan diri dengan tuhan
21.i'm gonna tag 8 more people.here the 8 lucky people who hit the jackpot.haha!
aiza::jay::a'a::kerry::kai::sarahAMIN::fatin::sorang lagi nie kira volunteer la.
so i'm done doing the tag.best pulak buat tag2 nih.at least a lot more fun than answering MCQs!duhh!hahah.
i was tagged by my "twin" cik azie.untuk tidak mengecewakan dia yg tgh berbhgia skrg..here goes!
1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
my iBook G4::my stathescope n white coat::ketenangan fikiran::my sanity::
2. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri?
dah lupa,so far guna duit sponsor.hehe
3. Dimanakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
i like garden wedding,which is dlm taman bukan dlm hotel.dan ada maze nk lari2 dlm tu.wakaka.sila gelak!
4. Berapa lama anda rasa hubungan kamu berkekalan?
so far dh 4tahun 10bulan.i hope many years to come before we finally tie the knot=)
5. Adakah anda di lamun cinta?
kamu rasa?
6. Dimanakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
Medina,an indian restaurant right in city centre.
7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
medicine @ a glance,bailley and love and pocket surgery(yeah,boooorriiiing!)
8. Apakah nama penuh kamu?
yang teramat mulia cik sri azimah mohd hadzir.8)
9. Kamu lebih senang dengan mak atau ayah?
mak.klau bapak masih ada..
10. Namakan seseorang yang kamu ingin jumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup anda?
i guess my 1st child kot.ahaha.
11. Christina atau Britney?
christina aguilera.pastu nk nyanyi sama-sama"i'm a genie in a botoi baby!"
12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian anda sendiri?
yep,ada org nk tolong ka?
13. Tempat yang paling seronok kamu mahu pegi?
switzerland! again and again.
14. Pelukan atau ciuman?
a warm big hug dr ayahanda tercinta.tak siapa boley lawan!
15. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu.
she's my virtual friend met in blogosphere::we're in the same shoes::we share the same name,well part of the forename::working near kl central::currently madly in love::
16. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai :
go fishing with my family smp 2-3 pagi::ship,tanker dan sewaktu dengannya::my apple::my med registrar who's super cOOL::myBESTFRIENDS4-EVER::anythingTOdoWITHfashion::pudingcaramel::myincikICHIGO
17. 8 perkataan yang sering di ucapkan :
ya Allah::eh?::hekk eleh!::buduh::ceeehhhh::wei::wOw::penaaatlaa!
18. 8 buah buku yang paling terbaru dibaca.
3books mentioned above::lipstick jungle::19minutes::med journal(tgok nama author ja)::israk&mikraj::being happy
19. 8 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali :
sesungguhnya~ungu::One step at a time~jordin spark::alhamdulillah~opick and amanda::lucky~jason mraz n colbie callait::sweet symphony~the verve::how to save a live~the fray::iris~the googoodolls::truly,madly,deeply~savage garden
20. 8 perkara yang saya pelajari tahun lalu :
jgn studi last minute::dun be too sad and depressed::appreciate what i have around me::Love my family trilion times more::always cherish friendship::too much shopping makes people broke::sgt tak boleh terima org sellfish!::NB;dekatkan diri dengan tuhan
21.i'm gonna tag 8 more people.here the 8 lucky people who hit the jackpot.haha!
aiza::jay::a'a::kerry::kai::sarahAMIN::fatin::sorang lagi nie kira volunteer la.
so i'm done doing the tag.best pulak buat tag2 nih.at least a lot more fun than answering MCQs!duhh!hahah.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
being old...what do ya think?
salam all.
alhamdulillah,masih mampu menulis blog w'pun terlalu byk kerja yang tak tersiapkan.hihi.since there are people still reading this blog,i must keep on writing.yes i will,for u guys!=)agak2 terharu tak?
seriously,thousand apologize for not being able to post anything more often.too much work yet so little time everyday.my day kicked off around 6.30a.m everyday and at around 11pm dah zzzzz.ward rounds,tutorials,out patients and whats not...mmg letih tapi bulan2 posa nie kena byk sabar kan.alangkah bgus klau satu hari 48 jam?
this week i'm attached to geriatrics team.geriatrics is medicine for elderly.so,basically i'm dealing with elderly people mostly stroke patients.the youngest patient is.. jap nk check list..64 tahun and my oldest patient was born on 1915.go figure!and more interestingly,she has 20 children.big applause everyone!jln ke shorga nie klau ikut dlm islam tapi apakan daya,fahaman kita berbeza makcik.
highlights on intersting patient this week
makcik J:advance frontotemporal dementia(kira penyakit lupa la nie).
dia akn jln along the corridor back n forth the whole day.yes sehari suntuk berjalan pi balik-pi balik and yg menariknya....she will repeat every sentence we've said to her.contoh:
situation 1
"J,can u go back to your bed"asked my consultant.
"yes,go back to my bed..going back to my bed.back to my bed.i'm going back to my bed."she mumbled along the way to her bed.
situation 2
"is there any pain anywhere?"
her replied:
"any pain anywhere?no pain anywhere.no pain anywhere.any pain anywhere....."and the same thing goes on"
this speech disturbance is called echolalia.it's a repetition of vocalisation made by another person caused by abnormality or insults to the frontotemporal region of the brain.
cerita makcik ni begini...dia adalah seorang yang sgt normal dan sehat walafiat sebelum ini.pada suatu hari,suaminya ke kedai untuk membeli barang.she was at home at that time and was as sprightly as usual.apabila husbandnya pulang,she wasn't at home and puas dicari masih tidak kelihatan.rupanya dia telah keluar merayau-rayau tanpa arah tujuan dengan tiba-tiba tanpa ada tanda-tanda lain hari-hari sebelumnya.it's a sudden attack dan sejak dr hari itu dia akn berjalan tanpa henti dan akan mengulangi exactly setiap ayt yg diucapkan padanya.takdir tuhan kan?adakah kita bersedia untuk menghadapi perkara sebegini di hari tua nanti?
tutup cerita pesakit.how's ramadhan treating you?bagi saya kat sini,sedikit meletihkan sbb waktu berbuka agk lewat.around 8.tapi berbuka hari-hari free.sbb saya tgal dekat sangat dgn masjid di Dublin ni.setiap hari iftar free and dapatlah kami berbuka dengan nasi beriani ayam dan kadang-kadang daging setiap hari.alhamdulillah.makan dalam dulang mcam zaman rasulullah dulu.agak-agak boleh imagine tak?=D
apa lae nk tulis eh?erm..mgu nie extra happy.incik ichigo saya anchor 3 hari di bintulu=)lebih panjang dr selalu.extra time means xtra happiness!tapi dia balik bintulu balik on the 4th raya.huuuuu....he's more bz onboard than i am.tambahan pula hujung2 tahun nie,taufan kerap di sebelah taiwan nu.haish..saya doakan awak selamat sentiasa!amin.amin.
igt lae tak pantun kanak-kanak nie?
pen merah,
pen biru,
you marah,
i love/like you.
ada org bagi pantun nie kat saya.tapi dia tukar sedikit.
baju merah,
baju biru,
you marah,
i love you.
nak memujuk.w'pun saya marah,saya tetap senyum=)lagikan teringat zaman kanak2 dulu.
btw semua,baju raya colour apa tahun nie?
okies,have a good day everyone.dan selamat mencari malam lailatul qadar.
alhamdulillah,masih mampu menulis blog w'pun terlalu byk kerja yang tak tersiapkan.hihi.since there are people still reading this blog,i must keep on writing.yes i will,for u guys!=)agak2 terharu tak?
seriously,thousand apologize for not being able to post anything more often.too much work yet so little time everyday.my day kicked off around 6.30a.m everyday and at around 11pm dah zzzzz.ward rounds,tutorials,out patients and whats not...mmg letih tapi bulan2 posa nie kena byk sabar kan.alangkah bgus klau satu hari 48 jam?
this week i'm attached to geriatrics team.geriatrics is medicine for elderly.so,basically i'm dealing with elderly people mostly stroke patients.the youngest patient is.. jap nk check list..64 tahun and my oldest patient was born on 1915.go figure!and more interestingly,she has 20 children.big applause everyone!jln ke shorga nie klau ikut dlm islam tapi apakan daya,fahaman kita berbeza makcik.
highlights on intersting patient this week
makcik J:advance frontotemporal dementia(kira penyakit lupa la nie).
dia akn jln along the corridor back n forth the whole day.yes sehari suntuk berjalan pi balik-pi balik and yg menariknya....she will repeat every sentence we've said to her.contoh:
situation 1
"J,can u go back to your bed"asked my consultant.
"yes,go back to my bed..going back to my bed.back to my bed.i'm going back to my bed."she mumbled along the way to her bed.
situation 2
"is there any pain anywhere?"
her replied:
"any pain anywhere?no pain anywhere.no pain anywhere.any pain anywhere....."and the same thing goes on"
this speech disturbance is called echolalia.it's a repetition of vocalisation made by another person caused by abnormality or insults to the frontotemporal region of the brain.
cerita makcik ni begini...dia adalah seorang yang sgt normal dan sehat walafiat sebelum ini.pada suatu hari,suaminya ke kedai untuk membeli barang.she was at home at that time and was as sprightly as usual.apabila husbandnya pulang,she wasn't at home and puas dicari masih tidak kelihatan.rupanya dia telah keluar merayau-rayau tanpa arah tujuan dengan tiba-tiba tanpa ada tanda-tanda lain hari-hari sebelumnya.it's a sudden attack dan sejak dr hari itu dia akn berjalan tanpa henti dan akan mengulangi exactly setiap ayt yg diucapkan padanya.takdir tuhan kan?adakah kita bersedia untuk menghadapi perkara sebegini di hari tua nanti?
tutup cerita pesakit.how's ramadhan treating you?bagi saya kat sini,sedikit meletihkan sbb waktu berbuka agk lewat.around 8.tapi berbuka hari-hari free.sbb saya tgal dekat sangat dgn masjid di Dublin ni.setiap hari iftar free and dapatlah kami berbuka dengan nasi beriani ayam dan kadang-kadang daging setiap hari.alhamdulillah.makan dalam dulang mcam zaman rasulullah dulu.agak-agak boleh imagine tak?=D
apa lae nk tulis eh?erm..mgu nie extra happy.incik ichigo saya anchor 3 hari di bintulu=)lebih panjang dr selalu.extra time means xtra happiness!tapi dia balik bintulu balik on the 4th raya.huuuuu....he's more bz onboard than i am.tambahan pula hujung2 tahun nie,taufan kerap di sebelah taiwan nu.haish..saya doakan awak selamat sentiasa!amin.amin.
igt lae tak pantun kanak-kanak nie?
pen merah,
pen biru,
you marah,
i love/like you.
ada org bagi pantun nie kat saya.tapi dia tukar sedikit.
baju merah,
baju biru,
you marah,
i love you.
nak memujuk.w'pun saya marah,saya tetap senyum=)lagikan teringat zaman kanak2 dulu.
btw semua,baju raya colour apa tahun nie?
okies,have a good day everyone.dan selamat mencari malam lailatul qadar.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
.rindu.
salam.
how's everyone?(ntah ada ntah idak org yg baca blog nie)
i'm good.safe and sound here in 59 donore avenue,south circular road dublin 8,ireland(alamat da bagi,boley pos kad raya nie=)).landed on the 6th sept around 10+pm.the journey back here was ....erm tiring and kinda long.stranded in heathrow for more than 1 hour.flight delayed due to bad weather in dublin.and..1st time balik time posa.mmg hancus la.anyway,i had chance fasting 5 days in malaysia.nikmat.on the 1st day posa rasa nk melawat PARAM(pasar ramadhan) je tetiap ari,tapi on the last day je dapat because my eldest sister is so kind to cook special meals for iftar everyday.laksa penang dia mmg perghhhhhh....best!tak dapat kat mana2 restaurant pun lah.sayaaaaang kakak.=)but on the last day i escaped to PARAM with my elder sister and my two nieces.balik rumah sepuluh jari ada beg plastik.terkejut mak tgok.
"mak dah agak,klau hang terlepas,ni la jadinya".
saya senyum je lah.rileks mak,bukan selalu dapat camni.hehe.
"Salman ibn Amir Dhabi related that the Prophet said: Break your fast with dates, or else with water, for it is pure (Abu Dawud, Tirmidhi)".
i resumed my crazy student life starting last monday.mcm gila semester nie.nausea(the feeling of throwing up)bila tgok the schedule that has been printed for us.siap on call lae.terbaik lah.i got district hospital as a starter.two buses is a must.jauh ya amat.selamat mkn free.bukan makan di siang hari,tapau la.but the staffs,be it doctors,nurses even consultants are kind and very friendly.they always have extra time giving us tutorials and asking lots of questions toO!i had 3 weeks of rotations at the same hospital last sem so i'm quite familiar with the surroundings.in fact the student advisor still remember me.u r so cute PATTY.tapi daku hairan,dia masuk kul 10am,balik kul 4pm and kerja 3-4 days in a week and the next thing i know,she'll be on holiday the following week .bgus eh kerja camni?apa2 pun,this is a new start for me. 4th year means 4x works and effort to be done.we'll see how it goes from time to time.
balik sini ja dah windu family kat kampung.igt mak and akak mst sebak.bulan2 puasa nie mereka berbuka berdua je lah.if only i could be there making it 3 of us...huhu.mak dah ok sket.w'pun ada sisa2 kesedihan(itu yg nampak.yang tak nampak Allah je yg tau),but i know she's strong,for me and my siblings.incik ichigo pun tgh kat lautan.i'm worried sick bout him.bukan sebab kapal dia lalu teluk aden tu...ntah...maybe sbb apa yg jadi involve kerjaya dia.harap2 dia sehat and dilindungiNya selalu.he called asking for me the other day.maybe his ship anchored in japan.unfortunately i was on my flight to ireland at that time.melepas.rindulah.
~:my beloveds:~
okaylah.saya dah mula melalut.selamat berpuasa dan pertingkatkan lah kesabaran di bulan yg mulia nie okay.see you in the next entry=)
how's everyone?(ntah ada ntah idak org yg baca blog nie)
i'm good.safe and sound here in 59 donore avenue,south circular road dublin 8,ireland(alamat da bagi,boley pos kad raya nie=)).landed on the 6th sept around 10+pm.the journey back here was ....erm tiring and kinda long.stranded in heathrow for more than 1 hour.flight delayed due to bad weather in dublin.and..1st time balik time posa.mmg hancus la.anyway,i had chance fasting 5 days in malaysia.nikmat.on the 1st day posa rasa nk melawat PARAM(pasar ramadhan) je tetiap ari,tapi on the last day je dapat because my eldest sister is so kind to cook special meals for iftar everyday.laksa penang dia mmg perghhhhhh....best!tak dapat kat mana2 restaurant pun lah.sayaaaaang kakak.=)but on the last day i escaped to PARAM with my elder sister and my two nieces.balik rumah sepuluh jari ada beg plastik.terkejut mak tgok.
"mak dah agak,klau hang terlepas,ni la jadinya".
saya senyum je lah.rileks mak,bukan selalu dapat camni.hehe.
"Salman ibn Amir Dhabi related that the Prophet said: Break your fast with dates, or else with water, for it is pure (Abu Dawud, Tirmidhi)".
i resumed my crazy student life starting last monday.mcm gila semester nie.nausea(the feeling of throwing up)bila tgok the schedule that has been printed for us.siap on call lae.terbaik lah.i got district hospital as a starter.two buses is a must.jauh ya amat.selamat mkn free.bukan makan di siang hari,tapau la.but the staffs,be it doctors,nurses even consultants are kind and very friendly.they always have extra time giving us tutorials and asking lots of questions toO!i had 3 weeks of rotations at the same hospital last sem so i'm quite familiar with the surroundings.in fact the student advisor still remember me.u r so cute PATTY.tapi daku hairan,dia masuk kul 10am,balik kul 4pm and kerja 3-4 days in a week and the next thing i know,she'll be on holiday the following week .bgus eh kerja camni?apa2 pun,this is a new start for me. 4th year means 4x works and effort to be done.we'll see how it goes from time to time.
balik sini ja dah windu family kat kampung.igt mak and akak mst sebak.bulan2 puasa nie mereka berbuka berdua je lah.if only i could be there making it 3 of us...huhu.mak dah ok sket.w'pun ada sisa2 kesedihan(itu yg nampak.yang tak nampak Allah je yg tau),but i know she's strong,for me and my siblings.incik ichigo pun tgh kat lautan.i'm worried sick bout him.bukan sebab kapal dia lalu teluk aden tu...ntah...maybe sbb apa yg jadi involve kerjaya dia.harap2 dia sehat and dilindungiNya selalu.he called asking for me the other day.maybe his ship anchored in japan.unfortunately i was on my flight to ireland at that time.melepas.rindulah.
~:my beloveds:~
okaylah.saya dah mula melalut.selamat berpuasa dan pertingkatkan lah kesabaran di bulan yg mulia nie okay.see you in the next entry=)
Friday, August 22, 2008
shocking!
salam.
i'm speechless upon hearing a news than is far beyond what i expected.
usd5m?
wth?
to the family:i'm deeply sorry to hear that.be strong.
i'm speechless upon hearing a news than is far beyond what i expected.
usd5m?
wth?
to the family:i'm deeply sorry to hear that.be strong.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
.ini cerita kehidupan.
salam.
setelah sekian lama tak menulis disebabkan beberapa faktor,saya mengambil keputusan untuk mengurangkan satu faktor iaitu kegagalan meletak gambar sebagai alasan yang tidak munasabah untuk tidak menulis di sini.
pheww...writing in malay sumtime makes me dizzy.bak kata syarifah amani dalam iklan silky girl,"dah la english pun tak betul,nak sindir-sindir pulak"(lebih kurang camtu lah,tak igt the whole script).tak,bukan apa.klau dlm english,boleh main hentam-hentam aja.klau dalam malay,main hentam2 camni jdi tak sedap.betul tak?okay back to bussiness now,i'm basically in the comfort of my home swheeeet home doing nothing,absolutely nothing.mengabes beraih ja.hehe.so at least malam ni kena tulis sumthing berisi sket.
ni nk baca berita sket....
a malaysian tanker(belong to MISC,the shipping arm of petronas) laden with palm oil,mt bunga melati 2 was hijacked by pirates in the gulf of Aden near somalia and yemen yesterday.there are 39 crews on board with 29 of them are malaysians.
i was shocked to hear the news yesterday and i pray all the crews regardless their races are being treated well and safe wherever they may be.having someone i love working in the same line,this kind of situation really would be a nightmare to me.imagine one of them is our brother,father or even friend,being captured far away from our homeland while carrying out their duty is really heartbreaking and troublesome(in terms of rescueing them).i can't even think how their spouses,children and families would feel and react in this very difficult situation.to them:my heart goes out to you and my prayers always be with all of you.sekarang terasa lebih menghargai orang yang jauh.being separated far away for a long time from the loved one really effects my emotion.when i got a chance to talk to him bila dia balik atau anchor for few days,tetiba rasa nk marah je.ye,marah sebab i got very limited time to have him with me .marah juga sebab i have to compete with his job which i lost most of the time.what if one day he goes and doesn't come back.minta Allah jauhkan.i should appreciate the time we have together,be it a few sec,minutes or even 100 years.
tunggu awak pulang.heeee.....
lagi cerita kehidupan....
my sis got an email from a dear friend.about starvation and poverty mainly in africa.full of touching and very sad pictures reflecting the lives of the unfortunate.seeing them malnourished and aneroxic(u can count every spine and rib on their body as there were bones and skin left that resembled walking skeletons) is tearing my heart apart especially if u know the complications of malnutrition to the bits.i'm sure most of them were long gone because of nothing to eat and here we are wasting the foods like nobody's bussiness.kadang-kadang sengaja saya tinggalkan makanan di pinggan kerana untuk mengelak dari terlalu kenyang sehingga menjadi tabiat.lansung terlupa di fikiran saya makanan itu amat diperlukan oleh orang lain yg terpaksa menyelongkar tong sampah mencari sesuap makanan,memakan sisa org lain dan tidak kurang yang berlapar kerana tiada apa untuk di makan. from now on,i wont do such stupid and sellfish kind of acts anymore.fikir-fikir balik sangat menyesal okey.huuuuuu.....
pesanan saya,
bersyukur atas nikmat tuhan berikan.dugaan-dugaan menimpa adalah rahmat terlindung dan kafarah dosa-dosa kita.time to reflect and improve=)
setelah sekian lama tak menulis disebabkan beberapa faktor,saya mengambil keputusan untuk mengurangkan satu faktor iaitu kegagalan meletak gambar sebagai alasan yang tidak munasabah untuk tidak menulis di sini.
pheww...writing in malay sumtime makes me dizzy.bak kata syarifah amani dalam iklan silky girl,"dah la english pun tak betul,nak sindir-sindir pulak"(lebih kurang camtu lah,tak igt the whole script).tak,bukan apa.klau dlm english,boleh main hentam-hentam aja.klau dalam malay,main hentam2 camni jdi tak sedap.betul tak?okay back to bussiness now,i'm basically in the comfort of my home swheeeet home doing nothing,absolutely nothing.mengabes beraih ja.hehe.so at least malam ni kena tulis sumthing berisi sket.
ni nk baca berita sket....
a malaysian tanker(belong to MISC,the shipping arm of petronas) laden with palm oil,mt bunga melati 2 was hijacked by pirates in the gulf of Aden near somalia and yemen yesterday.there are 39 crews on board with 29 of them are malaysians.
i was shocked to hear the news yesterday and i pray all the crews regardless their races are being treated well and safe wherever they may be.having someone i love working in the same line,this kind of situation really would be a nightmare to me.imagine one of them is our brother,father or even friend,being captured far away from our homeland while carrying out their duty is really heartbreaking and troublesome(in terms of rescueing them).i can't even think how their spouses,children and families would feel and react in this very difficult situation.to them:my heart goes out to you and my prayers always be with all of you.sekarang terasa lebih menghargai orang yang jauh.being separated far away for a long time from the loved one really effects my emotion.when i got a chance to talk to him bila dia balik atau anchor for few days,tetiba rasa nk marah je.ye,marah sebab i got very limited time to have him with me .marah juga sebab i have to compete with his job which i lost most of the time.what if one day he goes and doesn't come back.minta Allah jauhkan.i should appreciate the time we have together,be it a few sec,minutes or even 100 years.
tunggu awak pulang.heeee.....
lagi cerita kehidupan....
my sis got an email from a dear friend.about starvation and poverty mainly in africa.full of touching and very sad pictures reflecting the lives of the unfortunate.seeing them malnourished and aneroxic(u can count every spine and rib on their body as there were bones and skin left that resembled walking skeletons) is tearing my heart apart especially if u know the complications of malnutrition to the bits.i'm sure most of them were long gone because of nothing to eat and here we are wasting the foods like nobody's bussiness.kadang-kadang sengaja saya tinggalkan makanan di pinggan kerana untuk mengelak dari terlalu kenyang sehingga menjadi tabiat.lansung terlupa di fikiran saya makanan itu amat diperlukan oleh orang lain yg terpaksa menyelongkar tong sampah mencari sesuap makanan,memakan sisa org lain dan tidak kurang yang berlapar kerana tiada apa untuk di makan. from now on,i wont do such stupid and sellfish kind of acts anymore.fikir-fikir balik sangat menyesal okey.huuuuuu.....
pesanan saya,
bersyukur atas nikmat tuhan berikan.dugaan-dugaan menimpa adalah rahmat terlindung dan kafarah dosa-dosa kita.time to reflect and improve=)
Sunday, August 10, 2008
a scroll that brings smiles.
m
salam.
waduh,lama gila tak update.soweeee sgt.dial-up tmnet sudah tidak reliable lagi.bukar sekadar lembab,malah tak boleh connect terus.
"mak tolonglah faham.kita ambil streamyx ye mak.nti boleh skype guna pc je.boleh kan mak?jimat duit ank mak.boleh sponsor mak datang ireland"(ini adalah cakap hati)
okay,kali ini cerita tentang kawan saya.my bestfriend from standard 3.lama bukan?kami mcm adik beradik.rumah saya,rumahnya jua.rumah dia?tempat persinggahan saya terutamanya utk mkn2.hehe.she just graduated.apalagi,lepas nie bleh la belanja kan liana.she will be my drugs directory.
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